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Somebody had too much coffee--and for once it wasn't me!

By now, you have probably heard about my father’s red box. Minister Heng Swee Keat posted about it last week. The red box was a fixture of my father’s work routine. It is now on display at the National Museum of Singapore in his memorial exhibition.

Some of my father’s other personal items are there too. His barrister’s wig (of horsehair) from when he was admitted to the Bar. And a Rolex Oyster Perpetual watch given to him by the Singapore Union of Postal and Telecommunications Workers after he represented them in the famous postmen’s strike in 1952.

I enjoyed my visit to the exhibition a few days ago. Was happy to hear that many of you went yesterday. The exhibition will be on until 26 April. – LHL

MR LEE'S RED BOX

Mr Lee Kuan Yew had a red box. When I worked as Mr Lee’s Principal Private Secretary, or PPS, a good part of my daily life revolved around the red box. Before Mr Lee came in to work each day, the locked red box would arrive first, at about 9 am.

As far as the various officers who have worked with Mr Lee can remember, he had it for many, many years. It is a large, boxy briefcase, about fourteen centimetres wide. Red boxes came from the British government, whose Ministers used them for transporting documents between government offices. Our early Ministers had red boxes, but Mr Lee is the only one I know who used his consistently through the years. When I started working for Mr Lee in 1997, it was the first time I saw a red box in use. It is called the red box but is more a deep wine colour, like the seats in the chamber in Parliament House.

This red box held what Mr Lee was working on at any one time. Through the years, it held his papers, speech drafts, letters, readings, and a whole range of questions, reflections, and observations. For example, in the years that Mr Lee was working on his memoirs, the red box carried the multiple early drafts back and forth between his home and the office, scribbled over with his and Mrs Lee’s notes.

For a long time, other regular items in Mr Lee’s red box were the cassette tapes that held his dictated instructions and thoughts for later transcription. Some years back, he changed to using a digital recorder.

The red box carried a wide range of items. It could be communications with foreign leaders, observations about the financial crisis, instructions for the Istana grounds staff, or even questions about some trees he had seen on the expressway. Mr Lee was well-known for keeping extremely alert to everything he saw and heard around him – when he noticed something wrong, like an ailing raintree, a note in the red box would follow.

We could never anticipate what Mr Lee would raise – it could be anything that was happening in Singapore or the world. But we could be sure of this: it would always be about how events could affect Singapore and Singaporeans, and how we had to stay a step ahead. Inside the red box was always something about how we could create a better life for all.

We would get to work right away. Mr Lee’s secretaries would transcribe his dictated notes, while I followed up on instructions that required coordination across multiple government agencies. Our aim was to do as much as we could by the time Mr Lee came into the office later.

While we did this, Mr Lee would be working from home. For example, during the time that I worked with him (1997-2000), the Asian Financial Crisis ravaged many economies in our region and unleashed political changes. It was a tense period as no one could tell how events would unfold. Often, I would get a call from him to check certain facts or arrange meetings with financial experts.

In the years that I worked for him, Mr Lee’s daily breakfast was a bowl of dou hua (soft bean curd), with no syrup. It was picked up and brought home in a tiffin carrier every morning, from a food centre near Mr Lee’s home. He washed it down with room-temperature water. Mr Lee did not take coffee or tea at breakfast.

When Mr Lee came into the office, the work that had come earlier in the red box would be ready for his review, and he would have a further set of instructions for our action.

From that point on, the work day would run its normal course. Mr Lee read the documents and papers, cleared his emails, and received official calls by visitors. I was privileged to sit in for every meeting he conducted. He would later ask me what I thought of the meetings – it made me very attentive to every word that was said, and I learnt much from Mr Lee.

Evening was Mr Lee’s exercise time. Mr Lee has described his extensive and disciplined exercise regime elsewhere. It included the treadmill, rowing, swimming and walking – with his ears peeled to the evening news or his Mandarin practice tapes. He would sometimes take phone calls while exercising.

He was in his 70s then. In more recent years, being less stable on his feet, Mr Lee had a simpler exercise regime. But he continued to exercise. Since retiring from the Minister Mentor position in 2011, Mr Lee was more relaxed during his exercises. Instead of listening intently to the news or taking phone calls, he shared his personal stories and joked with his staff.

While Mr Lee exercised, those of us in the office would use that time to focus once again on the red box, to get ready all the day’s work for Mr Lee to take home with him in the evening. Based on the day’s events and instructions, I tried to get ready the materials that Mr Lee might need. It sometimes took longer than I expected, and occasionally, I had to ask the security officer to come back for the red box later.

