Hong Kong Independence?
…all you need to know about recent Hong Kong in 15 minutes
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我們之前提及香港與中國有截然不同的制度
So previously we talked about Hong Kong and China having vastly a different system
香港是一個仿民主社會,而中國即由中國共產黨統治
Hong Kong is a quasi-democratic society while China is dominated by the Chinese Communist Party
所以我們不希望人們混淆兩者
…so we don’t want people to get confused between the two
但故事還未講完
But the story doesn’t end here
明年是2017年,香港主權移交給中國的20週年
Next year 2017, it would be 20 years since Hong Kong’s turnover to China
你大概會以為這段時間香港和中國會越走越近
You would’ve thought that during this time, Hong Kong and China would’ve grown closer to one another
但事實卻非如此
But it has not been so.
香港人和中國人反而變得越來越有隔膜
If anything, we’ve grown to be more and more apart.
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沒錯 在過去20年
Yes it is true that during the last two decades
中國從一個發展中國家 發展成現時最大經濟體系之一
China has gone from being a developing country to what is now one of the largest, if not the largest economy in the world
人民收入增加 生活質素提升 有些中國人也躋身全球富豪榜
…which means rising income for Chinese citizens, better quality of life and China has some of the richest people in the world
香港人應該為中國人身份感到自豪吧
If anything, Hong Kong people should be a proud China man!
我還記得2008北京奧運 那個開幕典禮實在是精妙絕倫
I still remember seeing the Beijing Olympics in 2008; that opening ceremony was outrageously amazing
花了很多心機 很好看
…it was beautifully done and such a joy to watch
那是香港人少有地為國家感到自豪的一刻
It was one of those rare moments where Hong Kong people share the same sense of pride as the rest of China
不過 現實歸現實
But the Olympics is one thing, and reality is another
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事實上,自主權移交以來,香港和中國一直有許多矛盾和衝突
The truth is there have been a lot of conflicts between Hong Kong and China since the handover
香港向中國打開了大門,每天都有大量中國遊客到訪
Hong Kong has largely opened up to China where we get a huge number of Chinese tourists every day
旅客本身不應該是個問題,但我們目睹過不少中國旅客的不文明行為
並不是問題。重點在於中國遊客所製造出來的問題。
While tourism shouldn’t be a problem in itself, we have witnessed a lot of issues with these Chinese tourists
例如不懂得在迪士尼樂園排隊 和隨地小便
There had been reports of uncivilized behavior such as not knowing how to queue in Disneyland and… pissing on the street.
我必須強調 不是所有中國遊客都會這樣做 只有一部份會這樣做
And I can’t emphasize enough, not every Chinese tourists do it, it’s just some that does it
但由於香港每天都有大量的中國遊客 這成為了一個逼切的問題
…but because Hong Kong gets so many of them, that becomes a daily problem for people living in Hong Kong.
除此之外,我們可以看到名牌店和藥房的數量激增,以滿足中國遊客的需求
And it’s not just that, we see the rise in luxury shops and pharmacies in Hong Kong to tailor the need of Chinese tourists
如果你去上水(很接近中國邊境的地方)的街頭
If you go to a street in Sheung Shui, which is a place very close to the mainland border
我以前常常去的──你會看見到處都是藥房
I used to go there a lot - you see streets full of pharmacies
其實我完全不明白為何這些店舖會叫做藥房
…and I don’t even know why they are called pharmacies
因為他們主要不是售賣藥物,而是奶粉和尿片
…because mainly they don’t sell medicine, they sell baby milk formula and diapers.
事實上 大陸人不相信中國製的貨品
The thing is, mainland Chinese don’t trust their own stuff
因為在中國任何東西都有可能是假的 那裡沒有質量管制或食物安全
…because you can get fake everything in China; there’s no quality control or food safety
所以很多中國人都會來香港買日用品 如奶粉
So many Chinese come to Hong Kong to buy daily stuff and one product that has always been in high demand is baby milk formulas
香港部份地區甚至出現奶粉短缺的問題
It has got to a point where the supply became so tight that there is a shortage of milk formulas in some areas of Hong Kong
如果你住在歐洲或美國,這情況可能難以置信
If you are living in the Europe or the US, this might sound really hard to believe
嬰兒配方奶粉和尿片!但這是真的,這切切實實在香港發生
Milk formula and diapers, but it’s true, it is what’s happening in Hong Kong.
還有其他問題,例如中國孕婦來港產子等
I can go on about other stuff as well such as the number of Mainland pregnant women who come to Hong Kong
事實上,在2010年,37%新生嬰兒的父母均不是香港永久居民
In fact, in 2010, as much as 37% of all babies born in Hong Kong have neither parents being a permanent Hong Kong resident
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基於這些中港矛盾的問題 香港出現越來越嚴重的反中情緒
Basically because of all these things, this has led to an increasingly serious anti-Chinese hype in Hong Kong
很多香港人都不歡迎中國人 只想他們離開
Many local people are furious and just want them to go away
但對我來說 問題永遠出於制度
But to me, the real problem always lies in the system
我不想將整件事歸疚於中國人身上
Conceptually, I hate to put my frustration upon the Chinese people
因為要來港購物以保障自身安全並不是他們的錯
Because it’s not their fault that they have to buy things from Hong Kong to ensure that they are safe
但制度上出了甚麼問題?
But what about the system?
關於這個制度我簡述如下
There’s a lot I can say about this system, but for now I will just simplify it as follows
在制度頂端有中國共產黨,之後有香港政府和立法會中的建制派
At the top of the system we have the Chinese Communist Party, then we have the Hong Kong government and the pro-establishment camp in our Legislative council
簡單來說,這個制度一直想將香港變成中國的一個普通城市
In short, this system has been trying to turn Hong Kong into just another city of China
並且破壞一國兩制的原則
…and damaging the core principle of “One Country, Two Systems”
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很長時間以來,香港人一直在爭取民主
For a long time, Hong Kong people have been advocating for full democracy
即是普選,可以提名和投票給我們自己的領袖(行政長官)
That means universal suffrage with the right to nominate and elect our own leader, which in Hong Kong is called the Chief Executive
根據基本法,我們有普選的權利
According to the Basic Law, we have a legal right to universal suffrage.
在過去20年,中國政府曾多次承諾香港人會有普選
In the past 20 years, the Chinese government has assured Hong Kong several times that we are going to get universal suffrage
但他們一直拖延實施普選的日期
But they have been pushing back the date for it
又推托說香港人未準備好,所以2007年和2012年都沒有普選。
…and kept saying Hong Kong wasn’t ready, so we didn’t get it in 2007 and 2012
但北京承諾香港2017年可普選特首
But the Chinese has set a timeline for it, and they said Hong Kong would eventually get universal suffrage by 2017
結果,2014年8月31日,北京說
And guess what, on 31st August 2014, the Chinese said
好,你可以有你想要的普選,但我們需要增加幾個條件
Alright you are going to get your universal suffrage, but we are going to have to impose some conditions
首先,行政長官必需愛國
First the Chief Executive must be someone who is patriotic to China
第二,候選人需要先得到現有的行政長官選舉委員會的提名 (絕大部分都是親中代表)
Secondly candidates are going to be nominated by the current Election Committee, which consists (mostly) of 1200 pro-Beijing representatives
最後,無論誰勝出選舉,都要得到中國政府委任才可成為行政長官
Lastly, whoever wins the popular election must be appointed by the Chinese government
所以他們就是說,好,你們可以普選,但我們保留剔除任何人的權利
So basically they are saying, alright you can get your vote but we reserve the right to screen out anyone that we dislike
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北京公布831決定後,香港人當然很憤怒
After this was announced by the Chinese officials, we were bloody furious
所以我們展開了一連串抗議行動,要求真普選
So we began a series of protests demanding for “true universal suffrage”
我們一直以來都覺得普選就是
For years we have always thought universal suffrage means just that
一個民主及公開的選舉
The right to vote in a democratic and open election
但是中共卻憑空製造了完全相反的東西
But the CCP managed to create something that is completely contrary to that
結果,大學生開始罷課
As a result, university students like myself began boycotting classes
並參與在金鐘香港政府總部外舉行的集會
…and attended gathering outside the Hong Kong government headquarters in Admiralty to protest
這演變成持續79天的佔領金鐘、銅鑼灣和旺角的運動
This has then turned into a 79-days long widespread occupy movement in streets of Admiralty, Causeway Bay and Mongkok
期間警察使用催淚彈和胡椒噴霧來驅散我們,我們即用雨傘作盾
During this time, police has used tear gas and pepper spray to try to get rid of us and we used umbrellas as shield
解釋了為什麼這叫雨傘運動或雨傘革命
That’s why this is called the Umbrella Movement or Umbrella Revolution
我個人不喜歡稱之為革命,因為革命通常與激進的改變有關
Personally I don’t like to call it a revolution, because revolution is often associated with some sort of radical change
但對於我們來說,79天佔領街頭後,仍毫無成果
But for us, after 79-days of occupying the streets, nothing has changed.
