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Continue ReadingLive with 'depression' next to each other.
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Two-three years ago, I found that people around me, friends, brothers and sisters. I want to be bored, aka ' depression '. Many people have some times that I'm tired. Some of the same time, but when I sit and talk to someone who has a real disease, I found that people with different condition. I didn't understand. People who have this disease before. I accidentally act in the wrong way. I want to help, but I do everything. Looking worse today. I want to share some thoughts and information. In case it's beneficial with depression, including close ones. Of course I'm not a doctor. I just want to tell you and talk about some aspects. If anyone has good information or helpful ways to do it. Feel free to share. It should be beneficial to many people.

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1. Before speaking, we should listen.
People around patients with depression often judge and look at their own eyes. We always try to sedition to be strong, have goals, ask about passion, and whatever you think it will be powerful with life. Sometimes I accidentally scold. Said why he is so tired, lazy, long spine, doesn't do anything. Sometimes I encourage him to get up to do something. All of this with best wishes, but know that for patients. These things. The more it makes the situation worse because it shows the understanding of the condition he is experiencing. If someone close to be bored before he lets him do many things, we should give him a bit of how he feels about the world and our lives. To understand more

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Lol he didn't want to be
When we listen, we will understand that the condition he is very difficult because it is an insensitive feeling about everything, no negative, no negativity, nothing, no meaning, don't want to don't want to do anything, don't want to talk to anyone, which he doesn't even want to be The more pressure in the world that everyone has to work hard, the more you feel worthless. I want to get up to work, but I don't have enough strength. Besides being tired, we still have to fight the value that society around you. It's a time that is not easy. I am.

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Lol he may not be stressed by anything. Suddenly it happens.
Everyone has stress, but it's all caused by something. While this disease is different. Sometimes - one day this symptom happened yesterday, I still smile. Today we can't tell him. " Hey, keep thinking positive " or " just change the way of thinking, life changes " something like that. When it happens, it will last for weeks or months. During that time. Patients will be the one who don't want to do anything, whether it's work. Playing or even showing love with love is a great time of understanding and if he says " you don't understand me that's what he really wants to say

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4. Give him time to give us time
During that time, he will change to a different person. It may be a bad person who has been active. May not be bored of work. I may not get out of bed or insomnia, no strength. Sometimes I don't think that they don't want to live. It's a time when people. All around you should give time to not try to make him get well quickly because it's impossible. But it shouldn't be more pressure or take care of it. Because this moment, he may not have much mood to interact with anyone. Give time. Him and with us.

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Lol it's about chemicals in the brain
What we should understand is that this disease is not caused by an attitude or perspective to the world. Even when it affects the world, but the cause of the brain, there may be some chemicals in the brain that is low or some medical disorders. Still can't answer. What is the real cause of it? It may be genes or mixed environment. When we understand this, we will see that it's normal that people have some disease in some times. Comparison to cold may not be right, but think about it. Sometimes some diseases come into life. Give it time. It will slowly unfold.

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Lol call it a disease to feel normal
When this is a symptom of a disease. Instead of a disease, we should feel like it is normal for human beings. It should not feel that we should not feel bad. We have a disease or someone beside us. Just a normal thing that happens to keep us beside each other to support and understand together.

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7. Do you want to change the name of the disease?
I really want to rethink about this disease. The word ' depression ' makes us not want to tell anyone that I have this disease. In fact, we are not going to be depressed for the rest of my life or all the time. I want to call it ' disease. What are you tired? ' because it's temporarily tired. Well, people can be tired? It's only temporary. I will come back to have new power. Just ' I'm not ' not ' depressed ' Go forever. Don't panic.

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Haha. Invite him to go to the doctor.
Many patients don't know that there is a disease in the world. Some people may not admit that they are in America. There is an average that each patient takes more than ten years to ask for advice from the doctor. Even going to the doctor can help you feel better. Sitting and talking. Paying medicine to balance brain chemistry, including doctor's advice is beneficial to patients. If someone close to have some symptoms, you should recommend him to go to the doctor. It's like we have a sore throat and fever. We need to find a doctor. Isn't we find a doctor? Doctor cures this disease. It's not a shocking thing. As I said it's normal. People can have a disease.