While Mrs Lee was still alive, she used to drop by the Istana at the end of the day, in order to catch a few minutes together with Mr Lee, just to sit and look at the Istana trees that they both loved. They chatted about what many other old couples would talk about. They discussed what they should have for dinner, or how their grandchildren were doing.

Then back home went Mr Lee, Mrs Lee and the red box. After dinner, Mr and Mrs Lee liked to take a long stroll. In his days as Prime Minister, while Mrs Lee strolled, Mr Lee liked to ride a bicycle. It was, in the words of those who saw it, “one of those old man bicycles”. None of us who have worked at the Istana can remember him ever changing his bicycle. He did not use it in his later years, as he became frail, but I believe the “old man bicycle” is still around somewhere.

After his dinner and evening stroll, Mr Lee would get back to his work. That was when he opened the red box and worked his way through what we had put into it in the office.

Mr Lee’s study is converted out of his son’s old bedroom. His work table is a simple, old wooden table with a piece of clear glass placed over it. Slipped under the glass are family memorabilia, including a picture of our current PM from his National Service days. When Mrs Lee was around, she stayed up reading while Mr Lee worked. They liked to put on classical music while they stayed up.

In his days as PM, Mr Lee’s average bedtime was three-thirty in the morning. As Senior Minister and Minister Mentor, he went to sleep after two in the morning. If he had to travel for an official visit the next day, he might go to bed at one or two in the morning.

Deep into the night, while the rest of Singapore slept, it was common for Mr Lee to be in full work mode.

Before he went to bed, Mr Lee would put everything he had completed back in the red box, with clear pointers on what he wished for us to do in the office. The last thing he did each day was to place the red box outside his study room. The next morning, the duty security team picked up the red box, brought it to us waiting in the office, and a new day would begin.

Let me share two other stories involving the red box.

In 1996, Mr Lee underwent balloon angioplasty to insert a stent. It was his second heart operation in two months, after an earlier operation to widen a coronary artery did not work. After the operation, he was put in the Intensive Care Unit for observation. When he regained consciousness and could sit up in bed, he asked for his security team. The security officer hurried into the room to find out what was needed. Mr Lee asked, “Can you pass me the red box?”

Even at that point, Mr Lee’s first thought was to continue working. The security officer rushed the red box in, and Mr Lee asked to be left to his work. The nurses told the security team that other patients of his age, in Mr Lee’s condition, would just rest. Mr Lee was 72 at the time.

In 2010, Mr Lee was hospitalised again, this time for a chest infection. While he was in the hospital, Mrs Lee passed away. Mr Lee has spoken about his grief at Mrs Lee’s passing. As soon as he could, he left the hospital to attend the wake at Sri Temasek.

At the end of the night, he was under doctor’s orders to return to the hospital. But he asked his security team if they could take him to the Singapore River instead. It was late in the night, and Mr Lee was in mourning. His security team hastened to give a bereaved husband a quiet moment to himself.

As Mr Lee walked slowly along the bank of the Singapore River, the way he and Mrs Lee sometimes did when she was still alive, he paused. He beckoned a security officer over. Then he pointed out some trash floating on the river, and asked, “Can you take a photo of that? I’ll tell my PPS what to do about it tomorrow.” Photo taken, he returned to the hospital.

I was no longer Mr Lee’s PPS at the time. I had moved on to the Monetary Authority of Singapore, to continue with the work to strengthen our financial regulatory system that Mr Lee had started in the late 1990s. But I can guess that Mr Lee probably had some feedback on keeping the Singapore River clean. I can also guess that the picture and the instructions were ferried in Mr Lee’s red box the next morning to the office. Even as Mr Lee lay in the hospital. Even as Mrs Lee lay in state.

The security officers with Mr Lee were deeply touched. When I heard about these moments, I was also moved.

I have taken some time to describe Mr Lee’s red box. The reason is that, for me, it symbolises Mr Lee’s unwavering dedication to Singapore so well. The diverse contents it held tell us much about the breadth of Mr Lee’s concerns – from the very big to the very small; the daily routine of the red box tells us how Mr Lee’s life revolved around making Singapore better, in ways big and small.