到今天為止,一切維持原狀──沒有行政長官普選
So to this day, the status quo remains – there is no universal suffrage for our Chief Executive election
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但是為何我們這麼想要普選?
But why do we want universal suffrage so much?
你要明白,我們的制度一直都有缺陷
Well you have to understand that our governmental system has always been institutionally flawed
一般當我們提到三權分立時,有行政、立法和司法三個機關
Usually when we talk about the Separation of Powers, we have the Executive, the Legislative and the Judiciary
這三個機關本應互相制衡,沒有人能夠掌控一切的權力
They are meant to act as checks and balances of each other so no one gets too much power
因為正如英國的阿克頓男爵所言:
…because as Lord Acton famously said,
「權力導致腐敗,絕對權力導致絕對腐敗。」
“Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely.”
我們不但行政長官是經由1200人的小圈子挑選 當中大部份為親中人士
Not only is our leader of the executive selected by a small-group of 1,200 voters – the majority of whom are pro-Beijing
我們連立法會也不能全部直選
We also don’t get to vote entirely for our Legislative Council
事實上,我們只能直選立法會的一半議員
In fact, only half of our legislators get directly elected by us
另外一半是由所謂的功能組別選出
The other half are elected through the so-called Functional Constituencies
香港一共有28個功能組別
There are 28 different functional constituencies, representing different seats in our Legislative council
原意是為了讓香港不同的界別和工種都能對政府政策有話語權
Originally this meant to provide different professions across Hong Kong to have a say in government politics
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但這個制度本質上存在缺陷
But there’s a huge problem – this system is fundamentally flawed
最為人爭議的是,這制度容許公司和專業團體登記為選民
Most controversially, it allows companies and professional bodies to register as voters
製造了一個漏洞讓大公司同時間可持有多張選票
So this creates a loophole where big business can hold multiple votes at the same time
以飲食業為例,大公司可以登記每間分店為一個選民
Consider the catering constituency, big restaurant companies can register each of their outlets as voters
像大家樂這種大型的連鎖餐廳
So big food chain like Café De Carol
不,這不是一間法國菜餐廳,這是港式快餐店
Nope, it is not a French restaurant – it’s a fast food Chinese restaurant
這些大公司可以登記上一百張選票
Something like that can register up to a hundred votes if they like
另外,不同功能組別之間也有很大差異
Also there is a huge discrepancy between different functional constituencies
例如,在衛生服務界,有37,000個登記選民,但在保險界卻只有130個
For example, in the Health Services sector, there are 37,000 registered voters, whereas in Insurance, there are only 130 registered voters
這個差異根本不合邏輯 為甚麼有些行業會得到更廣泛的代表?
There is really no logical explanation for it – why are some industry represented more fairly while others are not
事實上,近半功能組別都是自動當選的,大部份的席位都由建制派瓜分
In fact, almost half of the functional constituencies are uncontested and most of the seats are dominated by the pro-establishment camp.
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這有甚麼實際意義?
But what is the actual significance?
當立法會議員自行提出草案和議案時,我們有所謂的分組點票
You see, when individual legislators propose bills and motions, we have a split-voting system
意思是,在草案通過之前,
…meaning that to be able to pass the bill
需要得到地區直選和功能組別兩方面均過半數支持
It requires a majority vote in both the geographical constituency – those directly elected by us – and the functional constituency
所以就算一個草案得到總共過半數的支持
So we can have a bill that is supported by the majority of the legislators
但仍會因為在功能組別方面未過半數而流產
But fails nonetheless because it did not pass the functional constituency
理論上,只要控制了功能組別的半數就可以否決任何議員草案或議案
So in effect, you only need half of the votes within the Functional Constituency to reject all bills and motions put forward by individual legislators.
但政府提出的卻不一樣,
But the same does not apply to government bills
只需要取得過半數的支持就可以了
For government bills, you only need to get a majority from all the legislators as a whole
所以有時候會有一些政府議案原本被大部分直選議員反對
So sometimes we have bills that are opposed by the majority of those legislators directly elected by us
但基於功能界別大部份贊成而通過
…but nonetheless get through because of the functional constituency
這個制度的問題在於政府和大商家會有勾結的誘因
The major problem of this is that it creates an incentive for the Government and big business players to side with each other
一方面,有功能組別的支持,政府可以否決所有由議員提出的議案
On one hand with the help of functional constituency, the Government has an effective veto over all motions in the Legislative council
另一方面,商界自己也可以否決不符合他們商業利益的議案,如最低工資和標準工時
…while on the other hand businesses can reject motions that are contrary to their interests such as minimum wage and standard working hours
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因此,行政機關在立法方面有很大的控制權
Because of this, the executive has a lot of control over our Legislative Council
他們很多時候也會做很多與市民意願相反的決定
And they often make decisions that are contrary to public opinions
由於選舉制度上的缺陷,我們也不能有效地向行政機關問責
And because of the fundamental flaws in our electoral systems, there is no way we could hold our executive accountable in any shape or form
你也必須明白 香港政府和和中國政府之間的關係
Conceptually you also have to understand the relationship between our executive and the Chinese government
你也許會認為,在一國兩制原則下,香港政府和中國政府是分開的
It’s easy to say, well the Hong Kong government is separate from the Chinese government because of the principle of one country two systems
我們可以實行自己的政策,這不是中國政府的問題,而是香港政府本身的問題
And we can implement our own policies so it’s not the fault of the Chinese government but of our own government
也許是吧,但我們的選舉制度確保香港行政長官是忠於北京的
That is partly true, but remember we have a system as such where our Chief Executive is guaranteed to be pro-Beijing
因此香港政府和中國政府密不可分
That’s why it has an incentive to side with the Chinese government
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以現任行政長官梁振英為例 他自上任以來都在替北京擦鞋
For example, our current Chief Executive, CY Leung, he has been keen to please Beijing wherever possible
他重視中國的利益多於香港的利益
There are lots of policies where he appeared to have put Mainland’s interest above Hong Kong’s interest
如2012年,政府打算推行強制國民教育
For example, in 2012, the government tried to introduce mandatory National Education classes
想加強學生的國家認同感
…so that students can strengthen their national identity about China
但這被大眾反對,因為很多人都擔心這是偏向共產黨的洗腦教育
This was met with huge public protests as many fear that it would simply be a brainwashing curriculum biased towards the Chinese Communist Party
其他情況還包括否決香港電視的牌照申請,梁振英的5,000萬元賄款醜聞等等
There are also other instances such as the rejection of HKTV, CY Leung’s $50 million corrupt scandal – etc
我們極不滿意現在的政府
Basically, we are extremely unsatisfied with our current Government
制度本身容許我們的政府恣意妄為
The system itself allows for our government to potentially be arbitrary and self-serving
而我們沒有有效的方法向政府問責
And there’s no way we could hold our government accountable in any shape or forms
這就是我們想要普選的原因:我們想選擇自己的領袖
That’s why we want universal suffrage so much – so that we can choose our own leader
當然,這不會在一夕間解決所有問題,但會是一個通往更民主和平的制度的開端。
Yes it won’t solve everything but it will be a start to a more democratic and fair system
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雨傘運動是前所未有的
The Umbrella Movement was a first of its kind
雨傘運動一開始十分和平
It started off extremely peacefully
強調非暴力、理性、愛與和平等等
With an emphasis on being non-violent, rational, love and peace and all that
但隨着時間經過,梁振英政府拒絕回應
But as it went on, the CY Leung’s government managed to remain unresponsive
過了兩個月,人們都不知道要怎麼辦
Two months into occupying the streets, people simply didn’t know what to do
而示威者和警察之間的關係則每況愈下
And the relationship between the protesters and the police got worse by days
有警察使用暴力對待示威者
There was alleged police violence
其中有七個警察將一個示威者拖到暗角施暴
Seven police officers took a protester to a dark corner and beat him up
無可避免地,雨傘運動最終演變成示威者和警察之間暴力的衝突──市民被打、被捕
Inevitably the movement turned into something more violent with protesters clashing with the police – people were beaten up and arrested.
