My Dad is leaving the world
Yesterday, the doctor said that my dad's situation is not good. I may be leaving this few months. I actually feel a little sad for him, but I also feel happy for him. When he was sick, he looked very hard and painful. .
I thought of crying yesterday
That day when he was aware that he was still clear, we explained the misunderstanding. Happily, we talked a lot. After he still knew who I was, I knew he was actually a good dad, but he didn't study. How to be a good dad.
In this life, only this time will we be like a son and dad. I can have a good chat. In fact, I don't understand why other people's family can chat like friends.
And we have never sat down for 40 years and we have never sat down to talk about our inner
Maybe the time is not yet, and you may not feel what I'm talking about.....
I remember when I was a kid, I used to put the things that hurt my dad in my heart. I didn't feel that my dad loved me until he had cancer treatment until now, I saw my father who used to burst down, and I I feel a huge feeling of weakness in my heart.
I know that for him, the thing he cares about most in his life, he has nothing to do now. I learned from my dad that it doesn't matter how others look at you, even if you are not red, being used as direct sales and scams. The face is crooked, and mouth is leaning.
This is what other people think, it doesn't mean me
My dad lost his family for 40 years because he didn't want to face himself and did not admit his failure. What in his mind was "other people's opinions"
But until the last lesson of life came to an end, he said, " I do this to you, and I want you to take care of me, I am really happy that was the first time I saw my dad cry.
Everyone will go to the last day, "death" is not the most terrifying thing, but for the last 40 years, it has been living to satisfy others, kidnapped by their own faith and the values of society. I know what I'm writing is a very is story.
My emotions have been hard to touch until now I'm crying to finish this story.
Everyone around us will leave, along with you, no exception, but we don't know at what time and where this will happen.
Some knot is like a knot knot, as if you can't be open in this life. No matter who is misunderstood, even if others don't agree with you, you still have someone beside you.
"myself"
(I am also talking to myself)
My mom told me, " do you want to move home or not
At the moment I turned down, it took me a lot of time and spirit to build my current living environment. I can be self-sufficient and I can take care of my home with more energy.
However, for the past 40 years, I have never felt that you would want to be "responsible for your life". it looks like I'm a unworthy, I know I'm not, I don't care what others think.
You have no way to save people around you. They have to learn to grow up by themselves, whether it's dad, mom, husband, husband and wife, only we know to grow up...
... change the hardest habit to change "I'm responsible for my life"
Other people, they have their own homework, ask him to do his own homework. Do not have a chicken woman to help others write her homework. Your homework cannot be done every day. Do you still have the ability to help someone else write it?
Life will always encounter different homework, some of you will solve the problem. Some you have never thought why this topic will happen to you, don't escape, face him.
Growing up is not a noun, it is a verb, the process hurts, but brings the most valuable gifts.
"real you"
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