By the time I served Mr Lee, he was the Senior Minister. Yet he continued to devote all his time to thinking about the future of Singapore. I could only imagine what he was like as Prime Minister. In policy and strategy terms, he was always driving himself, me, and all our colleagues to think about what each trend and development meant for Singapore, and how we should respond to it in order to secure Singapore’s wellbeing and success.

As his PPS, I saw the punishing pace of work that Mr Lee set himself. I had a boss whose every thought and every action was for Singapore.

But it takes private moments like these to bring home just how entirely Mr Lee devoted his life to Singapore.

In fact, I think the best description comes from the security officer who was with Mr Lee both of those times. He was on Mr Lee’s team for almost 30 years. He said of Mr Lee: “Mr Lee is always country, country, country. And country.”

This year, Singapore turns 50. Mr Lee would have turned 92 this September. Mr Lee entered the hospital on 5 February 2015. He continued to use his red box every day until 4 February 2015.

(Photo: MCI)

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1. ถ้าพยายาม เราอาจเป็นอะไรได้หลายๆ อย่าง แต่เราไม่ต้องเป็นทุกอย่างก็ได้ เป็นในสิ่งที่ทำแล้วมีความสุข
2. ทำสิ่งที่มีความสุขให้สุดฝีมือ จะมีคนได้รับความสุขจากสิ่งที่เราทำ สิ่งนั้นอาจเป็นอาหารอร่อย ดนตรีเพราะๆ รูปถ่ายสวยๆ หรือการงานทุกชนิด
3. ความรักในการงานเกิดจากความทุ่มเทใส่ใจลงไปในนั้น หากไม่ทุ่มเทก็ยากที่จะรักงานนั้น...
Continue ReadingSome short lessons from forty years of life.
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1. If you try, we can be many things, but we don't have to be everything. Be what we do and be happy.
2. Make the best of the best. Someone will be happy by what we do. It may be delicious food, beautiful music, beautiful photos or all kinds of work.
3. Love in work is caused by devotion. If it is not dedicated, it's hard to love that job.
4. Some people love the job, so they are dedicated. Some people are dedicated, so they love anything. But the complete cycle must have these two things.
5. If you don't like anything, don't waste your time complaining. Fix it to be what you like. If you can't solve it, run away. Take time to spend
6. Separate what is worth wasting time. When separated and put your hands on the lost.
Haha. Don't go into the battleground of emotions. Someone gives a sword. Just smile and don't accept that sword.
8. Delicious food. Good for tongue. Food is not good for our heart. We don't eat every meal. The taste of life is a delicious meal. The reward. Bad meal is training.
9. Separate sincere people with unsincere people to prevent their disappointments.
10. sweet words are often not true, but I taste it because I want it to be true as they say.

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Haha. Look at the mirror often, not for grooming. Remove marks, but to see your own marks clearly and don't look at yourself. That's just imagination.
Haha. Don't be so smart that you are not happy.
13. meatballs that you like. You should eat one when you are hungry. And if you want to keep it at the end, you can keep it all. If you won't have a favorite.
Haha. Don't be too big about everything. The best diet is to eat some snacks. Training yourself. The important thing is the day that I give up for yourself.
15. If doing something has a hundred points to reach eighty, you should be happy. Then the strength to do something else or be happy with not doing anything.
16. factories that don't have a flower garden. It's dry.
17. Coffee and Cookies. Turn your office into a more pleasant room.
18. Soft chairs. Lay back to read books. It's an investment that doesn't regret money.
19. as well with a good bed. It's expensive but I use it for another twenty years. I have power to sleep
20. Sleep when it's time to sleep in order to be alive.

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21. Traveling should read the story of that place, history, faith, lifestyle will wake up the remains and brick into wisdom.
22. Take a long time with what you like or care about. It will give us some value. People too.
23. Many times. Good wisdom is caused by little ones, not the one who wrap himself with knowledge in the book and the face.
Haha. Don't be quick to believe those who read it, but haven't passed the experience.
Lol allow yourself to be lazy some days
26. Explore yourself. If you suffer, one day, it means that you want to start beyond the ability.
27. We don't want everything to be happy. We want happiness to be happy and happiness happens when there is only something.
28. Practice to accept things that are not like every day. This is the way of peace in the heart.
Haha. Whatever is old, I have changed. If you don't have anything. I have a lot of things
30. of the show is too much. It will become trash.