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自雨傘運動以來,社會處於嚴重撕裂的狀態
Since the Umbrella Movement, the society has been hugely divided
市民對警察的信任度跌至新低
Police confidence has gone to an all-time low
一方面,我們發現和平的示威遊行再沒有用
On one hand, we realize peaceful protest no longer does a damn thing,
另一方面,人們正在尋找抗衡警力的方法──亦即採取更激進的行動
…while on the other hand, people are finding ways to counter police force – essentially resorting to more radical actions
這也引致部份市民在意識形態上與傳統泛民主派分道揚鑣
It also led to an ideological separation within the pro-democracy camp
香港的傳統泛民主派視建設民主中國為己任
Traditionally pro-democracy activists in Hong Kong felt it was their duty to build a democratic China
他們其實比任何人都更愛中國
If anything they are more patriotic to China than anyone
他們是對六四天安門事件最大感觸的人
They are the people who felt most strongly about stuff like Tiananmen Square
但在過去20年,香港民主沒有寸進,也看不到中國民主化的希望
But for the last 20 years, democracy has not been advanced for Hong Kong nor does it look likely for China
所以有人開始說
That’s why new advocates are saying,
建設民主中國是不切實際的
Well there’s no real possibility of so-called building a democratic China
我們要先自救
We need to start rescuing ourselves first
因此本土和香港獨立的概念開始萌芽,因為人們對一國兩制開始失去信心
So, there emerges the idea of localism and Hong Kong independence because people are simply losing faith in the so-called One Country Two Systems.
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這些社會不穩和躁動最終導致今年初在旺角發生的事件
All this social unrest has led to what happened earlier this year in Mongkok
那是農曆正月初一
It was the first day into Chinese Lunar New Year;
街上有小販在賣熟食
There were some street hawkers selling street food
這些小販雖是無牌經營,但他們一向都在農曆新年頭幾天擺賣,賺幾個快錢
They are unlicensed but that’s what they have always done in the first few days of Chinese New Year, just trying to make a few extra bucks
這就像香港的小傳統
It’s like a little local tradition in Hong Kong.
但今年警察突然執法,引發示威者與警察之間的衝突
But somehow this time the police decided to confront them – which has led to protesters confronting the police
突然間,小販擺賣演變成騷動,或暴亂,視乎你怎麼看
Suddenly it has turned into a huge unrest, or riot, depending which side you are on
街上有雜物起火,市民撿起磚和樽扔向警察
There were fire on the street, people picking up bricks and bottles throwing at the police
警察向天開了兩槍以鎮壓人群
Two shots were fired in the air for crowd control
這是香港二十年來都未見過的暴力
It was violence on a scale that has never been seen in Hong Kong for the last 20 years
的確 暴力的程度與本身的小販問題根本完全不相稱
In no way was the violence proportional to the whole street food and street hawker issue
但你必須明白背後的原因
But you have to be able to understand it in the light of the whole circumstances
那種自雨傘運動以來積累的憤怒和不滿
The sort of anger that has been accumulated since the Umbrella Movement
社會民怨達臨界點
Social unrest is now at its highest point
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雨傘運動後,各種事情由壞變更壞,北京加重了對香港的控制
Things have gotten from bad to worse for Hong Kong since the Umbrella Movement. Beijing has tighten up control of Hong Kong
我們曾經享有的自由受到嚴峻挑戰
Our once enjoyed freedom has been put to some serious doubt
去年,五個在香港出售中國敏感話題的書籍的書商消失了
Five Hong Kong booksellers who sell sensitive stuff about the Chinese Communist Party went missing last year
他們沒有任何出境記錄,憑空消失了
There were no record of them going out of Hong Kong, and they just disappeared
有好一段時間,沒有人知道他們到哪裡去了,然後……
For a while no-one really knows where they went, and then…
好像魔法一樣,他們出現在中國的電視台,承認他們所謂的罪行
Like magic, there they are in Mainland China appearing on TV, confessing their guilt
其他事情還包括廉政公署(香港引以為傲的反貪污機構)大地震
Other stuff such as the ICAC, an anti-corruption body that we have always been proud of, has also been involved in some major shake-ups
更近期的有立法會選舉有六位候選人被取消資格
More recently, six candidates have been disqualified from running the Legislative Council election
他們被取消資格的原因是因為他們提倡香港獨立
They have been disqualified because they advocate for Hong Kong Independence
沒有法例授權行政機關以政治原因篩選候選人
There is nothing in the law that allows the administrative to screen out candidates running for the legislative council for political reason
這根本違反言論自由
That’s just simply grossly against freedom of speech
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還記得四年前,港獨根本無人提及
And remember, four years ago, Hong Kong independence was not even an idea to start with
現在卻成長為一個熱議的社會話題,越來越多人支持香港獨立
Now it has turned into a whole serious social movement – more and more people are turning to Hong Kong independence
背後的原因?
And the reason behind that?
不久之前有一個網上比賽,讓人用六個字寫悲慘故事。有人寫:
A while back there was a post asking people to write sad stories in six words, and someone wrote this:
「一國,兩制,笑話。」
“One Country, Two Systems, Just kidding.”
這就是香港的現況
And that pretty much sums it up for Hong Kong.
主權移交時,曾經有人承諾我們會有
When Hong Kong got handed back over to China, we were guaranteed of all these things:
言論自由、新聞自由和法治
...the freedom of speech, the freedom of press and the rule of law
但這些都一直被破壞
But these things have been undermined hugely
北京的訊息很清晰:
The message from China is clear:
你想要高度自治嗎?
You want your high degree of autonomy and you want to feel special right?
可是你只能在我容許的限度裡享有自由
But you are only as free as we allow you to be
這些自由是我給你們的,我現在要取回你也不能作聲
We gave you that stuff so shut up if we want to take them back. Period.
但事實上中國沒有給予我們自由
But the truth is China didn’t give us freedom of speech\
我們的人權都不是中國給予的
You didn’t give us any of our fundamental rights. Period.
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我的理解?
The way I understand it?
香港獨立是被動而不是主動的
Well Hong Kong independence is reactive rather than proactive
這是對中國收緊香港的控制所走的一步
It’s a response to the Chinese government for increasingly tightening up control of Hong Kong
我們已經對一國兩制完全失去信心
We’ve completely lost faith in One Country Two systems
所以我們要求更多自主
As a counteractive response we are demanding for more autonomy
我們想要把握自己的命運
We want to be able to grasp hold of our own fate
所以這就是香港的現狀
So this is where things are right now in Hong Kong
這是一個死結
It’s in a complete deadlock
我們只能二擇其一:接受一國一制或更激進地抗爭
We either accept for one country one system or we have to fight in a more radical manner
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星期日是下屆立法會的選舉投票日,是雨傘運動以來的第一次選舉
On Sunday, it will be our next Legislative Council election – the first since the Umbrella Movement
天知道會發生甚麼事
God knows what’s going to happen
我希望你能去投票,好好考慮要投給誰
But I do urge you to vote, and to think about your vote
Because in a perfect world
你試想,在完美的世界裡
當立法會可以處理大多數事情的話,市民便不需要走上街頭暴力抗爭
…if things can get done in the Legislative Council, then people wouldn’t need to take to the street and to resort to any kind of violence
我們極需立法會抗衡行政機關的權力,而你的一票有莫大的幫助
We desperately need a balance of power right now – and your vote can contribute to that
我們需要議會內有更大的聲音──我們需要更多人去尋找不同的可能
We need more voice in our Legislative council – we need people to look for different possibility
呼。就是這樣。
Phew, so that’s it.
無論你來自香港或香港以外的地方
Whether you are from Hong Kong, or from outside of Hong Kong,
這段和上一段影片都對我以及很多香港人來說很重要。
This video and the last video is important to me, and to a lot of people in Hong Kong
霎時之間這可能難以消化
This is probably a lot to take in if you’re new to this, but don’t just take my words for it
但請繼續留意新聞,和其他人一起討論,做更多的資料搜集,這些東西都可在網上找到
Keep reading the news; keep talking to people about it; go research about this, it’s all over the internet
最後,謝謝收看
And lastly, thanks for watching.
