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สวัสดีครับเพื่อนๆ..ตอนนี้ผมมาอยู่กับคุณ
ยายแล้วนะครับ คุณยาย พร หาญจันอัด
อายุ88ปี เป็นชาวนครราชสีมา มาอยู่ใน
กทม นานกว่า30ปีแล้ว โดยมาอาศัยอยู่ที่
อู่รถของคุณ กฤษฏิ์วิญวัส โพธิ์มณี ซึ่งดู
แลคุณยายมากว่า30ปี ไปรับคุณยายมา
อยู่ด้วย เพราะสงสาร พี่น้องคุณยายไม่
เอาคุณยายเลยมีแต่ขับไล่ไสส่ง พี่เจ้า
ของอู่ก็เกิดความสงสารจึงเอามาอยู่ดูแล
โดยให้ทำงานเล็กๆน้อยๆช่วยที่อู่ แต่เมือ
ปี55คุณยายต้องเข้าผ่าตัดเพราะถุงน้ำดี
แตก คุณยายต้องนอน รพ เกือบ3เดือน
ค่ารักษาก็เป็นแสน เจ้าของอู่ก็เป็นคน
ออกให้ พอหายดีแล้วกลับมาอยู่ที่อู่คุณ
ยายก็เดินไม่ได้ ทางเจ้าของอู่ก็ไม่ได้คุณ
ทำงาน ก็เลี้ยงดูคุณยายอย่างดี ให้คุณ
ยายออกมาอยู่ข้างนอกหน้าอู่ จะสร้าง
ห้องให้ใหม่คุณยายก็ไม่ยอม จะอยู่แบบ
นั้น แล้วเรื่องที่คุณยายออกจากห้องไป
แล้วไถก้นไปกับถนนทำให้คนที่เห็นแล้ว
เกิดความหดหู่ใจ..จริงๆแล้วทางเจ้าของอู่ไม่ให้คุณออกไป แต่คุณยายต้องการจะ
ไปเองแค่จะไปซื้อขนมกิน แต่ก็แอบไป
เก็บขวด เก็บของเก่ามาไว้ที่ห้อง จะเอา
มาไว้ขาย เจ้าของอู่บอกว่ายายเองก็มี
เงินมากมายเก็บไว้ในห้องหลายหมื่น ไม่
ได้เดือดร้อนอะไร สิ่งที่คุณยายทำน่าจะ
เกิดจากความอ้างว้าง เพราะไม่มีอะไรทำ
ทางเจ้าของอู่เองก็รู้สึกเสียใจที่เกิดเรื่อง
แบบนี้ขึ้น หลายฝ่ายก็ไม่เข้าใจมีการด่า
ท้อ ตำหนิมามากมาย ห้ามแล้วคุณยาย
ก็ไม่ฟัง..เพื่อนๆครับผมได้สัมผัสและได้
พูดคุยกับคุณยายแล้วนะครับ คุณยายไม่
มีทีท่าว่าอ่อนแรงหรือท้อใจเลยขนาด
พูดคุยกันอยู่ข้างถนน แดดร้อนมากๆ สิ่ง
ที่เพื่อนๆคิดหรือวิตกไปเอง ผมขอยืนยัน
ได้เลยครับว่า คุณยายไม่ได้ลำบากอย่าง
ที่เราเห็นในภาพ ผมก็ชวนคุณยายมาอยู่
ด้วย แต่คุณยายบอกว่า อยู่แบบนี้ก็สบาย
ดีอยู่แล้วครับ ผมก็ได้แต่ขอร้องไม่ให้คุณ
ยายออกมาข้างถนนแบบนี้อีก..คุณยาย
ไม่มีครอบครัวตัวคนเดียว..ทางเจ้าของอู่
จึงอยากจะขอร้องเรื่องการแชร์ภาพคุณ
ยาย ขอให้ยุติได้แล้วครับ อีกอย่างมีคน
ลงเลขที่บัญชีว่าให้โอนมาช่วยยาย ผม
ขอบอกเลยนะครับ อย่าได้หลงเชื่อไม่
ว่าจะกรณีใดๆ เพราะคุณยายไม่มีสมุด
บัญชีครับ แล้วผมก็ขอร้องผู้ที่เอาเลขที่
บัญชีมาแอบอ้างกรุณาลบออกด้วยนะ
ครับ ถ้าเพื่อนๆจะโอนช่วยเหลือเคสไหน
ก็ตามแต่ ขอให้ตรวจสอบให้ดีด้วยนะ
ครับ..บางท่านสงสัยว่าทำไมหน่วยงานที่
รับผิดชอบไม่เข้าไปดูแล จริงๆแล้วเขา
เข้ามาตั้งนานแล้วครับ แต่เมื่อมาเจอ
ความจริงแล้วก็ต้องกลับไป วันนี้ท่าน
ปลัด อ.บางประกง ท่าน คเชนทร์ เที่ยงมนี ก็ลงพื้นที่มาเจอผมเหมือนกัน
เอาเป็นว่าทุกอย่างเคลียร์นะครับ..วันนี้
ทางรายการ "โฮบ ประกายแสงแห่ง
ความหวัง"โดยสำนักงานสลากกินแบ่ง
รัฐบาล มอบเงินให้10,000บาท ส่วนผม
ไม่ได้มอบให้ เพราะคุณยายไม่ลำบากอะ
ไรเลยมีเงินเยอะแยะ เข้าใจนะครับ..ขอ
ขอบคุณเพื่อนๆทุกๆท่านที่ห่วงใยกัน รัก
กัน ช่วยเหลือกันมาโดยตลอดครับ..
Hello friends.. Now I'm with you
Grandmother already. Grandma Phon Han Chan.
88 years old. I am a nakhon ratchasima. I am in
Bangkok has been more than 30 years by living in
The garage of khun krit wiyaw cuddle sapho mani which looks.
Grandma for more than 30 years. Pick up grandma.
I'm with you because I feel pity for brothers and sisters.
I took grandma. I only drive away to send to your brother.
I feel pity for the garage. So I take care of it.
By doing a little work to help at the garage.
In 55, grandma has to have surgery because of gallbladder.
Broke. Grandma has to sleep in the hospital for almost 3 months.
The treatment cost is also hundred thousand. The owner of the garage is also
Get out enough to recover. Come back at your garage.
Grandma can't walk. The owner of the garage is not you.
Work and raise your grandma well
Grandma is out in front of the garage. I will build it.
New room. Grandma won't live like this.
That's how grandma left the room
Then plow the bottom of the road, make the people who see it.
Depression.. actually the owner of the garage won't let you leave but grandma wants to
I went by myself. I was going to buy some snacks but I snuck away.
Picking up the old bottle to my room. I will take it.
Come for sale. The owner of the garage said that grandma also has it.
Lots of money to keep in the room for tens of thousands. No
What are you in trouble? What Grandma did should be.
Caused by loneliness because there is nothing to do.
The owner of the garage is sorry for what happened.
Like this, many people don't understand. There is a scold.
I have been discouraged. I have blamed so much. I
I won't listen.. Friends. I have touched and got it.
I have talked to grandma, grandma. No.
I have a tendency to be weak or discouraged.
Talking on the side of the road. The Sun is so hot.
What friends think or worry about, I assure you.
I got it that grandma is not as difficult.
What we see in the picture, I invite grandma to stay.
But Grandma said it's fine to live like this.
It's good. I only beg you not to.
Grandma came out on the side of the road like this again..
No family alone.. the owner of the garage.
So I want to ask about sharing your picture.
Grandmother, I wish I could end. Besides, there are people.
Post account number to transfer to help my grandmother.
Let me tell you. Don't trust me. No.
Any case because grandma doesn't have a notebook
Account and I beg those who take the number
The account is impersonating. Please delete it.
Yes. If friends want to transfer to help. Which Case?
I wish you to check it out.
Yes.. some people wonder why the agency at
Responsible, not going to take care of him. Actually.
I have been in for a long time. But when I meet.
Truth must go back today sir
Deputy District Bang Prakong, Kchen, I also went to the area to meet me.
Let's just say everything is clear.. today.
On the list of " Hob Sparkling of light
Hope " by the lottery office
The Government gives 10,000 baht. As for me.
I didn't give it to you because grandma is not difficult.
What? I have a lot of money. Do you understand.. Ask for
Thank you to all my friends who care about me. Love me.
We have been helping each other all the time..Translated

