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大支“途中相見” feat. 柯泯薰

詞：大支 曲：大支/J.Wu 編曲：J.Wu
副歌改編自 六世達賴喇嘛‧倉央嘉措‧情詩

v1
有個年輕美麗女孩出身豪門世家 多才多藝
A beautiful young girl coming from a prestigious family, gifted and talented,
沒有男人不想認識她
Not a man isn’t eager to meet her
媒婆每天追著問 但她沒遇到對的人
The matchmaker goes after her everyday but nobody seems right to her
她一天一天的等 似乎越來越沒可能
Day after day the wait seems endless
直到某天廟會裡面 她看到一個身影
Until one day at a temple festival, she sees that one person
她等的肯定就是這個男人他深信
She firmly believes this is the man she’s been waiting for
她努力想靠近一點 但是卻陷入困境
She tries to get closer to him, but falls short
廟會太擁擠 只能看他消失在人群
The festival is too crowded, she can only see him disappears in the sea of people
從此女孩四處尋找 打探男人名號 會在哪停靠
Since then the girl starts search everywhere, looking for anywhere the man would stop
但男人沒留下任何記號
But the man never leaves any signs and traces
她每ㄧ天 祈禱許願 再見那男人一遍
She prays everyday, wishes to see the man once more
終於佛祖聽見 現身在光裡面
Finally the Buddha hears it, reveals himself in the light
副歌：
那一天 我閉目在經殿 香霧裡面
On that day, I have my eyes closed in the temple surrounded by incense smokes

只為 耳裡聽見 跟你一樣的真言；
Just so my ear can hear the same scriptures as you do

那一月， 我將所有的經輪 轉一遍
In that month, I turn all the scripture wheels around

只為觸摸 你的指尖；
Just to touch the tip of your finger

那一年， 五體大拜在佛前，
In that year, I lay on my all four in front of the Buddha,

不是為了許願，只為貼近你溫暖；
Not to make a wish, just to be close to your warmth.

那一世， 十萬大山翻遍,
In that lifetime, I walked through thousands of mountains,

不為修來世，只為途中相見
Not for the deed of next life, but just to encounter you on the way

V2
佛祖說妳得修煉五百年換再見他一眼�
The Buddha says you need to practice for 500 years in exchange to see him once
於是女孩變成佛桌的花了這心願
Then the girl becomes a flower on the Buddha altar to fulfill her wish
花開花謝男人那一世 終於又出現
The flower blossoms and withers for that lifetime, the man finally appears
但他凝視 佛像後眨眼剎那就不見
But he stares at the Buddha and then disappear in the next moment
女孩不滿足於這次再見
The girl isn’t satisfied with this encounter
佛祖說那得再修五百年
The Buddha says then it will take another 500 years of practice
這次女孩化作燃香白煙
This time the girl turns into the white smoke of burning incense
人來人往更迷惘 內心更糾結
People come and go, the mist thickens and the heart tangles
無數次滿懷希望 看人走近後希望破滅
Countless hopes time after time again shatter when people walk near
終於男人出現了他合十祈禱
Finally the man shows up again, he brings his hands together and prays
千年相思無法傾倒
Thousand years of longing cannot be poured on him,
女孩只能用煙霧將男人縈繞
The girl can only surround the man with incense smoke
男人誦經完起立 聽不到女孩說別走
The man recites the scriptures and stands up, cannot hear the girl’s calling “don’t go!”
看了眼燃香便離去 頭再也沒有回過
He looks at the incense and leaves, never turns his head back
副歌：
那一天 我閉目在經殿 香霧裡面
On that day, I have my eyes closed in the temple surrounded by incense smokes

只為 耳裡聽見 跟你一樣的真言；
Just so my ear can hear the same scriptures as you do

那一月， 我將所有的經輪 轉一遍
In that month, I turn all the scripture wheels around

只為觸摸 你的指尖；
Just to touch the tip of your finger

那一年， 五體大拜在佛前，
In that year, I lay on my all four in front of the Buddha,

不是為了許願，只為貼近你溫暖；
Not to make a wish, just to be close to your warmth.