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大家好,我是SLS,很久沒公開和大家聊聊天講講話,今天就藉機在此和大家說說一些心裡話。
Hi, I’m SLS. It’s been a while since last time I post something like this, but let’s just have a chat.
先來說一下近況,其實有些人都有感覺到最近我的消失,還有人私訊IG關心,真的很謝謝大家。是的,很抱歉因為個人關係,別說幾乎無暇處理頻道事務,就連琴,我「今年」到現在碰琴的時間忙到可能加起來不到10個小時吧(笑)。真的是壓力很大,非常大。真的是破天荒,跟失戀一樣的感覺。留言、發文、會員、各平台經營等事務有90%都是拜託Tt.和BOY幫忙處理,真的是辛苦他們了,在這裡要跟他們致上深深的感謝。
Let’s start with the situation recently, some of you have already notice my disappearance, thanks for all your caring, yes, due to personal issues I’ve been too busy to deal with all the works of SLSMusic. Further more, actually I’ve been nearly half a year couldn’t play or practice piano, It’s really crazy to me. I'm under a lots of pressure for a long time. So I’m really grateful that Tt. and BOY help me with all the stuff including details of videos, posting on all the social media and replying the comments.
接下來就是先講正題——如附圖所示,我們頻道的影片在上週的某一日起近乎全數在無預警的情況下被轉為「禁止營利」的紅標狀態。
Okay now, you may wanna ask “what’s happened” after seeing this picture. without any announcement from YouTube, a great amount of videos in our channel have demonetized since last week.
對,在那個當下我是傻眼的,然後整個晚上崩潰睡不著吧,雖然平常就常常睡不著了(笑)。起初以為是後台出問題或者Bug(因為以前曾近有過幾次),但後來發現好像不是,整個頻道現在沒有任何的黃標分潤,感覺有點不像是單一個案的手動調整;目前也不清楚是平台政策更改還是各家唱片公司暗地裡做好約定(?),但作為「二創」創作者的我們,也只能摸摸鼻子黯然接受,畢竟我們還是必須尊重原著作所有權者。(不清楚我在說什麼的朋友我在留言區會解釋一下Cover在YT平台上的版權、黃紅標的問題,這裡就不贅述。)
Yes, I’m shocked. I’m totally frightened and couldn’t sleep all night. At first we thought that’s some sort of BUG from the system, but it seems not. And for derivative music creators like us, we could do nothing but accept it despairingly.
正因為YouTube提供一個有優良機制、管道的平台讓音樂創作者在專注於創作上的同時還能獲得些許分潤回報,做Cover的頻道前些年才像雨後春筍一般冒出來。(好啦我知道台灣很少,器樂的更少,是男生的更少,不露臉的更少——)
YouTube has been provide a nice platform for music creators which could let us not only focus on creating contents but also get something back, even just a little. That’s why more and more Cover channels showed up last few years, you could called that the golden era. (Okay I know there’s just a few in Taiwan, not to mention pure instrumental channels)
這些年,YouTube變了很多。有在持續追蹤我們的朋友們應該都有發現,近年來的觀看跌的很慘;當然我們也不是個案,就連我自己追蹤快10年的「百萬訂閱」Cover頻道,他竟然淪落到現在發的每部片平均過一週竟還不到10萬點擊,所以我想想,嗯,我們還算好的(?)。 我周圍的朋友都跟我說,如果我早1、2年出來,我現在早就百萬訂閱了,我自己心裡則是苦笑,因為我也很明白。當然,我也清楚,觀看VIEWS不代表一切,一部作品不是單單用一個面向去評斷他,不能因為它觀看低就去否定他的價值,對,我都知道。
Yes, YouTube has changed a lot these years. The algorithm keeps changing, and the views of our videos also keep decreasing. I know that VIEWS doesn’t mean everything, but you know, that still sucks.
但我還是看到一些擺在我眼前活生生血淋淋的例子,告訴我「哈哈活該是你自己不這麼做、那麼做」。說真的,別說我,量你修養再高你心裡一定就還是會覺得很想靠北邊走吧。有些原則我真的不會去動它,因為那就是我的準則。
「對不起,是我固執。」
大家都知道音樂家、音樂人在這個年代、這個環境下,有多難發展及生存。我只希望大家知道,對我們來說,光靠原先的廣告收益就已經「非常不夠」。我們無法像其他類型的頻道般地高頻率發片、大量觸及各類觀眾,也無法像偶像團體或正妹帥哥賣臉賣身(?)吸引點閱,我們只是(算我的固執)堅持地做好「音樂」,並盡力利用影像傳達給觀眾最直接的演出。再加上我們有一位機車又龜毛的頻道主(我),我們每一部影片都需要一定的討論、拍攝及製作時間,週更其實對於現在的我們來說每週都在挑戰極限。喔不,不要誤會,我沒有看輕其他類型創作者的意思,我認為一個頻道成功絕對有他背後不為人知的辛秘及付出。
Musicians live a hard life these days, especially in Taiwan. The revenue from YouTube once made us feel better, but not for long. We are not capable to upload video everyday like other types of channels, actually once a week like now is already challenging.
我們需要填飽肚子,負擔生活、工作上的一切開銷與成本,我們已經逐漸淡出學生時代邊讀書邊玩拍影片的時期,現實的壓力不斷地朝我們逼來,而我真的很努力,很努力、不斷去提醒我與我的夥伴們我們的初衷與熱誠,以及對「音樂」該有的態度。所以我也常常說:
我希望大家想到我們,會稱呼、會記得我們是「音樂家」而非「YouTuber」。
I always told my friend that I prefer to be known, to be remembered as a “Musician” not a “YouTuber”.
好啦,其實打到這邊,我也不知道我到底想要表達什麼了(笑)大家就當做讓我抒發一下吧。回想起來,我依然覺得我很幸福:有支持我夢想的家人,志同道合的朋友,從小無師自通起來的雜七雜八能力,不是讀音樂班卻誤打誤撞進了音樂系,愛音樂、愛遊戲、愛攝影、愛玩電腦、愛看動漫,然後竟然可以找到方法轉化自己的「一堆興趣」成為工作,我覺得真的很幸運了。更因為如此,我也常常警惕自己,當興趣成為工作,就像走鋼索一樣,一不小心向左跌,「興趣」就沒了,一不小心向右摔,「工作」就沒了。
Hmm.. anyway. I nearly forgot what I was trying to say here. Just take it as my own confession. Well, generally speaking, I still think I’m a lucky guy. I’ve got family who support my dreams, I’ve got best friends who also got similar ideas and interests with my. I crushed into music industry with zero background, I love music, games, animes, cinematography, and now I could use my interests to make living, theres nothing better than this.
回到正題,那麼這個大悲劇對「SLSMusic」發片會有什麼影響嗎?短期的答案是「不會」。除非他現在跟我說我做COVER就要鎖我頻道(笑)。我們是音樂家,YouTube是我們發表作品、分享音樂的「管道」;今天就算YouTube倒了,SLSMusic也還會在;今天只要我還在,SLSMusic就在。況且...彈Cover是我愛做的事 :1
Okay, back to the business. What will happen to “SLSMusic” facing this serious problem? The answer is “nothing would happen”. We’re still us. We’re musicians, YouTube is only a PLATFORM for us to share our joy to the world. Even if YouTube’s gone, as long as I’m here, SLSMusic will always be there. Not to mention doing cover is my personal hobby since I was a child :1
......話是説的這麼帥氣豁達,但要是我們真的餓死做不下去可真的會很頭痛orz..說真的,如果真的這樣下去,想必Cover風氣會整個大受打擊吧,這不是音樂發展來說樂見的事情,畢竟現在連YT官方說明也還是推崇我們二創進行分潤,我們實在想不通為什麼會這樣。
I really wish this situation wouldn’t last so long. Otherwise, not only us, it would be a disaster for all the music creators. But still, I’m not giving up.
希望願意給予我們支援的觀眾,可以加入我們YT會員大家庭,每月贊助我們一個便當的錢對我們來說會是莫大的實質幫助。LINK👉 https://www.youtube.com/slsmusic/join
Oh, and if you like the contents on our channel, our you simple like us (LOL), please consider join our YouTube Membership to give up some extra support. That will give us a big help and we’ll be very grateful. LINK👉 https://www.youtube.com/slsmusic/join
從下個月開始,我就會回到正常軌道。接下來希望能達成的目標真的很多,除了在影片方面有很多新系列的想法,還有工作室、街演、音樂會、教學、樂譜、周邊等等方面的優化與計畫,想到真是又興奮又緊張超頭痛,在這裡就先跟大家賣關子,還請大家敬請期待與支持。
Anyway, thanks for reading, and thanks for everyone who supports us for so long. After finishing my business here, I’ll soon come back where I used to be, and start to work on multiple project that we’ve been planning for a long time, such as new series of videos, new studio, sheet music, etc. Stay tuned!