My mom... she worked hard for us, we were very well off, she put me in international school, we stayed in a serviced apartment, went on fancy holiday trips, but she probably went through a lot of stress at work that in 2001 she was diagnosed with cancer and underwent treatment for it. We lost everything. Our home, our friends, our life. We stayed in people's homes because we couldnt afford rent. My mom recovered but she wasnt fit to work, we had no money at 1 point that we ate 1 ringgit nasi lemak for months. There was a day we only had half a piece of bread and cold maggi. I didnt go to school for 2 years (form 2 and 3) and finally told myself this shouldnt be my life. I got my acting gig when I was 15, worked day and night and I'd go to school in the mornings. Those were the most tiring years of my life, but we built our life back to where we were. But people said very mean things about us, and talked about why I didnt have a dad, said very hurtful things that really affected my mom & she fell ill again and went through depression. I thought she was going to die from the heartache. I wished that my dad was still around & promised to work so hard & become famous that ONE DAY daddy would come back and find me. So I became a workaholic. At the tender age of 16 I wanted to have my own children, coz I was so lonely. I wanted my children to experience a father's love. I promised to be independent & able to take care of myself mentally physically & financially. So today I am who I am because of all that's happened. I am able to support my mom and brother, and myself today. I have a loving husband & beautiful children, something only Allah knows I wanted so badly, I have that "fame" and still hold that hope that one day he will meet me and I can hug my Daddy again. I have my team of people running the businesses that I have today and my career as an entertainer. I love my supporters and I love my career. Thank you Allah for the blessings you gave, & for all the things You have taken away because I strongly believe that is what's best for me. I thank everyone who has played a part in helping me reach my dreams, especially mom & dad 💖