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31. There should be items to use, not for show. You should be a life that you have used, not to
32. Intelligence is useful when making others better or happier lives.
33. Intelligence that brings suffering is one kind of stupidity.
34. Reduce criticism, make change.
35. Collaborate with people who think differently can often create new things.
Haha. We may be wrong -- always keep this in my heart.
37. in the sun. Apply sunglasses and sunglasses.
38. socks that you should leave.
39. Buy good shoes because it will make you look better.
40. Good stuff is not at the price, but it's up to the choice.

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41. When parents are old, you can give up to them. Even if they understand that the world is flat, they can give up if they make
Haha. Smile. Our smile is the happiness of those who love me. They want to see me happy.
Haha. Don't be too much. Life will have less.
44. Read a good book for at least a month.
Haha. Laughing with friends once a month. More than that's better.
46. Take yourself out of a safe space to grow and back to hug for a break.
Haha. Run and go out to the sun. Don't live like the world is the air conditioning room.
Haha. Smile for myself and the barber. When I cut off.
Haha. Yes, I smile for my own heart in everything.
Haha. Tell yourself that I am not a god. I can be wrong. I can be stupid. Others can forgive yourself. Always forgive others. No one wants to be stupid. Want to be bad. Love and forgiveness is necessary forTranslated

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In this video im going to show you how to do the cute ullzang style! Basically ulzzang is a korean word that means best face. It already got popular in western countries too!! It consists of big eyes, small face, nose and mouth. Everybody can look ullzang with the right makeup! And with the time you will know the makeup that makes out the best of your face!
In this tutorial im going to show you how to achieve big eyes, a smaller face, nose and mouth, so its easy to look like a cute ullzang!

LET'S START!!

First of all, put on your circle lenses and then apply foundation!! Now, we can shade our face, to make it look smaller. For shading your face, you will need a brush, and a powder that is 3 skin tones darker than your skin.

Put the powder on your brush, and blend it with light up and down movements on your cheeks .
Get a smaller brush and repart the shading powder lighly on the sides of your nose.
Then blur the shadow upwards, just like this.
Brush the shading powder allong your jaw, and apply some on the tip of your chin. I warn you, dont use too much powder, or it will look like a beard!

Now, my right eye has got makeup on, but my left eye not. Can you see the difference?
To let your eyes appear bigger、we are going to do the following eye makeup:
Put a light milk-coffee coloured eyeshadow on your brush, and apply it from your lid to your upper crease.

Then get a darker, somewhat milk-chocolate like colour, and apply it on your eyelid.
Now we are going to choose an even darker brown colour. But this time, put the colour only on the tip of your brush and apply it on your crease.

Put a hot pink colour on your brush, and apply on the outer V of your eye.

With a light pink eyeshadow, we are going to soften the eye-makeup by dabbing it lightly on theeyelid, but without smearing anything.
With the same pink eyeshadow, highlight the lower outer lash and the outer corner.

Get a black eyeliner and line one third of your lash line. Also line your upper lash line.
Then, draw both lines to the border of your orbita and connect. Fill out the gap between your outer corner and the border of your orbita.

With a white eyeliner, we are going to line our waterline by creating the illusion of expanding the white area of your eye. Still using the white eyeliner, connect the inner corner with the inner lash line.

Apply mascara! We all know, that mascara darkens, thickens and lengthens your eyelashes. But that's not enough. To make your eyes stand out more, I highly recommend wearing fake lashes!
Use a special glue for fake lashes!
Apply some glue on the eyelash band, and wait a few seconds so it can become sticky.
Set the lashes to the middle of your lashline and adjust it to to the curvature of your eye.
Apply mascara over the fake lashes, to make them even longer and thicker.

See how much bigger the eyes are now?


Apply a light pink blush on your cheeks.
And a hot pink blush on your cheekbones!

First, apply a lipbalm.
Then, apply concealer on your lips.
Next comes foundation.

With a pink lip liner, line your lips!
Apply lipstick which is around 2 colour tones lighter than the lip liner.

Over the lipstick, apply lipgloss. The lipgloss should have a similar colour to the lipstick, or transparent.

I think that dark hair suits ulzzang style the best. Because Ive got fair hair, im going to wear a wig! The wig im going to wear has got layer and bangs. To wear a wig just style your hair in to a ponytail, then flip the ponytail over your head and put on a wig cap.

Im wearing a black bob wig! It's a popular ullzang hairstlye.
And here, im wearing a brown layered wig with bangs! Ullzang hair is simple to do. And you DONT have to got dark hair to imitate this style. Fair hair is recently popular too! If you are not sure about how to style your hair, do braids!! They always looks sweet!