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考慮了許久到底要不要來分享這奇事。
對槍枝超陌生的台灣讀者們應該會覺得我發神經自找麻煩,也一定有神槍手般的美國讀者們會覺得我根本就是大白痴。反正分享這故事我就是兩頭都不討好啦!

可是這故事實在是開頭太白痴、中間太神奇、最後又太好玩了,所以忍不住還是犧牲形象來分享一下好了!!
老讀者們可能記得我曾經有一對親愛的老兄弟客戶是在鎮上做槍枝批發的。自從這對客戶進門,我就常隨口嚷嚷跟保羅說我親愛的客戶答應會給我大折扣,應該要去跟他們買枝自衛用手槍。(大媽心態到底有多嚴重)
結果七八年前的聖誕節前,保羅竟然真的偷偷跑去找我槍店客戶,一起替我準備了一個耶誕大驚喜。
溫馨的聖誕夜,拆禮物拆出一枝手槍真的是...呃,又驚又喜。
問題是我在台灣土生土長又沒在軍警界或黑道混過,當然根本不可能認識手槍這種恐怖東西。保羅他爸曾經擁有些槍枝,所以他比較熟一點點,卻也從未被傳授過槍枝相關技術知識。
加上那時小札克還才兩歲多,北鼻麥連爬都不會爬,我根本就沒有這種閒時間精力去鑽研火器之道。聖誕夜後我們曾經一次出門約會跑去射擊練習,黑夜中的室內射擊場也是挺陰暗,隔壁射擊道不斷傳來哄笑。對槍枝一無所知的我心中恐懼感大於興奮感,其實也不算太懂槍的保羅大概教了我一下,我怎麼練卻都練不出信心。
對無知的恐懼加上麻煩感,回家之後就快快把手槍鎖到保險箱裡,眼不見為淨。
畢竟槍枝這種東西若是擺在根本不懂槍的菜鳥家裡,真的是有比沒有還恐怖萬分。有基本智商的人都想得到,家裡有小孩的話槍枝一定千萬要鎖好。首先是槍枝一定要淨空子彈,子彈要與槍分開儲藏鎖好,沒有子彈的槍枝上還要扣個讓它無法發射的板機鎖,然後再放入保險箱裡鎖好,三重保障才夠安心。
鎖成這樣更大的一個問題則是,若是半夜真的有壞人闖入家裡,在半夢半醒驚慌失措的情況下顫抖的手到底怎麼可能去快速解保險箱鎖與板機鎖再裝子彈?加上小孩在不同房間,我腦中根本就橋不出一套make sense的自衛流程。
從那時開始,我心中就有了『哪天一定要找專業人士來幫我們清楚講解槍枝構造機制並且教導訓練射擊技巧還要設計家裡槍枝安全保險與自衛流程』的念頭。
我的聖誕大禮就這樣在七年前用過僅僅一次後被深鎖起來,而且我們當時還白癡到不知道槍用完後是要清理的。
為了這隻手槍買的保險箱有著一大串不能更改的轉輪密碼。之後我們搬家去住露營車好幾個月又再搬到現在的家裡,緊接著過了好幾個月的裝修工程大混亂,然後又是好一段時間的開箱整理家俱家飾雜物,同時間還要上班育兒寫部落格,當年的生活堪稱焦頭爛額。
五年前剛開始整理房子時,保羅曾經一度打開保險箱。他輕描淡寫地說保險箱裡面整個大發霉,隨便清理兩下就又再把保險箱鎖上,再次眼不見為淨。
就這樣,這支耶誕手槍不知道在什麼鬼狀況下被鎖了七年之久。
更誇張的是兩年前我近九十歲的槍店老闆兄弟倆接連逝世,老闆女兒決定把槍店收掉,所以來了個出清存貨大拍賣。跟我十年來混到超熟的老闆女兒笑咪咪地對我說:『I got a “perfect little shotgun” just for you!』,大力讚揚獵槍是最讚的居家自衛武器。(因為散彈不用準頭不管怎樣都射得到)
就這樣,我在追思老兄弟客戶加上想討好老闆女兒加上大媽心態發作的狀況下,超隨便地又再次被推坑,再次入手一支根本就不會用也不敢用的完美小獵槍。😅
去年九月我跑去上了警局主辦的女子一日防身課程,在警察的輔助下練習射擊了幾支槍,又被警察們大大激發感受到擁有自衛能力與自信的重要性。(詳情見舊文 https://bluechwonderland.pixnet.net/blog/post/119901159)
警局課程結束後,我被激到手刀衝去我家附近有槍枝部門與射擊練習場的戶外運動用品店,發現他們有提供給菜鳥上的手槍使用團體課程。只是夫妻兩人上課一日,光是講解槍枝安全加上射擊練習就要五百多美金,幾乎都快可以買一支槍了。(而且因為射擊練習場是室內的所以也不能練我的完美小獵槍啊)
身為LAPD退休警探的槍枝部門經理跟我聊起來,大概是看我實在太菜了不忍心,竟然說如果我隔天把我家深鎖七年的手槍拿來給他看看的話,他可以教我們怎麼清理,並且可以陪我們在練習場稍稍指導射擊技巧。如果到時我仍然覺得實在需要上團體課程的話,可以再去花錢報名。
我當晚興奮地回家跟保羅報告,保羅也興奮了起來。沒想到這時候我們才發現最大的問題是...我們根本就不知道保險箱的轉輪密碼啊!!(暈)
多年搬來搬去加上裝潢收來收去的結果就是,當初註有長串密碼的原廠資料根本就不知道被擺到哪裡去了!!!真的是不是超白癡的啊我們夫妻倆到底是怎麼一回事!!!
我們翻箱倒櫃地找了一整晚又找了隔天一整天,怎樣都找不到。於是遇到好人願意指導的大好契機也就這樣放水流。耶誕手槍繼續被這樣深鎖下去...