那一世， 十萬大山翻遍,
In that lifetime, I walked through thousands of mountains,

不為修來世，只為途中相見
Not for the deed of next life, but just to encounter you on the way

v3
佛祖再次出現問女孩接下來心願
The Buddha reappears and asks the girl what’s her next wish

是否想修煉夫妻姻緣 是否仍堅定信念
Does she still wants to practice to make marriage comes true, if she is still firm in her faith

女孩問祂：現任妻子是否也跟我等一樣久 ？
The girl asks, Did his wife had to wait just as long?
是否也受那麼多苦但不曾放手？
Did she suffer just as much yet didn’t let go?
佛祖點頭 ：他們等候 彼此更久
The Buddha nods, they waited for each other for even longer time
前世五百次回眸 才換今世擦身過
500 times of turnaround in the previous life, just to exchange for a brief encounter in this lifetime
女孩似乎不再疑慮 想通了這一題
The girl seems enlightened, clears her mind on this question
女孩：我該珍惜當下 執著放下 讓他離去
She says I should treasure the present, let it go, let him go
這時佛祖鬆了一口氣 女孩摸不著頭緒
At this time the Buddha is relieved, the girl doesn’t understand
女孩：敢問佛祖也有事在憂慮？
The girl asks, may I ask if Buddha was worrying?
佛祖：有個男孩可以少等幾百年了 為了見妳一面 他已經修煉了一千年了
The Buddha replies, A boy can now save himself a few hundred years. In exchange to see you, he’s been practicing for a thousand years.
副歌：
那一天 我閉目在經殿 香霧裡面
On that day, I have my eyes closed in the temple surrounded by incense smokes

只為 耳裡聽見 跟你一樣的真言；
Just so my ear can hear the same scriptures as you do

那一月， 我將所有的經輪 轉一遍
In that month, I turn all the scripture wheels around

只為觸摸 你的指尖；
Just to touch the tip of your finger

那一年， 五體大拜在佛前，
In that year, I lay on my all four in front of the Buddha,

不是為了許願，只為貼近你溫暖；
Not to make a wish, just to be close to your warmth.

那一世， 十萬大山翻遍,
In that lifetime, I walked through thousands of mountains,

不為修來世，只為途中相見
Not for the deed of next life, but just to encounter you on the way

longtailbutterfly, an NSF serving in SCDF, shares a day in his life on Reddit. Thank you for your service.
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"Let's tell a story.

I'm working my 24 hr (work 24 hours, off 48 hours) duty. It's 1100 and I just finished morning lecture (equipment drill and familiarisation) in the engine bay of my fire station. It's a Saturday so our rota (platoon-ish) orders nasi lemak. Coding comes in over the loudspeaker and we turn out to a case of locked door, suspected DOA (decomposing body). Traffic doesn't give way to our LF (red rhino), as per usual (smh). We arrive at the HDB unit and instantly we smell the dead body. The knowledge of smell will come with experience. The niece, who called 995, asks me if her uncle will be ok. I already know the body is decomposing but I reply "We're unsure, but we'll try our best". I lie to her face. My pump operator (PO, and the only regular in the crew) looks at me and grimaces. We've been in this situation together many times before. We easily break the door and the smell intensifies. I go in first, followed by the ambulance (alpha) paramedic. We find the body on the bed in the master bedroom. The paramedic tells me, "About two weeks". The body is severely bloated, skin green and black. The face is unrecognizable as it has bloated too much. Bile attempts to escape from between the discolored lips creating bubbles. The smell is sweet but rotten and my fireman gags. I get the relevant information I need and step out for a breather. The niece looks at me and asks what is going on. I look at her and I know she knows he's dead. "You uncle... has passed away". I turn away to avoid the emotions. Emotions are killers in this line of work.

We get back in time for nasi lemak lunch. The chicken is a bit soggy this week. The smell of rotten flesh lingers in my nostrils. I watch the Malay romantic drama that my enciks chose on the TV. It's ok, the girl is cute.