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Haha. You are not weak. You can tell each other.
Whether we have this disease or close ones, one thing we should understand is that we are not weaker than others. It's one condition that something in the brain is unbalanced. In that condition may have an idea to compare ourselves to others, such as opening Facebook. I feel like everyone is happier than me (a little less on Facebook) or compare to myself when I'm brighter, but it's similar to when we ankle. We can't go back to being the same right away even if I speed up the day. No matter how much you speed up, open-minded talk can heal the feeling, including telling the thoughts of suicide can help reduce the risk of suicide too. The close ones should open your mind and listen and some people should open your mind to tell the feeling. People we can trust. Tell the world that I have this disease. People around you will understand that in the midst of society that don't understand. Patients will make patients feel worried. We don't dare to tell anyone. So we need more understanding in society for the story that are walking around. Inside will be told more comfortably.

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Lol let's exercise
I found that many brothers and sisters who have a disease. Better, brighter, more power from exercise. Even if you try and do it continuously, you will slowly feel better. Exercise may cause some chemicals in the brain to add good feelings for us. Some people say that we have lived in the field before. Before we have to run for food. Now we have to sit in a narrow air conditioning room all day. It makes it unnatural. So we should find When you return to our natural activity. Exercise is a magic pill. It helps both chemicals. It helps to help healthy. If there are people close to you, try to invite them to exercise together. But don't have to much pressure. Take it slow.

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All that I think spreading knowledge of understanding is very important. Both close level is to interaction with patients in the house. If we understand, we will treat each other better and at the level of Society is wide. If society understands, patients will dare to speak. Dare to tell others stories and feelings.

It's not strange that we have some moments to cross over. Whether at the level of family or society. I think we need understanding of each other to be beside each other to cross that time. There is still a bright tomorrow waiting. I'm still here.

If it's not too disturbing, I want to share this information to help create more understanding of this disease. If anyone has any information, please comment and tell me. It should be beneficial to everyone.

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10 ข้อ ถนอมความรัก
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1. เป็นเพื่อนที่รักกัน:
หากลองสังเกตดู เราผิดใจกับเพื่อนน้อยกว่าคนรัก แถมยังคืนดีง่ายกว่า นั่นเป็นเพราะว่าเรามักคาดหวังกับคนรักมากกว่าเพื่อน กระนั้น-ความสวยงามของคนรักมีอยู่ว่ายิ่งนานวันไป ความหวานจะค่อยๆ จางลงกลายเป็นความผูกพัน เหมือนเพื่อนสนิทที่ "รู้กัน" นั่นคือข้อดี เพราะเมื่อเป็นเพื่อนกันแล้วเราจะคาดหวังน้อยลง หายโกรธง่ายขึ้น แต่เพื่อนคนนี้สำคัญกว่าคนอื่น เพราะเขาคือ "เพื่อนชีวิต"
...Continue Reading10 items to take care of love.
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1. Be friends who love each other:
If you notice, we are less wrong with friends, love, and it's easier to return. That's because we always expect more than friends. - the beauty of lovers are that the longer the more days, sweetness will slowly fade into bonding like Best friends who " know " is the good thing because when we are friends, we will expect less. It's easier to get angry. But this friend is more important than others because they are " life friend "

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2. Love each other, not to compete with each other. Do good:
Some people like to note that between themselves and love "do good things" but in the area of love is not the race track. Relationships are available and swap around. When we often see their goodness. See the goodness of the goodness. The other one may be me. I can overlook the good things that they do because in that moment we are blind from anger.

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3. sorry and thank you:
Two simple words, but often fade away when we are in a relationship for a long time. Apology seems to fall out of the mouth. Sometimes I know that you are wrong for lovers. There is no dignity. Sorry will help heal the wound instead of letting go of chronic wound. It's difficult to heal. Thank you is another love. It shows that we are important and good things that they give. These two magic spells often have a smooth relationship.