今年選舉年加上COVID疫情,美國社會感覺動盪不安。卻也因為疫情的關係,我們整個生活步調慢了下來,而且很多原本是實體教學的超酷課程都變網路Zoom課程了,讓我得以在七月開始上想了很久的正念(mindfulness)與冥想(meditation)等能量癒療課程,同時間開始研習所謂的靈性甦醒(spiritual awakening),讓我一下子彷如醍醐灌頂、豁然開朗。
(有興趣又英文好的大家,我大推原本是心理學博士後來又上了六年能量癒療大學的Dr. Marijo Puleo的Podcast:『Mindful Living Spiritual Awakening』。整個學究般的五十集聽完,根本就像是上了靈性甦醒整套大學課程一樣。https://marijopuleo.com)
在研讀各方支持的學科概念與證據後,雖然還是沒有很懂量子力學,我得到基本上的大方向長話短說就是:宇宙間萬物都是微觀旋轉粒子組成,萬物都有著能量,每個人生來都有著能量體(subtle energy body),也就是所謂的氣場(energy field)。能量是流通無邊界的,所以經過練習每個人都可以去接觸操作個人與環境能量,每個人也都因此有著可以接觸神的靈性(divinity/soul/higher-self/higher-conciousness)。
這一點在我史上最愛的一個TED Talk裡有些許驗證。有一天早上腦神經學家Jill Bolte Taylor博士發現自己左腦中風,可是因為自己專長就是大腦,她得以觀察自己一直以來被左腦壓抑住的、右腦其實一直都有的生命能量體感受。她感受到能量海,感受到與周遭能量合為一體,她達到了涅盤。每次看這段TED Talk我都會感動到掉淚,在此大推!!(可以選中文字幕) https://www.ted.com/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_my_stroke_of_insight?utm_campaign=tedspread&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=tedcomshare
另外研究量子力學的細胞生物學家Bruce Lipton博士也有一段講解得很清楚的影片,英文好的讀者可以看看。https://youtu.be/Zy-vkYQz12Q
在成長經驗中,我們的靈性被各種生命經驗與環境交流產生的無助感、羞恥感、罪惡感、恐懼、憤怒、無奈、絕望感、慾望、驕傲等種種負能量的陰影千百層地覆蓋著壓制著,所有與他人與環境的互動都會造成自己氣場能量的糾纏牽扯。這些陰影多年下來逐漸建構成我們的ego(自我),生活中種種的決策行為也是被這個ego操控壓抑著,靈魂無法得到需要的釋放,許多病痛也因此而生。
脫離童年陰影、擺脫情緒包袱、觀察自己的情緒根源、在陽光下面對讓自己感到羞恥與罪惡的過去,禪修打坐、虔誠信仰、練正念、練能量氣場、練釋放負能量種種的修行,都是我們逐漸擺脫ego操控的過程,也都有著療癒的功能。不管知不知情,都在走著一個復甦靈性(spiritual awakening)的過程,讓自己從陰影中走出來,讓自己越來越接近原本與生俱有的靈性,能夠往實現人生(self-actualization)的方向走。
我研讀到榮格學派走出陰影與靈性合一的相關資料,讓我想到三年前我莫名其妙有著一股必須寫出『房思琪事件感想雜記』一文(https://bluechwonderland.pixnet.net/blog/post/117276106 )的衝動。這個莫名衝動在心頭翻滾了整整一兩週,文章卻在一夜間完成,之後再也沒有回頭去讀過。現在回頭看,才懂當初是受到自己靈性的招喚,需要擺脫這麼大一個不自覺的陰影。當時發表完文章後,我腦中真真確確地有一種從內心一個骯髒的角落陰影中走出來,站到陽光下的畫面感。
與靈性合一之後,人活得越來越authentic(真我),就會自然進入一種內心平和愉悅無畏無懼無焦慮的狀態。
由靈性也就是直覺去操控生活決策,能量氣場與宇宙的能量頻率協調了,宇宙就會去配合你幫你達成想做的事,看起來像巧合的很妙的同時性(synchronicity)事件會不斷地發生,達到真正所謂的「心想事成」、「事事如意」的境界。
這個同時性(synchronicity)的概念,我不知道怎麼用中文解釋清楚。正在煩惱怎麼解釋時,就剛好看到郭葉珍教授寫的這一篇「我收到你從空中送來的問題了」(https://www.facebook.com/2016297401959192/posts/2712577712331154/?d=n ),不只講解了同步模式,也剛好是我又收到一個心想事成synchronicity的好例子。在這也要大推一下郭葉珍教授的粉專!!
七月初我開始上正念勤練能量氣場之後,因為實在太好玩了,我每天起床開車上班睡前都在練功。漸漸地除了能真切感受到體內能量的大股流動釋放剝落外,越來越多synchronicity同步奇事也不斷發生。像是我在想著為了客戶案子需要聯絡哪個超過一年都沒聯絡的公司同儕,那位同儕莫名其妙就打了通電話給我說嗨,剛好供上我的所需。
像是我在辦公室翻箱倒櫃找一個股市統計資料,一家投資公司莫名其妙就在同一時間email給我那個當下正需要的統計資料。
像是我暗暗自私地希望跟某個客戶的重要meeting可以延期到下週,客戶就莫名其妙打電話來說因病要延meeting時間。
像是我才莫名其妙地剛心起調出醫生好友給的治唇皰疹的精油配方,隔天早上兒子唇皰就大粒冒出來,幸運成為史上最快消除的唇皰災。
也常常發生像上次分享的本來要花錢傾倒水泥塊,最後竟然莫名其妙跑去倒鄰居家後院省了大筆錢還幫到鄰居的人品大爆發奇事。
最近這種同步奇事在我身上發生的頻繁度已經高到我見怪不怪,一點驚奇感都沒有了。我現在的反應,就是跟宇宙能量眨眨眼會心微笑一下,感恩宇宙讓我心想事成。啾~❤️
我在練正念練能量氣場研讀靈甦才還不到一個月的時間,因為鎮上BLM示威遊行計畫的關係,我們分行來了個很不一樣的警衛。
平常我們銀行的警衛其實都是完全沒受過訓練、只求賺最低時薪的停車場管理員。之前好幾年都是個瘦巴巴銀髮老人,後來又換了幾個搞不清楚狀況的年輕孩子。COVID疫情下偶爾會有堅持入分行要求服務卻不肯戴口罩的奧客,這些穿著警衛制服的停車場管理員根本都不知道如何處理。
七月中那天我走進分行,發現哇塞這哪來的新警衛怎麼感覺這麼威武啊!新警衛摩斯是個高壯的黑人,我猜測大概五十幾歲。他站在分行門口架勢十足,一點都不開玩笑的眼睛緊盯每個出入人口,光站著不說話就讓人有嚇到挫賽感,從此再也沒有奧客敢跟我們凹不爽戴口罩。
摩斯眼觀四面耳聽八方,還密切掌握分行外車子的動向。我生日那天我投顧徒弟為了找小蛋糕送我,開車在分行前後繞了六圈,才剛走進分行就被摩斯當可疑分子攔下來盤問了一番。😆
我遇到摩斯的第一天,想都沒想地我就直覺從辦公室起身走到門口去跟他打招呼做自我介紹,還問了他的名字。我發誓這是我在銀行工作了十幾年遇過不知道多少枚警衛卻從來完全沒做過的事。(社交不適症讓我常常連分行職員的名字都不知道,更別說是警衛了)
因為我辦公室有落地窗,隔天摩斯過來跟我宣導安全注意事項。像是前早窗外有路人戴著看起來很傻的全臉瓦斯面罩,像我這種平民只會想說又是個耍白痴的路人(因為分行處於區域性的遊客區,我窗外還蠻常見奇怪路人的),摩斯卻會直接聯想到瓦斯彈攻擊的可能性。
我們小聊了兩分鐘,他說他之前從海軍陸戰隊退伍,在中東做了一些傭兵類的私人工作,現在是我們銀行簽的警衛公司的高階特殊安全人員,負責到有特殊情況的分行做短期觀察,所以大概只會在這裡待兩週左右。
聊完後沒多久,我從我辦公室走到分行大廳旁的影印機處理一些文件,摩斯突然又走過來我這裏跟我講話。我發誓以下對話是真的,完全無誇大。我真的扯不出這麼奇妙的劇情!!
摩斯:『By the way, you should consider taking private self-defense firearm instruction lessons. Your husband too.』(對了,妳應該要考慮上私人自衛用槍課程。妳先生也是。)
他沒來頭地一開口就丟下這麼一句話,讓我呆了一下,傻傻問: 『How?』(怎麼上?)
摩斯:『I teach it.』(我有在授課。)
我興奮說:『Seriously!? This is literally what I’ve been wanting to do for years!! 』(真的嗎!?這是我多年來一直都想做的事耶!)
摩斯:『I know. I HEARD.』(我知道。我有聽到。)
等等,我從來沒有跟公司任何人講過槍或自衛課程的事情啊!心中滿佈WTF的我問:『What do you mean?』(什麼意思啊?)
摩斯:『My grandma told me not to tell anyone about my spiritual gift. But I can hear.』(我奶奶叫我不要跟別人說我的靈性天賦。可是我聽得到。)
呃......,我說:『hmmm....OK, cool.』
他正經八百地接著說:『So I don’t communicate with anyone, but I can tell you’re spiritual and have some sort of enlightenment.』(所以我不跟任何人談這種事,可是我看得出來妳有靈性,有一些程度的領會。)
然後他隨手拿了張名片背後寫他的全名、手機號碼跟email,叫我email給他詢問課程詳情。
阿哈哈哈哈哈哈我的氣場現在到底是什麼狀況!!
回家跟保羅說了,他也是不敢置信。然後我就真的email給摩斯,問說他私人課程收費如何,怕我們請不起他。
隔天上班遇到摩斯,他笑說:『No problem. I’ll give you spiritual discount!』 (沒問題,我會給你靈性折扣!)
我的靈魂還會大媽般幫我討價還價耶!😂😂😂
當晚他email給我,說整個諮詢與訓練的課程就算我一個超便宜的價錢——我的天啊真的超級便宜!比按摩三小時還便宜!!(為何要跟按摩比😂)
向宇宙下的訂單要送貨來了,我當然就馬上跟他預約時間。兩週後的一個週日早晨,摩斯穿著廚師裝出現在我家門口。阿哈哈哈哈哈笑死我了!
