To people who are crossing over to the big three-O. Do u have this panic? Espesially when ure in ur thirtees starting to have the sense that ure becoming replaceable by people much more younger and talented than u are. Needless to say when youve been in bed for the past few months just because u did sth really idiotic like jumping into a river which didnt end up well, or in other words, which ended up like i did. Endless wondering, "WHY on earth did i jump?!" And the side affects that come along with being hosptilaized in a ward that probably hadnt been well sanitized. Along with ANOTHER bundle of side affects due to insufficient excersize which happened to happen to a person who couldnt be still for more than a minute. Disconnected, isolated..So u start to work hard ostensibly to stop ur head from spacing off, but deep down u know ur like a hamster on the wheels goin' round n round n round. AND u dont even have a job..hahahaha....or at least what most people would consider a job. So u might start to think less about urself, bcos the society judges u upon the namecard that u hold in ur wallet. Ironic, cos how such a thin piece of paper can be so valued upon. No achievement, no job, no money, no luck, nothing really! But wait, heres where it all reverses ground. U have a dream which is big. One people might not get but matters the most to u. U dont have a dazzling printed card with a huge company name inked on it to make u look good. But instead ur deeds and soul are what represents u the most. Ure likely in the lows, but that also means one thing, "at least it wont get any worse." Would it?? And ull know the people who are still stuck to u by now.. are true friends indeed. And one thing I know, and its probably the ONLY thing that i know.. is that God luvs u even when u look like @&^~()*# and at least He wont go away.
God bless all the people in their thirtees! Cheers!
dont dream its over 在 Crowded House - Don't Dream It's Over (Official Music Video) 的八卦
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