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お久しぶりです。
仮面女子の猪狩ともかです。

この度は沢山の方々にご心配をお掛けしてしまい、大変申し訳ありません。
私は4/11(水)に強風で倒れた看板の下敷きになってしまうという事故に遭いました。


その日は強風でした。ニュースになるくらい日本の各地でとても強い風が吹いていたそうです。
私はいつものように歩道を歩いていました。

突然強い風が吹き、建物の大きな看板が倒れてくるのがわかりました。
看板があまりに大きすぎてとっさに避けることはできませんでした。

気付けば看板の下敷きになっていました。
出せる精一杯の声を振り絞って「助けて…！」と口にしました。
その時はとにかく苦しく、早く楽になりたいという思いでした。


それからすぐのことだったと思います。
通行人の方が看板を持ち上げてくださって、救急車に運ばれました。

後から聞いたお話では、看板は建物の敷地を飛び越え歩道全体に覆いかぶさっていた状況だったそうです。


それから緊急手術を受け、ICU(集中治療室)に入院しました。
その後、HCU(高度治療室)を経て現在は一般病棟に入院中です。


主に負った怪我は、

・瞼裂傷
・頭部挫創
・骨折(脚、肋骨、胸椎、腰椎)

そして、

・脊髄損傷
その影響で両下肢麻痺。


私は歩くことはもちろん、自分の力で脚を動かすことすらできなくなってしまいました。



治る可能性は極めて低く、
今後、車椅子での生活を余儀なくされました。



体調・怪我は徐々に良くなり、今は自立した車椅子生活を送れるよう毎日リハビリに励んでいます。
退院は今から約3ヶ月後の予定です。



ずっと心配してくださっている皆さんにまずは早く「私、大丈夫だよ！」って言いたくてもどかしい日々が続きました。
でも私自身、状況を把握・受け入れるのに相当な時間が掛かりました。

なんて伝えたらいいんだろう？

私も時間をかけて受け入れたのに、いきなり【脊髄損傷】という事実を文字にして伝えたとき、応援してくださっている皆さんに更に悲しい思いをさせてしまうんじゃないか…。

自分自身が受け入れることに時間がかかったこと、ファンの皆さんに何とお伝えしたらいいか分からなかったこと、そんなことを考えていると、なかなか文章にまとめることができず、ご報告が遅くなってしまいました。
ごめんなさい。


きっと私自身、これから両下肢麻痺と付き合っていく生活について、知らないことがまだ沢山あると思います。


主治医から私への説明は、

「脚の感覚が戻るのには個人差があるので何とも言えません。とにかくリハビリを頑張ってね。」
とのことでした。


脊髄損傷について無知な私は、

「数ヶ月で治るのかな？」
「復帰のステージは笑顔でファンの皆さんに会いたい！」
「また始球式をやらせて頂ける機会があったら次こそノーバウンドで！」
なんて、ベッドの上で考えていました。


私には【脚が動かない】という未来が見えていなかったんです。


手術から数日後、父と姉と話しました。

姉「治ったら一緒にメットライフドーム行こうね！」
父「お父さんは甲子園も一緒に行きたいな。」

私「また始球式があるとしたらそれまでに治るかな！？」
父「車椅子でも投げられるんじゃないかな？」
私「えー、嫌だよ。治して投げる！」
父「…まぁ今はリハビリを頑張ろう。」



精神科医とも色々お話をしました。
突然 脊髄損傷で脚が動かなくなった患者に対しては、主治医と共に精神科医もつくそうです。

きっと家族や事務所、病院の先生方は私がショックを受けないように細心の注意を払ってくれていたと思います。
周りの反応や発言でだんだんと自分が思っているのと違うと感じたのは、HCUに移ってからのことでした。


