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不管发生什么，无论昨天看上去是多么的糟糕。
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Here comes the end of 2017 and my 5 years journey with my ex-boyfriend.
It took me almost a year to finish this video, I edited this video with a truly heavy heart. There was so much emotional attachment and we weren't happy at all during this amazing trip to New Zealand. We ticked off 3 items on our bucket list with empty and broken hearts.
Never have we ever thought that this day would come. We had been thinking and planning our lives and we had always thought that we would be together forever. Unfortunately, things changed and so have we. As we grow over the years, we realized that both of us wanted different things and ultimately aimed to pursue different paths for our lives.
For 5 years, we laughed and cried together, we fought and shouted at each other, we broke up many times… but the love between us remained strong and unyielding. It kept putting us back together again and again up till a point that we both took it for granted. We started to have so much expectations and have lost respect for each other. Although it might look okay from the outside, but there were many difficult years for us. We tried so hard to fix it, to hold our hands together even though deep down we knew that it might not work. Maybe sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.
And I’ve been telling myself that sometimes, in a relationship, you have to break free from your bond and end it all. You need to muster all the courage within yourself to sever the ties because you don’t want to lose respect for your love. Letting go is hard but holding on to something that has no future is even worse. You have to give up on your love when you realized that you have to live for yourself and your self-respect and not to continue living a shattered life. All you need to do is find yourself and be brave to let go of things that no longer belong to you.
Now, I'm finally getting over it. I enjoyed a lot on the 26th year of my life and I am liking the me now. I’ve found my clarity. It's time to complete all the big and little things I want to do in my life and to improve and achieve a better version of myself. And of course, to continue to love, with all my heart, as I will never stop finding THAT special someone that can make my heart skips a beat again! —
这就是我们最后一个2017的旅行，也是我和我五年感情的男朋友最后一次的旅行。
我用了将近一年的时间才完成了这个视频，在编辑剪接这段视频当时，我的心情是多么的沉重。在这次纽西兰之旅中，外表看来是多么好玩有趣呀，可是因为种种情感的问题，我们一点也不高兴，即使我们一起完成了3个我们说好要一起完成的人生挑战项目。
从来没有想过这一天会到来，我们一直在规划我们的以后的生活，一直认为我们将会结婚，会永远在一起。不幸的是，事情没有早前想象的那么顺利，我们发生了许多爱情路上的变化，随着多年来的成长，渐渐的我们意识到我们要的东西不同了，在生活我们也开始寻求不同的道路，渐渐的，我们都对对方腻了。
5年以来，我们一起笑过，一起哭过，我们经常互相争吵，多次分手......但因为我们之间的爱仍然坚强而不屈。它让我们一起又一次的在回一起，直到一点我们开始把它视为这都是理所当然的。因为大家都觉得对方有愧于自己，开始对对方有着越来越多的期望和要求，并且彼此失去了尊重。虽然外面看起来我们是好好的，但事实上，我们不断的经历了很多艰难的岁月。我们一直不断努力的不松开双手，牢牢的一起度过所有的难关，即使在内心深处知道是不可能的，我们仍然要在一起。此刻，心里浮现了一句话就是，也许有时你的心需要更多的时间来接受你的头脑里原本就已经知道的事实。
我一直在告诉自己，也许，在一段感情中，你真的必须摆脱束缚，为自己做一次坏人，终结这一切。你需要所有勇气来切断这在伤害着大家的爱情，不要失去对你的爱的尊重和爱对你的尊重，就算走也要走得有尊严。放手也许很艰难，但坚持没有前途的事情更糟糕。你必须为自己和你的生活而生后，不是继续为已过了期限的爱情而生活，当爱缘分尽了，誓不放手走下去也没有意义，当该放手时就该放了。现在唯一可以做的就是找回自己，勇敢地放弃不再属于你的东西。
一段时间过去了，我终于好一点了。在人生中里的第26年，自己一个人度过了许多时间，我不寂寞反而更了解自己了。我很喜欢现在的我，我清晰了我所要的东西，我变得更独立。现在是时候去完成我想要完成所有的大事和小事，并改进和努力实现一个更好的自己。当然，爱是一个多么美丽的东西，就算过了多少次的心碎，我还是一样会敢敢地继续爱，哪怕心是多么的痛过，我也不会停止找一个对我真诚的心，让我的心一辈子蠢蠢欲动的爱情！
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