I’m writing this at almost 3 o’clock in the morning...Yes, I just came out from the bathroom. I vomited the whole contents of my stomach until I had nothing left to bring out. My whole body is weak. Got no energy left. Feel like there’s more but nothing is left for me to vomit it out. It’s all empty now.
I decided to shower in pursuit to freshen myself up a bit for bedtime. Yes, a shower in the middle of a winter night at 2 o’clock in the morning! But I’ve got no choice left. My whole body smelt of vomit. So I ran the shower over my head while sitting down in the corner of the bath. Felt like I should just sleep there while the hot water continue to run over my head.
Bless my husband who stood there every second waiting for me patiently while watching me with the sad look in his eyes. I know he is worried. As always he would whisper in my ears that he wishes that he could replace me and take my pain away. I tried my best to look super strong in front of him. As if he couldn’t read through me.
Came out of the bath, he wiped me dry. Ready with my nightdress. Brought me up to our room and blow dried my hair. He didn’t even forget the Argan oil - bless him! As soon as he was finished blow drying my hair, he said “Now you smell so nice”. As I lay down on the bed, he covered me with 2 layers of blankets to keep me warm through this cold winter night. And he straight away sat at the end of the bed and massaged my feet. I said “It’s ok, come and sleep. It’s late now. You must be tired”. But he refused. He massaged until he fell asleep...while sitting down - as always.
It’s been his routine for many years. I slowly call him to wake him up to come and sleep properly. He gets inside the blanket and automatically his hand reaches out to me and rubs my back. As always, he would say that he’s not tired but will continue to rub me until he falls asleep. And God forbid if I move even a bit in the middle of the night, his hand will automatically start to rub me again.
May The Almighty bless my husband and reward him with the most special place in Jannatul Firdaus cos he definitely deserves it...
And I’m beyond blessed,
Mrs Mom
#wisemomsays
#lifewithchronicillness
Written by Mrs Mom,
on 20th January 2021,
at 2.52am,
in Birmingham, 🇬🇧
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