聖誕快到，藉著《HIM》大碟的推出，我再在這裡分享我在去年聖誕寫下的見證文章。
祝福大家，愛你們！
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《周慧敏2013信仰見證文章》

2013聖誕快樂

Dear all

成為基督徒後，聖誕節對我的意義不一樣了。聖誕再不是關於聖誕老人、聖誕禮物、或聖誕狂歡派對的節日，聖誕是紀念著耶穌基督的愛而普世歡騰的日子。這天，提醒我祂賜給我們的恩典，讓我時刻都感受到被愛與能愛的幸福。所以，這個聖誕，我希望向您們表達愛和思念的同時，也藉著這個特別的日子為我的信仰作見證。

其實，訓練了自己40多年建立而來的一套信念，理應根深蒂固，能讓我心甘情願地放下這套建立已久的信念，由零開始，真的不可思議，神的力量遠遠超乎人能想像的。

未信主前，我曾經視個人修為作生活一大指標。因為自信，我認為依靠他人或宗教是軟弱的行為，所以，並不理解和輕視聖經強調因信才能得救的重要性。一天，我與朋友偶然談起宗教，意識到基督教以外的宗教大都強調自我修為的重要，然而，那套準則，幾乎是凡人不可能達到的。再者，我想到若聖經所說的屬實，那麼因我沒有信主，未接受基督的救贖，我即使在個人修為上到達到甚麼境界，都是沒有資格進天堂的罪人。相反，就算聖經所說的不實，我即使成為基督徒，其實都沒半點捐失，因為我不會在個人修為上退步。想到這裡，我決意用開放心認識基督教，了解聖經所強調的信，生命就這樣逆轉。

記得第一次到教會，適逢2009年的復活節崇拜，那天我的心情異常激動，我抖震的聲音無法唱出半句聖詩，但我在心裡，卻重覆地向神說著一句話：「天父，我回家了！」

初信主的那段日子，特別需要私人空間，好讓自己專注尋求神，免於因瑣事分心。但因為我是公眾人物，這個要求談何容易，我無法控制人，只能憑信心祈求神。一年下來，我與丈夫到教會崇拜，與教友查經，一切與尋求神有關的事宜，都被聖靈保護著，進行得很順利。記得決志當晚，我決心棄掉家裡一切與拜偶像有關的物件，禱告承認自己的罪，接受耶穌基督的救贖，感受到前所未有的輕鬆、平安，與寧靜。