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4. Let the irritability go away with the night:
A good relationship is to find a way to get back, not to let one side. Many elders always teach that no matter what happens, no matter who is wrong or right. When both fall asleep. One morning should fade away and find a way. Good night. Start a new story with sunrise.

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5. Be a power to each other:
We feel good when we are near, always a " dream support " listen to anyone. Don't rush to the dream, but encourage us to think " for recharge each other, not weaken each other. When we are close, we are close, there is powerful. We will want to tell him stories.

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6. Be a sponge to suffer:
Apart from recharging positive, good lovers often absorb negative power from the other's mind. Listening without judgement. Open the space for the other to speak all. Finally he may show fragile or Your own mistakes should be the safest area in the world. Even if the whole world doesn't understand, there is one person who is ready to understand and listen.

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Lol laugh at small frustrating:
People are often irritated with repeated habits that often annoy. Sometimes it's very small things. Some couples are frustrated that the other people don't close the lid from honey. Sometimes it's a big. If it's possible, try to laugh at these small things and think about it. There is no difference in his corner. We may be born to close the toothpaste cover for him. He was born to keep our favorite mug that we have to be together like to be together like this. But if you can think like this. Don't have to be upset with small things.

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8. sit in time machine:
Let's go back to talk about when we just know each other. Open old photos, play, pick up the same gift to dusting the house. Pick up the book that we used to read again. These conversations help the relationship not get old by time. In fact, we are. We have good memories together. Let's think back.

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9. Be part of each other's dreams:
Even if we are not in with our lovers. Whether it's running, listening to music, taking photos, cooking, snorkeling, cuddle, etc. We can join what our lovers are too. It's a lot of time together. In new activities, of course he is part of our crazy activities too.

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10. Don't expect happiness:
There is a life of love with the angle. This is part of life lessons that will give us the hope, no freedom. Practice our mind to know how to know how to forgive, have mercy, reduce ego to admit that no one is ours and we rely on. Not everything. If you can look at love with glasses like this, we can live with some unbeautiful moments of love. This is the opportunity to practice the mind. Learn suffering from the most, which may be the most painful or the most angry. But this is The best lesson like this. Bad times will be one of life. If both of the smooth mind, they can go through the relationship without traumatized. When suffering passes, happiness will come back. Walking around like this as usual

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All of these are not easy, and it is not " technique " if it is " practice " that people in love, because the relationship is not different from anything else in the world. There are beautiful and the cuddle ugly. Knowing each other well means seeing around the side.

Love always comes with responsibility and mental duty. Love is always caused by two people. It may start with one person. But when there is no solution. That means both of them can't pass the exam. It's not passed. It's not wrong. What is everyone on the path of learning to love, which couples are always through their mind purifying together.

In some dimensions, being together may not be happier than being alone, but in some dimensions, being together makes you feel more meaning. The meaning is because we are not alone.

Not every love is worth keeping, but for love worth keeping and neglected is a shame.

On the day that we feel "love each other" is not the last day if it's just the first day of the beginning to learn to love that person on the day he is not cute either. He has to learn to love us on the day

I have passed this story again and again. Then I said "love each other" but even then we didn't care about this word.

Because it's a single flesh with two people's lives.Translated

ABANG.... SAYA TAK BUAT BUAT..... ia sebenarnya SILENT KILLER yang boleh membunuh isteri abang =(

Mesti mommy dah baca kisah Cikgu Siti Rohana yang baru 3 hari habis pantang 44 hari... & dijumpai tak bernyawa di atas katil manakala anaknya yang berusia 48 hari & 19 bulan berada di sisi =(

Punca kematian disebabkan paru paru berair & masalah jantung.
...Continue ReadingBrother.... I didn't do it..... it's actually a silent killer that can kill my wife =(

Surely mommy has read the story of teacher siti rohana who has only been 3 days after confinement for 44 days... & found not alive in bed while her 48-day-old and 19-Month-old child is on the side =(

The cause of death due to watery lungs & heart problems.