Thank you for watching this video, and I wish you lot of fun while trying out this style! See you!

Autumn has come, and it's cool and comfortable outside, I made gateau au chocolat with viennois for this season.
It's thick and moist chocolate cake with a lot of chocolate and cocoa.
If the surface is cracked, it means the cake doesn't have flour-like taste and extra air, so it's good!
Of course it's nice to have it with sugarless coffee, but it also matches with green tea!
秋になり、過ごしやすい気温になってきたので、別立てのガトーショコラを焼きました。
チョコとココアたっぷりの濃厚でしっとりしたチョコケーキです。
ケーキの表面が割れたら、粉っぽさや余分な空気が抜けておいしくできた証拠!
お砂糖なしのコーヒーと一緒に頂くのもいいですが、緑茶もとても合うのでぜひお試しください!

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【Ingredients】15cm (6inch) round cake pan
150g(5.6oz)Sweet chocolate
40g(1.4oz)butter
2 egg yolk
40g(1.4oz)Granulated sugar
40g(1.4oz)double cream (warmed)
15g(0.5oz)Cake flour
30g(1oz)cocoa powder
1tsp Black cocoa powder
(If you don't have black cocoa powder, use 35g of cocoa powder instead)
*use sugarless cocoa powder

2 egg white
50g(1.8oz)Granulated sugar
*non melting powdered sugar

【Directions】
①Put chocolate and butter in a bowl, melt it in the microwave (600W 40sec) or at a double-boiler.
②Separate the eggs into egg white and yolk, cool the egg white in the freezer for about 10 mins.
③Add sugar to the egg yolk, and mix well until it's white.
Then add chocolate ① and mix well.
④Add warmed fresh cream to ③ and mix well.
⑤Add shifted cake flour, cocoa powder, and black cocoa powder to ④ and mix.
⑥Add sugar to the egg white some by some (for 3 times) and make meringue.
(The meringue shouldn't fall when you face down the bowl and should have a tip.)
⑦Add the meringue some by some for 3 times, then mix until it has a luster.
⑧Pour the mixture into the pan, bake it in the preheated oven (180°C) for 30 mins. (don't bake too much)
⑨Remove the cake from the pan while it's hot, then cool it on a cake cooler.
⑩When it's totally cool, sprinkle powdered sugar on top if you like.
*When it becomes cool, it becomes smaller.
*It's best to eat on the next day or a couple of days later.
When you preserve it, wrap and put it in the fridge, but eat it at room temperature.
【材料】15cm　丸型
スィートチョコレート　150ｇ
(お好みでブラックチョコ又は、ブラックとスィート半分ずつでもok)
無塩バター　40g
卵黄　2個分
グラニュー糖　40g
生クリーム　40g
(生クリームは湯煎で温めておく)
ココアパウダー　35g
(あればこの内の5gをブラックココアパウダーにする)
薄力粉　15g

卵白　2個分
グラニュー糖　50g

*お好みで粉糖（溶けないタイプ）
*卵はLサイズを使って下さい。

【作り方】
①ボウルにチョコレートとバターを入れて、電子レンジ（600w40秒）か湯煎にかけて溶かす。
②卵は卵白と卵黄に分けて、卵白は冷凍庫に10分ほど入れて冷やしておく。
③卵黄に砂糖を加えて、白っぽくなるまで、しっかりと混ぜる。
ここに、①のチョコレートを加えてよく混ぜる。
④③に温めた生クリームを加えてよく混ぜる。
⑤④にふるった薄力粉、ココアパウダー、ブラックココアパウダーを加えて混ぜる。
⑥卵白に三回に分けて砂糖を加えて、メレンゲを立てる。
(ボウルを逆さまにしても落ちない、ツノが立ったメレンゲがよい)
⑦メレンゲを⑤に三回に分けて加えて、生地にツヤが出るまで混ぜる。
⑧型に生地を流し、180℃に温めたオーブンで30分焼く。
(焼き過ぎないこと)
⑨熱い内に型から出して、ケーキクーラーの上で冷ます。
⑩完全に冷めたら、お好みで上に粉糖を振る。

*冷めると生地はしぼみます。
*翌日から2～3日が食べごろです。
保存はラップに包んで、冷蔵庫へ。
食べるときは室温で冷たくないものをどうぞ。
*生クリームは牛乳に置き換えないでください。成分が異なります。

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Lyrics:

Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her