聖經讓我明白得救不是靠自身修煉，而是靠基督的救贖，無人能夠憑行為自誇。就是因為世上沒有完美的人，世人就無需把個人修為的高低定位，因為永遠高處未算高。當我放下剛硬的心看清自己的罪，我喜見自己逐步放下了舊我，放下了盲目靠個人力量的一套自信，放下呈強的擔子。摒棄了成年人的外殼，讓我從孩提階段再生，而建立起對人對事的謙讓。越是懂得把自身的不足放大，把自滿縮小，我發覺自己更有勇氣包容憐惜人的軟弱。信仰令我的價值觀改變了很多。現在，我不會執著世界的眼光，更不時提醒自己不以自己的準則要求或論斷別人。就是因為信念明確，自己就更有能力去取捨和追求，尋到真正喜樂的根源，和那份靠個人力量無法相比的強大信心。

如果不是神的安排，很難想像在我尋找祂的道路上，能走得這般通暢無阻。回想這段路，其實神的使者早已陸續在我的生活裡出現，為我的信作預備，保守我的心直到受浸。隨著2010年浸禮的進行，我的舊我就如跟著基督死去般浸進水裡去。我從水裡起來那刻，我就如跟隨著基督復活，成為新造的人。哥林多後書5章17節記著說：「若有人在基督裡，他就是新造的人，舊事已過，都變成新的了。」

受浸後，相信神會藉著更多試煉，讓我學習信靠和順服祂，而得以在靈裡成長，以神喜悅的方式生活。今後，因著信，我已得著平安的心，欣然面對未來的考驗，走在光明與愛的道路中，盼望基督再來。我感謝神讓我看清自身的不足，給我謙卑的心去繼續尋求，好好愛神，愛人，愛自己。

2014年，是我踏進演藝界的第28個年頭。這些年來，與大家建立了的一份友誼，相信是我回顧演藝生涯裡得著最珍貴的禮物。過去，我接收了很多愛，今天我可以藉著同樣的藝人身份和崗位透過工作回報支持者，是我最大的福氣。感謝神讓我們相遇，以愛互動。2013的聖誕，無論您們身在高處或低處，願您們都能感受到祂給我們的愛，而得著那份平安與喜樂！

親愛的，聖誕快樂！God Bless！

Love
V :)

2013 Merry Christmas

Dear all

Christmas has a new meaning to me after I have become a Christian. The festival, no longer about Santa Claus, Christmas present or rave party – it is now a time to celebrate the love of Jesus Christ and the joy to the world. This day reminds me of the grace given by God, I feel so blessed that I am able to love and be loved. At this Christmas, when I am telling you how much I love and miss you, I would like to take this special opportunity to witness for Christ.

Honestly, I have trained myself to follow my own rules for more than 40 years. These principals are supposed to have deep-rooted in my mind. But I have changed, I am willing to let go my long-established self-belief and rebuild a new me. God’s power, far beyond our imagination, is truly amazing.

Prior to my believing in God, I regarded personal development as an ultimate goal in my life. I was always self-confident, regarding the dependence on others or relying on religion is a kind of weakness. You can imagine - it was reasonable that I didn’t understand and even look down on what is emphasized in the Bible – salvation only comes from faith in God. One day, my friends occasionally chatted with me about religion, I then realized that the other religions (other than Christianity) stress on the importance of self-development. But the standards set by them are almost impossible to accomplish. Then I thought more about it - if what the Bible tells us is true, I would consider myself not yet qualified to believe in God - because I have not obtained salvation from Jesus Christ, that means no matter how well I have developed myself, I am still a sinner, still not eligible to get into the gate of heaven.
But, how about the Bible is wrong? I won’t lose anything even if I decide to be a Christian – I am still the same person and my personal quality will not be affected. I decided to open my heart to learn about Christianity, to understand the faith emphasized in the Bible. My life has been changed since then.

I remember it was the 2009 Easter Service, the first time I went to church. I was extremely excited and I couldn’t sing the hymn at all with my trembling voice. But in my heart, I kept praying to God: “Father, I am home! I am home!”

In my early stage of becoming a Christian, I tried to minimize distractions from trivial issues and spare more room for myself to focus on seeking God’s mercy. But being a public figure, it is not easy to have a lot of privacy, I couldn’t do anything but only pray to God for help. For the whole year I felt very blessed by the Holy Spirit, everything relating to my seeking of God went on smoothly, such as going to church with my husband and gathering with fellow Christians for bible study groups. On the night when I made a commitment to follow Jesus, I decided to clear away everything at home that is in relationship to false idol worshipping. Then I prayed to God and confess my sins, and received salvation from Jesus Christ. Immediately, I felt so relaxed, peaceful and calm, I have never felt as easy.