Before dinner we get another call - unit fire confirm case. We race there and reach before the fire engine (pumper). They're caught in traffic and will take another few minutes. Two firefighters and I proceed to the unit. Instantly the thick black smoke chokes my throat and waters my eyes. I struggle with my breathing cylinder because the air hose delivery tool is stuck between my backplate and my back. I say fuck it, neighbours are already screaming for us to hurry. The pressure escalates but I close myself off from the members of public, just like normal. We all focus. The only things I listen to are my matra (radio) and my fireman. I just wear my facemask for minimal protection and crawl in. The fire is well alight on the stove and I shoot at it. The smoke limits my visibility to 0, I now can't see my fingers as I stretch out my arm. I crawl back out and get stuck on a fallen wire. I panic as I think of my family. Emotions are dangerous. A fire biker crawls in and frees me. We step out and I tell the crew the fire is almost finished but our CAF backpacks are finished (water foam sprayers). I send the firefighters down to set up water supply from hydrant and crawl back in with the firebiker. The smoke makes it feel like someone just threw hot ash down my throat. We extinguish the fire using an ass-washing hose from the kitchen toilet. I am coughing badly but he sprays my face with the hose. The kitchen is badly burnt. I can feel the smoke damage in my lungs. The owner and neighbours pat me on the back and thank me for saving their home as I walk out. I smile but I know I took another step closer to death.

We get back at 2200 and order McDonalds. It is the best Double McSpicy I’ve eaten in a while.

At lunch the next day my friend (SAF LTA) tells me how stressful being an instructor at SAFTI has been recently. I remember as my cylinder got trapped on the fallen wire, and how I thought of my family in those few struggling seconds. I nod my head and grunt. " SAF has it tough with JCC and everything huh?" I joke. He agrees enthusiastically.

All in a day’s work for the NSFs in SPF/SCDF. If we fail, someone dies from our direct actions. Welcome to NS. No second chances or semula. Just death. I wish the public knew the risks that some NSFs take each day. We might not be as fit as NDU or as garang as commandos, but we put our lives on the line literally every day.

As an NSF I can say I have saved many lives, fought many fires and contributed to Singapore. No play acting or training for a war that will never happen (though I understand the incredible need for an armed military). I love my job, I love NS and wouldn't trade it for anything else (maybe an EMT vocation).

I am still amazed that many members of public still associate NS with army. I wish people would know. There's no greater feeling in this world than knowing some uncle I helped rescue on my first duty at 0200 will live to eat his favourite mee pok or talk cock with his kakis because of my direct actions. Pride and care right?

At least I get paid $1400 a month (;

UPDATE: Thanks for overwhelming suppourt. If I knew how big this would get I would have proofread my writing more 😒 (some might say it spread like fire in dry grass during lalang season). I would tell more stories but I know that it would compromise my anonymity so I'll just shut my mouth, and unfortunately since this is a throw away you guys probably won't be hearing from me again.

What were my goals for this post?

To bring awareness to the nature and extent of NSF work in SCDF.
To just get some words off my chest.
This post was NOT meant to:

Bash SAF. I know the importance of a trained military (I believe I addressed this point in my initial post). If we didn't have the National Service Scheme, invading Singapore as Indonesia or Malaysia would be easy af.

Over-dramatise our work. I tried my hardest to write from a neutral stand point and deliver facts about incidents as cold, hard, and true as the Ben&Jerrys ice cream in my freezer however what we do on a daily sometimes makes me ask "Am I in a Michael Bay film?". It happens to the best of us.

If you were offended, I apologise. My intentions were merely to raise awareness for the often overlooked and under-praised "little brother" NSFs in SCDF/SPF. So many of our kind deserve recognition for what they deal with.

One last short bit before signing off.

EMTs (medical assistants in ambulances) have some of the roughest calls out there, no contest. I was having dinner with my buddy from BRT who later became an EMT at a high volume station when he dropped Fat Man 2.0 on me. Traditionally he and I have always been tuned to similar wavelengths as the chaos-utopia nature of our jobs is only shared between a select few.

He's an NSF like me -- 18-22, male, horny. As per the norm we were sharing gossip about events or big incidents in the Force, latest happenings and where that one cute paramedic at 33 is now. We were just digging in to our chow when he told me "I had a casualty die in my hands for the first time".

