Do I feel guilty having to leave this guy for 2 whole weeks? Yes, of course I do. Every inch of my body wants to stay close to him but it must be done. The whole reason I am going back is so we can all move back together as a family to the Uk for December. I have to personally be back to legally sign a lot of stuff. We are doing this so Isaac will have a better life in the UK. I would love to bring Isaac back with me but as a family decided it will probably be too much for him to deal with time differences to adjust to uk, then Hk and then uk again especially when we are flying back together as a family a month afterwards. It's too much to deal with within a short period of time. We made this decision that this is the best way. It's not ideal but only way I can get everything done as soon as possible. I believe Isaac will be fine with his daddy and grandparents. Yes, he will miss me but in long term, it's all worth it. I don't think he will be "traumatised". I know he will be jolly as always. I'm not going away for holiday. I'm going to prepare our life as family and believe me, I tried to make the trip as short as possible. Guess what? Moving across the world isn't something you do overnight. It requires planning and effort. Please have faith in me as a mother. I am doing the best for my family already...