The Bible teaches me a lesson – salvation comes from Jesus and not self-development, nobody can boast about themselves a well developed person. In fact, no one is perfect and there is no need to judge the level of self-development. After I have let go of my stubborn mind and seen my own sin, I am happy to see that I have gradually left my old self behind and no longer solely depend on my own confidence or strength. I don’t have to gear up and show my strong sides anymore, I am free from the hardship. Abandoning the adult self, I am reborn as a kid and I have more courage to accept the weakness of human. My value changes after I am in God - no longer persistent to man’s value. And I always remind myself not to judge others with my own criteria. Now I have a clear direction towards seeking God, I am more powerful to let go and seek for the ultimate source of joy, as well as the great faith which self-strength can never compare to.

I cannot imagine without God’s mercy, how can I walk so well on the path leading to Him? But when I look back, God’s messengers have gradually come into my life and prepared me for my change, as well as preserving my heart till my baptism. At my 2010 baptism ceremony, the ‘old me’ died, just like Jesus Christ immersed into water after his death. At the moment I was raised from water, I was reborn just as Jesus’ resurrection and became a new person. “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!” 2 Corinthians 5:17.

After my baptism, God allows trials and testings to help me grow deeper in my trust in Him. I learned to grow in the Holy Spirit, and to live my life in a way pleasing to God. I now have a peaceful mind and I am contented to face the coming challenges, walking on the path of light and love and wait for Jesus to come again. I am really thankful to God for guiding me and grant me a humble mind to seek for Him, to love God, love everyone and myself.

The coming year 2014 is my 28th year being an artist. I am very happy that we have built friendship and stayed close, this is the most treasured gift in my career. In the past I received a lot of love from you, today I am glad that I am able to return my love as an artist, this is a real blessing. Thank God for letting us gather together and interact with love. At 2013 Christmas, no matter you are struggling or enjoying life, I hope that you can feel the love, peace and joy from Him!

My dear, Merry Christmas! God Bless!

Love
V :)

Hello buttercups,

I'd like to think I fly quite often, especially long haul flights. In fact, I'm scheduled to fly quite a lot this year starting next week. I love traveling but I hate flying. The airplane is all sorts of evil for my skin and that's why I'm pretty high maintenance even if I'm 50,000 feet in the air. Today, I'm going to share my Airplane Beauty regimen with you guys. I'll cover everything from skincare to makeup to hair.

Inside the airplane, air is constantly recycled. It's germ filled and the humidity only hovers around 8% (our skin need 40% to be healthy). To prevent the airplane from sucking every drop of moisture out of your skin, it's very important you protect it by keeping it hydrated as much as possible. Don't be afraid to turn your flight journey into a beauty spa.

EDIT- Yes. This is how I always fly. Yes, I watched Michelle's flying video years ago and I always wanted to do one ever since. It's how I handle my skin, makeup and hair. I did not copy someone else's routine. I'm about to fly next week and I just wanted to share my traveling routine. How many ways is there to remove makeup and apply skincare? I'm not going to apologise for copying something I didn't do. Michelle did an airplane beauty video years ago. Many did so afterwards. Are they all copying? No! There's lots of smokey eye tutorials, are they all copying? No. I'm just working with my skin. Common sense. That is all =) Believe all you like. You can't take away my dignity & attitude.

EDIT 2- I appreciate everybody who is trying to stand up for me but please don't get involved with bickering. I realised proving yourself right has a price to pay. It's not worth the time & effort. I appreciate your support and that is enough already =)

I hope you guys enjoyed "flying with me". Hope this video was helpful.

