好久沒有為了消磨時間而走進咖啡廳
When was the last time I went to a coffee shop just to pass time? A century ago?
Translation: @berbermnm
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PS. 我這樣躺已經很克制了 超想在沙發上躺平睡覺~~~I exerted great self control to lie on the sofa like this instead of going full flat and doze off
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兩個行程之間若有空檔
走進咖啡店好像很時尚很悠然？
坐在路邊好像就顯得落魄可憐？
其實是一樣的吧
都是暫棲的過客 無家的旅人
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上一次是多年前
兩堂家教課中間的空檔
到咖啡店點杯熱可可 一塊起司蛋糕 配期末筆記
一種優越感莫名而生
就像電影裡優秀的經理或時髦的上班族
我還告訴自己：以後要常常這樣
每次賺到的學費可以撥一些來犒賞自己
好好享受電影明星的享受
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下一次已是今天了
後來我發現那其實並不適合我
除了蛋糕飲料是我想戒掉的飲食習慣
那對學生身份的我而言是奢華小確幸
對已有其他追求的現在的我也已不具吸引力
反而是一種失去歸屬感的提醒
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一個疲憊又飢餓的午後
走進氣氛輕鬆的咖啡店
客人不多 很安靜 我也有很多座位選擇
點了洋菇帕尼尼和水果鬆餅果腹
點了一壺洋甘菊薄荷茶應付店內低消
在心裡點燃惆悵的菸
在手機上輸入一行行感觸
希望這會是本對讀者有意義的書
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It’s chic and leisure to go into a coffee shop in between while sitting on the roadside feels lame
They’re indeed the same. Same passerby without a place to stay
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I felt superior last time having a cup of hot coco and a piece of cheese cake at a coffee shop few years ago in between two tutoring lessons.
I felt like the impeccable manager or an office worker in movies
I made a mental note to do this more often at that time
I would love to spend a portion of the tuition I earned to relive this movie-like experience
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But I have never done that again till today
I realized it is not me after all
Cakes and drinks are two things I want to get rid of
The bubble moments once meant so much to me worth nothing now that I have other things to pursue
It simply reminded me of the loss of sense of belonging
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Walking into a leisurely coffee shop in a tired and hungry afternoon
There were lots of seats to choose from as it was quiet and with only a handful customers
I ordered a mushroom panini and fruit waffle for my growling stomach and a pot of camomile mint tea to reach the minimum spending set by the shop
Lighting a cigarette in my heart, pouring my feelings into words on my phone
I hope this would be a meaningful collection of essays for my readers