According to him it's not common for that to happen. I nod my head as I spool my pasta. It's has a thick green sauce and I can't help but think of my last DOA. I throw the idea out of my mind. Work is work, recreation is recreation. Usually when EMS arrives the casualty has a high chance of surviving, albeit sometimes with long lasting or even permanent injuries, or the casualty is dead. "Case of fall from height. The skull was completely smashed," he told me between mouthfuls of food, "I had the guy in a head grip but the harder I held his skull, the more my fingers just... pressed into his brain. There was no structural integrity left in the skull." We continued eating, he had told me of a similar case before. It wasn't new news to either of us. The pasta burns my tongue and I sip on my lemon tea. Too sweet. "Then he just stopped breathing. CPR AED didn't work." It was the first time witnessing the transition from alive to dead. They couldn't resuscitate. We paid the bill and started chitchatting about soccer on the way to the MRT. It was one of eight calls on his 8 hour duty. The food place was way too expensive and I made a mental note to never go back (unless I'm with my parents). Who charges $5 for ice lemon tea? Christ.

There are many duties where I don't get a call the whole 24 hours. If it's a busy day we'll get 3-4. 3-4 for him is a light day. Alpha (ambulance) guys really get it the hardest.

If you know someone who has a similar job, just listen to what they have to say. It's not easy for everyone to transition from seeing a broken family outside a unit containing a dead body to eating breakfast with their fam at their favourite prata house while being all happy smiley. We all get desensitised to death and risking everything but desensitisation doesn't mean it doesn't take a mental toll on our minds and well-being. We don't admit it because it's not garang, but everyone needs to get their thoughts off their chest every once in a while. You can help them by lending a ear (or a hug)."

via: https://www.reddit.com/r/singapore/comments/4iexp5/a_rant_on_national_service_from_an_nsf/

