I know you guys like my cute socks.
This was taken in our new office! Never have I thought that I would go back to working in an office again. But here's a long ass essay to make up for missing last week haaaaa
Back when I resigned from my last job to pursue streaming, I felt great. No more clocking in everyday, going through stupid ass jams, and leaving late. (Cause I used to stream after Im done with work in the office, sometimes I still continue working after stream ends)
Then after roughly 2 years ish of so called "freedom", it started to feel like I'm working 24/7. Everyday I wake up, I sit infront of my monitor until the day ends. There was no separation between work and rest.
I question my productivity, I keep asking myself why am I not doing enough or why did I do more back then than now. It was so damaging I would sometimes just break down.
Fast forward to the last year, starting this new journey with my team. It was hectic af not gonna lie, and I feel like I don't sleep or rest at all. Cause my resting place IS my work place and I'll be rooted on my chair the whole day and I still feel like work isn't done.
And now after a year of hard work and alot of crying, seeing how everyone's hard work paid off, and how we finally have an office feels pretty damn good.
I felt that I'm back on track alittle. I can start doing more things like how I used to. And most importantly, and I cannot stress this enough that having the presence of the team physically really boosted my morale alot. Comms were much faster and no more misreading emotions or feelings in text. Texting is so fkn tiring sometimes but I'll talk about that another time.
The line between work and rest is finally drawn. I could come home and abit of me time.
TLDR, Working from home ain't for me. I thought it was a good idea but nah man. Plus my new office is comfy xd
That's all from me for today. Enjoy your weekends guys 💕 Remember to stay safe and wash yer damn hands. And take care of your mental health.