For the case of the late... we don't know what's going on... only that we know the late is complaining about her husband.
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Good... this story has nothing to do with the late... it's only more to give awareness to husbands & wives that their form is extraordinary in confinement.....

The meaning of tiredness for a woman is not just the tiredness that a husband has passed.. What else when she just gave birth normally or czer.... movement is limited.. her emotions are mixed with baur plus the feeling that is trying to be strong even though weak...

Know... it's wrong if....:
1. Confinement alone..
2. Confinement & managing everything alone...
3. Abstain if husband is not only do not take it to know but hurt...
4. Confinement in a place that disturbing emotions & thoughts...
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Please tell this to the husband... so that he also understands what you are going through:
During abstinence... where to take care of the wound after giving birth.. Jalan slammed reserve... Stone Stone (Rahim) that was berdenyut2, before shrinking & went up to the original place... by wanting to throw away the big water, the pain is afraid of tear & then constipation... Not mixed with milk swelling... the midwife is cut to remove milk.. Allah is very sick...

It's time to rest at night.. the child cried asking for milk... the husband slept and didn't help.. where with the milk didn't come out.. where with the czer wounds that are waiting for the time can be opened again if the wrong way..... plus stress With the cry of the child that makes mom confused... the yellow fever is not lacking... forced to be forced with people here to try that & this... & finally the child is vomiting & sick....

When I eat the wrong drink.. My veins hurt... one body is weak.. Blood comes out with an orgasm.. feels like there's someone who came out of the vagina... Allah... the uterus fell & almost came out....

This is just a few % of what pregnant mothers go through that makes her not only her... can even act cruel to herself & child without her self-conscious.... =(
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Husband & wife need to be alert that the form of pulmonary embolism is one of the silent murderers when women are in confinement =(

" Pulmonary Disease Disease (Frozen blood in the blood channel to the lungs) is one of the main causes that causes the death of pregnant mothers and during the confinement period which is 6 weeks after giving birth. This incident rarely happens yet, it can cause the death of a sudden victim " - Dr. Mardiana kipli m. D (Unimas) - Expert and Gynecology expert.
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Bad news - when... all women who are pregnant and also in the period of confinement are exposed to get disease disease disease because your blood is thicker than usual.

And, the risk of getting a pulmonary embolism during pregnancy becomes higher if you are:
1. Age more than 35 years old
2. Have children more than 2 people
3. Paralyzed and can't move straight over 3 days
4. Weight Over 80 kg or more than 30 kg / m2
5. Undergoing surgery surgery
6. Long-distance flights over 4 hours
Dehydrated
7. Ever got frozen blood disease before pregnant or on the content first
8. Blood spilled during birth (OVER 1 Liter)
9. Pregnant with twins.
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Must be among mommy who has been through this sign, right? & make it light because I am afraid of husband & people around say it isn't it?

Not only you... but there are many women out there who 'keep' themselves sick & finally get to the hospital in fainted.. in a coma & some are not alive anymore.
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Say you experience signs like this when it contains & abstain PLEASE TELL HUSBAND & MEET DOCTOR SOON...
1. Feet and pain on the calf (usually one foot only)
2. Hard to breathe
3. Chest pain
4. Bleeding cough
5. Pulse is so fast
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That's why since pregnant mommy's emotions need to be taken care of.... afraid of being carried away until confinement =((for those who already have the book of @[151329642013884:274:9bulan10hari]... ask husband to refer to page 53-55... about the role of husband when wife Pregnant & listen to the expert in documentary video...-may it help husband understand the condition of the wife facing this change)

Confinement 44 days.... 100 days.. 6 MONTHS & 2 years... there is a reason.... (page 132).

Wearing socks... avoid sleeping in the air conditioner there is a reason....

My hand.. Herbal Shower... Massage.... There's a reason.... (page 135-138)

Don't make all your own work... ask husband to make it.. say husband BZ ask for family please... say BZ too.. then take CL / midwife to take care of mommy.