Ps. Yes that is one new big zit scar on my chin =D

Check out this Airplane Beauty post on my additional essentials I always carry on board with me:
http://www.bubzbeauty.com/bubbi-likes/311-airplane-beauty.html

Check out how I styled my 'wavy hair' in detail from this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Js7bzNS470s


Music: Mighty to save instrumental by Hillsong United & Good Day instrumental by IU. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Latest Diary Entry. A Heart warming read. Love the girl in your mirror:
http://www.bubzbeauty.com/diary/310-love-the-girl-in-the-mirror.html

Much love, Bubz
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Hello Beautiful ^_^

What does Confidence mean to you? If you think about it, Confidence is important. You need confidence to do well in a work interview, you need confidence to meet new people, you need confidence to perform your highest potential in anything you do.

I get a lot of questions from you guys asking me how to 'Be confident'. Many of you girls (and guys) are self conscious on how you look, how well you perform in life and what other people think about you.

Are there quick methods to be confident? Yes, but they aren't permanent. You can give yourself a makeover, wear nice clothes and improve your posture. They will all help to make you FEEL confident but only to a certain extent.

Being Confident will take time because it just doesn't happen over night. Some think that in order to be confident, you must be successful in some type of field (appearance, career, education, talent etc) first. Is this really true? Nope. I don't think anybody can FULLY be confident in everything in life. This is because we are going to be in difficult situations throughout life. However, being able to overcome them is what strengthens us.

In this video, I talk about what I think a person needs to think, act and do in order to be confident.

Hope you guys will enjoy this video. I'm no professional speaker but I hope you guys will see me as a friend in what I have to say. I've always wanted you guys to see me as a friend/sister rather than 'Guru'. I love you guys and I want each and everyone of you to know that You Are Beautiful.

Thank you to Youtuber 'AceComposer' for the Dream High instrumental ^_^. You can check out the channel at: www.youtube.com/AceComposer

I want to thank Ann Graham Lotz, a lovely author for inspiring me with her beautiful words.

Until next time, stay well guys
Much love,
Bubz xx



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Hello friends!

This is my final vlog (part 3) of my week in LA. I hope you guys enjoyed the footage I captured in Cali.

I was eating unhealthy all week so I really needed that work out session. Cassey has helped me lose 4kg in total. You can check out her youtube channel at: http://www.youtube.com/blogilates She is a wonderful teacher and if possible, an even better friend. Miss you girly!

I seemed a little shakey near the end of my trip. I was just really exhausted and a little emotional. I wrote more about why in my diary post. Here is a diary entry of my time in LA along with pictures with fellow Youtube friends. You can check out the post here: http://www.bubzbeauty.com/diary/440-my-week-in-la.html

Check out the previous LA vlogs below:
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=341cK8kEYYI
Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=312LFKxfPEY

Home sweet home now. Back to ordinary vlogs from Hong Kong with Tim, Chubbi and Domo. Did you miss them? Chubbi got her operation today. I'm glad I made it back so I can be there for her when she wakes up. She's resting well guys. Thank you so much for your prayers! She had a luxating patella so she had to get surgery to correct it. She's going through a lot of pain at the moment but she will recover very soon because she's our little fighter ^_^

Update: Some of you have been saying "Bubz, it's only 8 days! Grow up. People go through worse scenarios". You know what? You're right. It was only 8 days but at the moment- I was just purely exhausted. I must've had about 1-2 hours sleep each day on average. Was I ungrateful about the opportunity? HECK NO! It's wonderful news. I can't help it that I cried from exhaustion. I was going through hormones & tiredness. It's a vlog for crying out loud. You seriously telling me whether I can cry or not in my vlog videos? Just because I was teary-eyed doesn't mean I am unappreciative guys... I may have been a bit of a drama queen but it was only because my hormones were on a roller coaster ride ='D I am VERY grateful for everything. I was glad to go home. I was glad to be there for Chubbi after her surgery. I don't regret not taking hi opportunity because I know I got bigger and better things in the future.

I strive to push myself but only if it's for something that I feel for do something for me. A lot of people would think "Omgness! OPPORTUNITIES WOHOO" but it doesn't mean it's something that will help everyone. Not every opportunity is for everybody. I'm in a time of my life there I want to do something that truly makes a difference. I don't want to life life just thinking about myself. I don't want to be on a big screen. I don't want to be "famous". I honestly truly just want to make a positive impact to the World. I know my next big thing will mean something to me. That's the difference. It's not that I was "scared". I knew it was a big thing but at the same time, it wasn't something I wanted to do. Do you understand? =)



Much love, Bubz, Tim, Chubbi & Domo xox