他進廁所換裝成保鑣教練裝後,正經八百地說所有的客戶都有隱私權,所以他不會穿著自衛課程教練的服裝出現。
而且他還有著自己的私人安全保鑣公司,常常去當公司總裁、娛樂界藝人的附身安全隨從,常要隨駕出國,有時候還要兼任照顧客戶全家大小的奶爸職責,所以他竟然還有廚師執照。他透露平常做這種私人安全防衛設計訓練的諮詢課程都是以千起跳,所以基本上是給我打了『一折』。(不過他怕被綁架的客戶都是鉅富名人吧)(突然想到惠妮休斯頓的終極保鑣,請下背景音樂I Will Always Love You~)
他email裡有註明諮詢課程約是兩個半小時,可是我們當天竟然上了超精彩的五個小時的自衛課程。摩斯把他帶來的兩支半自動手槍拆解開來,詳細說明構造與機制,消除我本來對無知的恐懼感。他還帶來兩隻塑膠半自動模型槍來教導訓練我們正確握法、使用方法、安全規則。他播放了三通真正的911對話錄音,去暸解警察大約要多久時間才會到,三通電話裡的屋主都是用手槍在警察趕到前成功自衛。然後他在我們家裡跟保羅實地演練跑緊急狀況流程,還設計了我們的自衛與逃生路線。
課程中,摩斯在我家餐桌上正經八百地對我們倆說:我是聽到靈性呼喚來這邊服務妳與妳先生的。『I’m your servant.』
他還說他會一直盯著我們,確定我們不會又被惰性耽誤到在那邊拖延變虎頭蛇尾。(我的靈性未免太瞭解我😅)
事後他用email與我們聯絡預約射擊場時間,信上說著:『I’m guided by the spirit in sharing my gift and experience as it pertains to your desire to learn.』(是靈性引導我來與妳分享我的專長與經驗,因為妳有想學習的慾望)
這個時候他仍還在我們分行當臨時警衛,有事沒事就跑來我辦公室閒聊兩句,督促進度。有次聊太久,他終於不好意思地坦承:『Sorry for talking so much. I only wanted to chat for five minutes. Because I can just sense how great the energy field is here, I really just wanted to come grab some.』(抱歉我太多話了。我其實只想來閒聊五分鐘,因為我感受得到妳這裡的氣場有多讚,其實只是想來吸取一下。)
免費的可以隨便給你吸沒關係!!😂😂😂
這個時候,我們家的保險箱仍然打不開,所以聖誕手槍離我們仍然是最遙遠的距離。不過保羅有了終極保鑣的督促,預訂了去射擊場練習的時間,不得不上網研究打電話給保險箱公司詢問。在公證簽字一個文件回傳給保險箱公司後,終於在上射擊場的前兩天把我們的保險箱密碼拿回來了。
七年不見的耶誕手槍整個狀況哀傷!槍面有點生鏽又有點被腐蝕,感覺危險會不會擦槍走火啊,我們完全不知如何是好。幸好有宇宙送來的終極保鑣。我們約了週六早上射擊場見面,終極保鑣竟然在週五晚上再次專程跑來拿耶誕手槍回他家幫我們做專業清理,還陪我們去店裡挑選專業耳罩與護眼鏡。
上週六一大早,我們倆上山去一個戶外射擊練習場與摩斯會面。摩斯帶來兩支他的半自動手槍、耶誕手槍還有一堆子彈,我們帶了還是處女的完美小獵槍。
哇塞我真的沒想到射擊練習可以這麼好玩耶!!!
練了正念加上有終極保鑣護駕,我心中一點恐懼緊張都沒有,只有不知哪來的滿滿自信。這戶外練習場的安全控管真不是蓋的,一點都不馬虎,而且還親子友善。場上就是一堆菜市場看得到的凡人,有穿拖鞋來的阿姨,有銀髮阿公阿罵,有來約會出遊的年輕男女,也有看起來就是好野人在練超酷炫的半自動步槍,身旁有爸爸帶著大概十歲的小男生在練獵槍。
一整天下來就是五個小時的操練。我們先是在場側練習姿勢與規矩,然後連番上場在終極保鑣的嚴格訓練下連發多槍,還練高低靶,因為『射第一槍之後對手身形通常會下移』,所以第一槍射高靶後要連發第二槍射低靶。我從一開始根本就射不到靶,到幾個小時後全部子彈都上榜,超開心!!然後也練了我的處女小獵槍,演練十秒內完成上彈到發射,超酷的耶!!!
然後我們站在場外觀察場內射擊者的姿勢,摩斯批評不斷,說誰誰握槍握錯方法所以才會後座力這麼強、這個女的太緊張那個女的在遲疑等槍聲不知道在等什麼。最後摩斯下了結論:『I’ve never seen any woman with such confident grip on handguns like you.』(我從來沒見過哪個女的像妳發射手槍這麼有自信)
阿哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈因為是靈魂在開槍!!(手叉腰仰天長笑)
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回家的路上保羅仍然不敢置信地問摩斯這樣是要收多少錢。我說我已經一問再問、再三確認,上次付的小錢就包含了在家上課加上射擊場所有的費用。保羅說怎麼可能!?
我說其實我還蠻可以理解的耶。因為靈性呼喚你去做什麼事,你就是會想要去做啊。我之前感受到靈性呼喚,也不多做想地就下手買了一百八十片台灣來的高科技高品質口罩,送給柳丁學校全校教職員工,根本就沒時間考慮到錢的事。我根本也沒想到學校會感動感激什麼的,就是淡定地跑去辦公室小姐那兒丟下一百八十片口罩這樣。之後接收到師職們好多暖暖的感激訊息,我才了解到我靈魂想要達成的就是散播愛,讓大家感受到真心的關懷與愛意。
摩斯實現諾言,一點都不讓我們牽拖,不停催促保羅研究居家週邊槍枝安全設施,隔兩週我們馬上又要再次重複進行魔鬼訓練,在家進行更深度的安全計畫諮詢演練後,再上山射擊。
四十而不惑,我就這樣走上魔女神槍手之路。(噗)
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love you as always意思 在 阿兜仔不教美語 Youtube 的評價
👉 Facebook➪ http://pics.ee/c7z0
👉 InstaGram ➪ http://pics.ee/1IhQ
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【簡介description】
Hi everyone
大家好
I´m Jesús
我是黑素斯
Have you seen my videos?
看過我的影片嗎?
Yesterday when I was meditating
昨天我在冥想的時候
And I have something that needs to tell you
我想到一個需要告訴你的事情
Really, I really need to tell you this
真的,我不得不跟你說
Thank you Taiwan
謝謝台灣
Actually, many people say thank you, but means nothing
其實,很多人說謝謝沒有什麼特別的意思
So I want to explain you
所以我要跟你們解釋
Why do I want to thank Taiwan?
為什麼我要感謝台灣?
Many Taiwanese netizens misunderstood me
很多台灣網友誤會我
Because I often talk about cultural differences
因為我常常討論文化差異
And I won't always say
而且我不會一直說
Taiwan is awesome!
台灣棒棒!
Taiwan is perfect!
台灣完美!
I love Taiwan!
我愛台灣!
This is too fake
這樣太假的啦
However, because I didn’t say that
但是,我沒有這樣說
Some people think I don't like Taiwan
有人覺得我不喜歡台灣
Listen
我告訴你!
You were born in Taiwan just by chance
你們是不小心在台灣出生
Be a resident is my decision
當新住民是我的決定
Who cherishes this country more?
誰比較珍惜這個國家?
Recently I´m travelling a lot
最近常常出差
Last time I went to Shanghai, I found that the life there is tough
上次去上海發現那邊的生活多幸苦
Dear Chinese friends, please
親愛的中國網友,拜託
Don't start to throw shit on me. It's boring. OK?
現在不要開始罵我,很無聊,好不好?
And I don't care
而且我不在乎
Chinese are confident, great!
中國人很有自信,讚!
However, if we don´t talk about problems
但是,沒有討論哪裡問題
problems won´t disappear!
問題也不會不見!
I admire people who can live in Shanghai
我超佩服能夠住在上海的人
That place is too big
那個地方太大了
Everyplace is far away
什麼地方都很遠
They only like new things
全部都要改新的
Hey, only old things have a soul
欸,舊的才會有故事
Is terribly expensive, how can poor people lives there?
貴得要命,窮人怎麼過生活?