Avoid eating pelik2 during confinement.. refer to the confinement food set on page 140.

Don't be alone when abstain.... if you feel like someone whisper '.. quickly install Surah Ruqyah at home....

For Mommy.. Yes.. of course we make our husband happy & try to do the best for the family... but know.. if mommy is healthy... then the children will be happy too.... =)

Think good... do good things.. Insyaallah everything will be fine...

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"Shiro-Nuri" (painted in white) artist MINORI interview & June 2014 exhibition

Minori is a Shiro-Nuri (painted in white) makeup artist who uses Japanese traditional Shiro-Nuri techniques to express nature-centered themes since 2009.
Her art is not limited to photos, she is herself a living work of art, exhibiting her Shiro-Nuri makeup as a fashion style in everyday life. She calls this style "Monshiro-Joh", which would mean "Miss Small-White" (a play of words with "Monshiro-Choh" which means Small Cabbage White butterfly).

Shiro-Nuri is a Japanese traditional makeup style, and is used by Geisha and actors of Kabuki for a very long time.

Since the Meiji era (1868-1912) the Japanese arts have been greatly influenced by the Fine Arts from the occident,
and started moving from simple handicrafts to fine arts, and lately with the new technologies Japanese arts start another transformation.
This exhibition called HYOH-BYOH is centered around the artists whose art is based on traditional Japanese detailed crafts and workmanship, and still not influenced by new technologies.

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creating decorations as I desire, like a canvas.
People do get scary
I do not care about the criticism
There are clothes I want wear, and I do my make-up accordingly, so with the white painting I also wear it as a fashion.
I truly like the Gothic and the Lolita, and since those types of clothes are decorated, or should I say, the decorations are very detailed, there was a part of me which said it does not match very well with my looks.
During that time, I was not creating, but the desire to express my originality grew more and more. Thus, I started creating on my own or re-make, and I had continued to change my make-up accordingly.
When my face is white, I am able to change the decoration or create a new face like a canvas.
I brought in my favorite "nature" aspect, and gave it more originality.

During that time, I was not creating, but the desire to express my originality grew more and more. Thus, I started creating on my own or re-make, and I had continued to change my make-up accordingly.
When my face is white, I am able to change the decoration or create a new face like a canvas.
I brought in my favorite "nature" aspect, and gave it more originality.

I have different mindsets on fashion photos and art photos. The fashion is based on purely for my enjoyment, but the art photos is an experiment on how much I can express on one theme of nature. And, based on that nature theme, I make my own costume or tell the photographer on how I want to shoot the photos and create something together.
It does make people scary.
The white painting. Yes, when the face is white, people tell me I look dead or it looks creepy, but other than that I do not have any problems.
I have this pure feeling of loving it, and I have a strong feeling of expressing through this white painting style, and it is the strongest thing I want to do in my life. Although others may call it creepy, I do not care much. Seeking what I want to do and finding the meaning of my life is what keeps me going despite the criticism.
This exhibition is called "HYOH-BYOH" (vast and indistinct). It is an exhibition of masterly art of selected artists who create by hand, which is analog but very detailed work.
I was invited by Ikeuchi-san, the curator who thought my make-up to be great and eye catching. Based on the theme of nature becoming visible from the inner face is the main theme. The title is "metabolism". The image I have is absorbing and releasing new things in and out of your self.
It seems there is a body mechanism of blinking without consciousness. I believe in that short moment appears the true nature within me. So, I shot with the theme of nature coming out and disappearing every time I blink my eyes.
The art works have been taken in 4 patterns.
From the top, "sun" "plants" "water" and "earth"
From the left is shown the "sleep" "awakening" "enlightenment" "death".
I am not only changing my make-up, but also my hair as well.
One of the themes is the "sun" from its "awakening" until its death.
This took us a whole day to photo shoot. Starting from the very first status of sleep, I added more make-up and finalized it. It goes same with the hair where I arrange using one whole thing on the same day and at the end, accordingly with "death", I either burn it or spray paint it.