Blog 8
Well this will be hard.
I’m sorry I’m not posting as frequently, honestly the insanity of this world has just taken me by surprise every time. And it’s so easy to be misinterpreted and misunderstood during these hyper-sensitive times. I want to start off by thanking those of you who take me for who I am. I am so grateful for you guys who support me in my music, over the years.
I come from a family where some of you may know have a lot of affiliations in the political arena. One reason why I don’t like to touch on that, and I don’t do it often at all, is multi-faceted. A, it is in the past. B, it is not my calling. I know my calling is in music, and I just want it to be what it is. C, if I want to make the world a better place, there are many ways to go about it than talk about my worst subject in school ie, history. I mean, how embarrassing would it be for me to get something wrong? 😅 D, I do admit to having some level of social responsibility given the nature of the life I chose to lead, and I don’t want to use this platform to spread hate in any way shape or form. E, I promised my dad. “Stay as far away from [politics] as possible.” He is a man of few words, but they’re often words of wisdom. I love him for that.
I just want to put it out there and say thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for letting me be me. Thank you for those of you who don’t cast any judgement, it’s so hard to come by, especially for someone like me.
I would also like to give a shout out to those out there who are feeling lots of negative emotions and rage - I resonate with the pain and frustration. I really do. Here is a virtual hug. It’s okay to feel the emotions, but PLEASE, don’t act out of rage and stupidity. Don’t do something regretful, even if others do regretful things. Don’t call people out online when they are sharing about enjoying their lives, getting engaged, or getting married - people plan these things wayyy beforehand... normally, it only happens once in their lives. Let them be. Everyone needs to find their emotional balance in their own unique ways - we are all independent human beings with our own curves and edges. So whether or not you think they are living in a parallel universe, you don’t know their heart. If you did, you wouldn’t be calling them out online; you would be doing that in person. It’s okay to feel angry towards people who do wrong things. I can resonate with that. But I’m actually glad some people can still find joy in everyday life, and simple things - those are precious, and I pray that all of you can still have those moments. We all need those for our own sanity and emotional well-being. We need breathing space. We don’t want this episode to scar and haunt us forever. Don’t let it do that to your soul; it’s not worth it. Right? Trying to be a little less sad, is not a sin. Trying to seek for a little bit of happiness in our lives - is not a sin. Please don’t feel that way.
But, with all that said, I know a lot of you read what I write because you resonate with my thoughts in some way shape or form, or because you’re just trying to learn English 😅but thank you regardless. Thank you for your non-judgmental support towards me, my mind, and my music. And for that, I virtually kneel and thank you. 🙈 You are so wonderful. 🙌🏻
I have always lived my life as humbly as I could, working hard, grateful, respectful, and as polite as I can be... while being a little bit opinionated, blunt, direct, honest and hardcore with the things I care about (lol it’s the Virgo inside of me). Thank you for letting me be me.
Recently, my friend I’ve known for more than 15 years said to me, “I didn’t even know about your background until I read the news when it came out. I had NO idea! You’ve never mentioned!” Well, I thought, I had no reason to. It’s like, flaunting things is now the norm, so I am weird for choosing not to do that. Well that’s silly, right? Family will always be near and dear and close to my heart, no matter how people choose to commentate on mine. But that doesn’t matter to me, nor does it affect me anymore. I accept myself, all of me, and then I move on and focus on the future. I want to go forward, proud of who I am and where I came from and how I’ve come to be. I want to spread love and positivity no matter what, to make the world a slightly better place, in my own very insignificant little ways, however God intends for me to serve the world. So thank you all again. For letting me be me.
Choose love, bring light, clasp your hands, close your eyes, pray, release your emotions up to God. Try it, and let me know how it goes 🙂
Till next time, and stay safe, please.
You’re in my prayers.
x Robynn
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