Eminem Killshot rap cover :v mới tập nên hơn tệ :< đừng chê nha

Eminem Killshot rap cover :v mới tập nên hơn tệ :< đừng chê nha :(
Lyrics bài này nè :3 :
You sound like a bitch, bitch
Shut the fuck up
When your fans become your haters
You done?
Fuck, your beard's weird
Alright
You yellin' at the mic, you weird beard
We doin' this once
Your beard's weird, why you yellin' at the mic?
Rihanna just hit me on a text
Last night I left hickeys on her neck
Wait, you just dissed me? I'm perplexed
Insult me in a line, compliment me on the next, damn
I'm really sorry you want me to have a heart attack
Was watchin' 8 Mile on my NordicTrack
Realized I forgot to call you back
Here's that autograph for your daughter, I wrote it on a Starter cap
Stan, Stan, son, listen, man, dad isn't mad
But how you gonna name yourself after a damn gun and have a man bun?
The giant's woke, eyes open, undeniable
Supplyin' smoke, got the fire stoked
Say you got me in a scope, but you grazed me
I say one call to Interscope and you're Swayze
Your reply got the crowd yelling, "Woo"
So before you die let's see who can out-petty who
With your corny lines (Slim you're old)
Ow, Kelly, ooh, but I'm 45 and I'm still outselling you
By 29 I had three albums that had blew
Now let's talk about somethin' I don't really do
Go in someone's daughter's mouth stealin' food
But you're a fuckin' mole hill, now I'ma make a mountain out of you, woo!
Ho, chill, actin' like you put the chrome barrel to my bone marrow
Gunner? Bitch, you ain't a bow and arrow
Say you'll run up on me like a phone bill, sprayin' lead
Playin' dead, that's the only time you hold still
Are you eating cereal, or oatmeal?
What the fuck's in the bowl, milk? Wheaties or Cheerios?
'Cause I'm takin' a shit in 'em, Kelly, I need reading material
Dictionary
Yo Slim, your last four albums sucked
Go back to Recovery, oh shoot, that was three albums ago
What do you know? Oops, know your facts before you come at me, lil' goof
Luxury, oh, you broke, bitch?
Yeah, I had enough money in '02
To burn it in front of you, ho
Younger me? No, you the whack me
It's funny, but so true
I'd rather be 80 year old me than 20 year old you
'Til I'm hitting old age, still can fill a whole page with a 10 year old's rage
Got more fans than you in your own city, lil' kiddy
Go play, feel like I'm babysitting Lil Tay
Got the Diddy okay so you spent your whole day
Shootin' a video just to fuckin' dig your own grave
Got you at your own wake, I'm the billy goat
You ain't never made a list next to no Biggie, no Jay
Next to Taylor Swift, and that Iggy ho, you about to really blow
Kelly, they'll be putting your name
Next to Ja, next to Benzino, die, motherfucker
Like the last motherfucker sayin' Hailey in vain
Alien brain, you Satanist (yeah)
My biggest flops are your greatest hits
The game's mine again and ain't nothin' changed but the locks
So before I slay this bitch, mwah, give Jade a kiss
Gotta wake up Labor Day to this (the fuck?)
Bein' rich-shamed by some prick usin' my name for clickbait
In a state of bliss 'cause I said his goddamn name
Now I gotta cock back, aim, yeah, bitch, pop champagne to this
It's your moment, this is it
As big as you're gonna get, so enjoy it
Had to give you a career to destroy it
Lethal injection, go to sleep six feet deep
I'll give you a B for the effort, but if I was three
Foot 11, you'd look up to me, and for the record
You would suck a dick to fuckin' be me for a second
Lick a ballsack to get on my channel
Give your life to be this solidified
This mothafuckin' shit is like Rambo when he's out of bullets
So what good is a fuckin' machine gun when it's out of ammo?
Had enough of this tatted-up mumble rapper
How the fuck can him and I battle?
He'll have to fuck Kim in my flannel
I'll give him my sandals
'Cause he knows long as I'm Shady, he's gon' have to live in my shadow
Exhausting, letting off on my offspring
Like a gun barrel, bitch, get off me
You dance around it like a sombrero, we can all see
You're fuckin' salty 'cause young Gerald's balls-deep inside of Halsey
Your red sweater, your black leather
You dress better, I rap better
That a death threat or a love letter?
Little white toothpick
Thinks it's over a pic, I just don't like you, prick
Thanks for dissing me
Now I had an excuse on the mic to write, "Not Alike"
But really, I don't care who's in the right
But you're losin' the fight you picked
Who else want it, Kells?
Attempt fails, Budden, L's
Fuckin' nails in these coffins as soft as Cottonelle
Killshot, I will not fail, I'm with the Doc still
But this idiot's boss pops pills and tells him he's got skills
But Kells, the day you put out a hit's the day Diddy admits
That he put the hit out that got Pac killed, ah
I'm sick of you bein' whack
And still usin' that mothafuckin' Auto-Tune, so let's talk about it (let's talk about it)
I'm sick of your mumble rap mouth
Need to get the cock up out it before we can even talk about it (talk about it)
I'm sick of your blonde hair and earrings
Just 'cause you look in the mirror and think you're Marshall Mathers (Marshall Mathers)
Don't mean you are, and you're not about it
So just leave my dick in your mouth, and keep my daughter out it
You fuckin', oh
And I'm just playin', Diddy, you know I love you

Dough-Boy & Hanjin 陳奐仁 - Down【Official Music Video】

Directed by Seanie Pictures

Music by: Dough-Boy / Hanjin Tan 陳奐仁
Lyrics by : Dough-Boy / Hanjin Tan 陳奐仁
Arrangement by: Dough-Boy
Produced by: Dough-Boy / Hanjin Tan 陳奐仁

[Intro]
Hanjin 陳奐仁: I been down I been down I been down down
So down I been down I been down down 

[Chorus]
Hanjin 陳奐仁: I been down I been down I been down down
So down I been down I been down down 
When I smile it’s a frown upside down down
I been down I been down I been down down
I wanna cry like a waterfall 
I wanna die like who gives a fuck
Don’t ask me why you don’t even know 
I been down I been down I been down down