Taxi drivers wanna rape me off every day
計程車司機每天都想要騙我的錢
Aunts are very aggressive
那邊的阿姨,很兇
Internet, Internet. . .
網路,互聯網。。。
Wall (VPN) is not easy to pass
牆不好翻
Do not take it wrong, Shanghai also has its beauty
別誤會,上海也有上海的美
After all, my friend and ex-girlfriend are all Shanghainese
畢竟我好朋友,前女友都是上海人
But when I returned to Taiwan, I felt
但是我回來台灣的時候覺得
Very thankfull
充滿了感謝
Thank you for reasonable living expenses
謝謝合理的生活費
Thanks for the convenient internet
感謝方便的網路
Convenient transportation
方便的交通工具
Thank you for Taiwanese cuisine
謝謝台灣的美食
Thanks for Taiwan's security
感謝台灣的安全
But most of all thank you for:
但是最要感謝你們的是:
Taiwan’s human touch
台灣的人情味
Let me live my life here feels great
讓我在這邊過生活很蘇胡
Did you realize about it
有沒有發現
People doesn´ t cherish the everyday life things
我們已經習慣一個東西,就不珍惜?
Right?
是不是?
If there is food at home
家裡有東西吃
You take it for granted
你覺得理所當然
Your boyfriend gives you a macchiato every day
男朋友每天送給你一杯焦糖瑪奇朵
Yout think it is his job
妳覺得是應該的
if he doesn´t, you will complain
沒有送,妳也許會罵她
Actually, there is no such thing as "obviously"
其實,沒有所謂的『理所當然』
I lived in Taiwan for 12 years and got used to everything
住在台灣12年,我什麼都很習慣
So, needs to remind myself
所以,要提醒自己
Cherish the benefits of living in Taiwan
好好珍惜住在台灣的好處
Every day people tell me
每天都有人跟我說
Thank you for loving Taiwan so much
謝謝你那麼愛台灣
do you need thank me for liking Taiwan?
我喜歡台灣需要謝謝嗎?
When I go to the cafe for coffee, the boss won´t say
我去咖啡廳喝咖啡的時候,老闆不會說
Thank you for like our coffee
謝謝你喜歡我們的咖啡
right?
是不是?
Probablily he will way
他比較會說
Do you like it?
喜歡嗎?
Come back again
那以後常來喔
I want to thank Taiwanese government for my ID
我要感謝台灣政府給我台灣身分證
That wasn´t Wu Feng?
那不是吳鳳嗎?
Jesús, you talk a lot of bullshit!
黑素斯,你亂講一大堆!
Don´t compare yourself with Wu Feng
你不要再跟吳鳳比較
Congratulations to Wu Feng!
吳鳳恭喜!
Question
問題
Do you value living in Taiwan?
你珍惜住在台灣嗎?
What about caramel macchiato from your boyfriend?
男朋友送給你的焦糖瑪其朵呢?
What about your girlfriend´s attention?
女朋友的關心呢?
What about the food I cook for you?
阿嬤幫你煮的菜?
Oh!
唉呦!
Jesús, do you cherish me?
黑素斯,你珍惜我嗎?
Did you thank me?
有感謝過我嗎?
S***t
靠腰!
Okay
好啦
You know, right?
你知道吧
Like, Subscribe, Share with your Cat
按讚,訂閱,跟你家裡的貓咪分享
Meow!
喵!
I said Meow!
我說喵!
Meow means do it now
喵的意思是快一點啦
Meow! Meow!
喵喵!
Bye
拜!
I'm curious, do you know I'm sharing photos in IG everyday?
我好奇,你知道每天我在IG PO照片嗎?
Check it out
去看啦
I reply msn by myself
回答是我本人耶
Next week
下個禮拜
Meow!
喵!
Bye
賤!
【音樂MUSIC】
Funk Down
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love you as always意思 在 HANS陳思翰 Youtube 的評價
“SO LONG” by Hans Chen, now available everywhere: https://www.soundscape.net/a/3538
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我以為這是一首科幻搖滾輕情歌
原來是一段感官衝突的頹喪自白
19年暑假的開端,全才音樂人 #Hans陳思翰 第三首的單曲發表
帶著夏日律動的美式 #IndiePop 風格
配襯在輕快節奏下的自白淡然地耐人尋味
似是而非
難道不是現代人求生存自然獲取的技能?
如果問「你猜我在笑還是在哭」
聽著聽著
後來也搞不清楚了
其實我一直都有比情歌更悲傷的事
直到惡魔的聲音的籠罩
/
獨立流行音樂-
乍看疑惑 有點矛盾的形容
按下 Play 鍵之後你可能就豁然開朗了
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Synth Pop 的電子元素 Hold 住正的流行復古風
融入了 Vocal Manipulation, Sample Chops, 等 新Internet 世代的數位感
在一片 Artificial 裡你還是能聽到木吉他與電吉他等保有經典
Organic 手感的音色 讓冰冷的電腦音樂灌進了一點人的氣息
帶著 Indie 那股 DIY 實驗精神
想要 Snap 響指更清脆 那就加點鑰匙掉落的撞擊聲
想要隱約存在不間斷的節奏 那就加個連續打字的鍵盤敲打
想要在段落存在強烈的沖擊感 那就加個用力甩門的聲音吧
Indie 音樂的建立 不在於厲害的樂器或高端的硬體器材
對於聲音 想要什麼 Just F***ing Do It
哪怕只是用嘴巴模擬出來的聲音 都能成為化龍點睛的效果
Indie Pop
這樣的元素組合出來了
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Hans陳思翰,一名流行音樂工作者,曾以樂團身份製作過三張錄音室專輯,入圍三次金曲獎最佳樂團,沒有流行音樂廠牌的支持,十年間,做的是想象中的音樂,喜歡的音樂,好聽的音樂,默默精進耕耘。
發行首張個人唱作專輯這事,早在三年前念頭就已萌芽,Hans精選的創作一首首納入歌庫,直到正式進入製作期,發覺三年前想做的東西,似乎已不符合三年後自己的期望,對Hans來說,音樂從來都不是件輕鬆的事,創作人的通病就是永遠沒有最好只有更好,創作力爆發,一首首歌庫內的精選再更新,繼續展開無盡循環的音樂人生,繼續探索在音樂世界裡的自我
HANS陳思翰 - “SO LONG” Out Now:
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http://youtube.com/ioHansC
http://facebook.com/ioHansC
Hans:#SOLONG 是一種再見也或許不會再見的意思
有些分離 是無論如何都沒有正確方式說Goodbye
因為 最終都是心碎
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SO LONG
Music : Hans陳思翰
Lyrics : Hans陳思翰
Arrangement : Hans陳思翰
All this time
I’ve got something more heartbroken than a love song
Sick of playing, sick of singing those sad songs
As pure as heaven
As clear as diamonds
All this time
I’ve been hiding a little something from you
If I tell the truth is there anyone I can run to
It sounds so funny
But no one’s laughing
So long
I don’t wanna sing along tonight
I just wanna be all alone
So long
I don’t wanna dance with you tonight
I just wanna get it off of my mind
Wow Oh Oh
There’s no right way to say goodbye
Cuz we all end up with a broken heart
So long
I don’t wanna sing along tonight
I just wanna be all alone
So long
I don’t wanna dance with you tonight
I just wanna get it off of my mind
Wow Oh Oh
Fxxk it, I’m getting out of here
I guess I’ll be on my way
All this time
I Still got something more heartbroken than a love song
Sick of always playing same old sad songs
As pure as heaven
As clear as diamonds
All this time
I’ve been hiding a little something from you
If I tell the truth is there anyone I can run to
It might sound crazy
But I can’t be the only
So long
I don’t wanna sing along tonight
I just wanna be all alone
So long
I don’t wanna dance with you tonight
I just wanna get it off of my mind
Wow Oh Oh
There’s no right way to say goodbye
Cuz we all end up with a broken heart
So long
I don’t wanna sing along tonight
I just wanna be all alone
So long
I don’t wanna dance with you tonight
I just wanna get it off of my mind
Wow Oh Oh
Fxxk it, I’m getting out of here
I guess I’ll be on my way
(So long
I don’t wanna sing along
I just wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be alone
I will never sing along
I don’t wanna be alone
I don’t wanna be alone
I just wanna be alone)
All this time
I’ve got something more heartbroken than a love song
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love you as always意思 在 Love You Still (abcdefu romantic version)(中文歌詞字幕)Lyrics 的八卦
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