[Verse 1]
Dough-Boy: I been down I been down I been down down
When I needed you the most you wasn’t round round
Now I’m hot now I’m flexed up in this town town
Fuck a blue face my paper brown brown
Hate on me hate on me bitch you dumb as fuck
Duffle bag full of stacks watch me run it up
Cash money only thing that made me fall in love
Made a mil realize that shit not enough
Back when I was broke huh, didn’t have money and shit
Thought I was a joke huh, thought I was funny and shit
Hundred K for a beat, made two of those in a week
Investing investing investing, might buy a house up at the peak
I stay quiet but my music turn up loud loud
You want smoke, I’ma hit you with the pow pow
Lost my soul to the game it can’t be found found
I been down I been down I been down down

[Chorus]
Hanjin 陳奐仁: I been down I been down I been down down
So down I been down I been down down 
When I smile it’s a frown upside down down
I been down I been down I been down down
I wanna cry like a waterfall 
I wanna die like who gives a fuck
Don’t ask me why you don’t even know 
I been down I been down I been down down

[Verse 2]
Hanjin 陳奐仁: It gets harder and harder each day to wake up 
My prayers they say don’t make up 
For sins that were never paid up
The national debt will catch up
The bubble created blows up
Your dreams turn into ketchup 
My medication just ran out
My body’s about to give out
poison so toxic burnin my eyes out
Personal crisis don’t get bail outs 
expendable folk crying about 
How they can barely feed a family of four 
Welfare just gets me enough to cover my habit it’s expensive
Optimism is a luxury I can barely afford
Ask for deliverance and they gave me a noose, oh lord
I can’t imagine what you suffered my other cheek is swollen
Happiness was a one-take I forgot to press record

[Bridge]
Dough-Boy: I can’t feel my face
Since you walked away
I’m stuck here in this maze
I don’t wanna wait
Hanjin 陳奐仁: I can’t feel my face
Since you walked away
Feels like end of days
Take me from this place

[Chorus]
Hanjin 陳奐仁: I been down I been down I been down down
So down I been down I been down down 
When I smile it’s a frown upside down down
I been down I been down I been down down
I wanna cry like a waterfall 
I wanna die like who gives a fuck
Don’t ask me why you don’t even know 
I been down I been down I been down down

Hello Youtube family,

Is it getting hot or what? Apparently it's only gonna get hotter here in Hong Kong. Today, I'm gonna show you guys how to create this look I call 'Hot Smokes'. I'm seeing orange eyes and red lips everywhere lately and I'm loving it. However, I know the combo can be a little too overwhelming for some. Just smoke it up and you'll get a sizzling hot look that's perfect for the evening. Hope you guys will enjoy today's quick tutorial! Stay tuned for a 'cool' look coming up soon.

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たばこ、歌ってみました。チャンネル登録お願いします（*'∀'人）マイク変えたんですけどあんまり気に入ってないです笑
Today I sang Tabako (cigarettes) by Koresawa. Thank you for watching and please subscribe ^^
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~ENGLISH TRANSLATION~

It's been 24 hours since you left yesterday night.
I haven't taken even one step outside yet.

I'm thinking of you, who often slept in late, at my pace.
Five minutes have quickly gone by on the house clock;
it doesn't mean anything anymore.

Caring about how I hate cigarettes,
you'd smoke out on the balcony.
Watching the curtains sway, my eyes become warm.
You're not there anymore.

"Look after me more carefully,
more carefully,"
were those words too heavy for you?
"Look after me more carefully,
more carefully,"
would you be here if I hadn't said that?

You know me pretty well.
I get hot when I'm sleepy,
and I love when you'd kiss me, even if it was short.

In that moment when I thought of you,
how well did I know you?
The first thing that came to mind
was the name of your favorite cigarettes.

"If only I had looked after you more carefully,
more carefully,"
even if I realize it now, it's too late.
"If only I had looked after you more carefully,
more carefully,"
even as I realize it now, what meaning is there?

The cigarettes you left behind,
they're my least favorite thing,
and yet, why did I light one?

It had your smell, your smell.
I inhaled,
but choked, of course.

"Look after me more carefully,
more carefully,"
would you be here if I hadn't said that?
"If only I had looked after you more carefully,
more carefully..."
I cried to your slightly bitter smell.