その日は母と兄が面会時に来ていました。
本当のことを知ったら私は深くショックを受けるかもしれない。
でも覚悟を決めて質問をしました。

私「脚は治らない可能性の方が高いの？」
母「……うん。」
私「私に隠してた？」
兄「今はまず生きていく為に体調を戻さないとだから。」
私「そっか。」
母「でも先生はリハビリを頑張れば奇跡的に脚が動くこともあるって言ってたよ。それを信じて頑張ろう。」



私は歌も踊りも特別上手くはないけど、ステージに立ってライブをして楽しんでくださる皆さんの笑顔を見ると、またそれで自分が笑顔になって…

ファンの皆さんのおかげで“アイドルの猪狩ともか”でいることができる。
そんな時間が大好きです。

だからもちろん
【ステージ復帰】を目指していました。


でもこの事実を知って…

“歌って踊らなくなる時 ＝ 卒業”
としか考えたことがなかった私は、踊れない猪狩ともかを想像することができなくて。

そんな状態の私に需要はあるのか。
いったい何ができるのか。


絶望しました。

事故に遭うまでこの先ずっと普通に歩けると思っていたし、踊れると思っていました。
急に脚が自由に動かせない、自分のものじゃなくなったような感覚になると思ってもいませんでした。


でも不思議と
“仮面女子としての活動を辞める”
という考えに至ったことは1度もありませんでした。


今後どうしたいか考えたときに
“車椅子の猪狩ともか”としての活動を
自然と想像している自分がいました。

そう思わせてくれたのは
支えてくれる周りの全ての人でした。


「車椅子に乗っていたって人を幸せにしたり喜ばせたり、誰かの希望になることは出来るよ。」
「ともちゃんは人を楽しませる、幸せにすることのできる子だから、どんな形であってもそれを続けてくれたら嬉しい。」

という家族の言葉。


「車椅子に乗って色んな場所行こうね！いっぱい遊ぼう！おばあちゃんになっても！！」

という友達からの言葉。


「その明るさで周りのリハビリ頑張っている皆さんのことも明るくしてください。みんなの光になってください。」

という先生の言葉。


「スタッフ全員、猪狩ともかと共にずっと活動していくって気持ちでいるよ。猪狩のやりたいことを叶えたいから何でも言ってね。」

という事務所からの言葉。


「どれだけ時間がかかっても待ってるから。いつでも戻ってこれるようにライブ盛り上げてステージ守るからね！」

というメンバーからの言葉。


そしてファンの皆さん。

劇場で黄色サイリウムや横断幕を掲げてくれて、回復祈願をしてくれたこと。

心を込めて千羽鶴(1209羽)を折ってくれたこと。
皆さんが一羽一羽心を込めて折ってくださったのと同じように、私もベッドの上で一羽一羽数えました。

#いがともちゃんがんばれ
という応援ツイートも見れる限り読ませて頂きました。

きっとハッシュタグがついていなくても心配や応援してくださる声が、たくさんあったと思います。
お手紙もたくさん受け取りました。


皆さんの温かさに何度も救われました。
夜にひとりで不安になったとき、皆さんの言葉が本当に救いでした。

皆さんの気持ちは確実に私に届いています。
心からありがとうございます。



私が大切な節目によく言う言葉、

【希望の光になりたい。】

こうなってしまった今もこの気持ちは変わりません。



脚が動かなくなっても、車椅子に乗りながらやりたいことはたくさんあります。

仮面女子の曲を作詞したいです。

ラジオや講演、司会など、お話する仕事をしたいです。

生きている限り埼玉西武ライオンズの応援をし続けていきたい、野球のお仕事をしたいです。

今回の事故を自分自身のために残すため、手記を本にしたいです。


挙げればキリがありません。
今までとは方向性は変わるけど、何かを発信していきたいという気持ちは何ひとつ変わりません。


そして最終的にはやっぱり、これは“神様の存在”とか“奇跡”という言葉になってしまいますが、脚が元通り動くようになって【アイドルとしてステージで踊りたい】です。

幸せなことに、待ってくれている人たちがたくさんいます。
このことが私の最大の励みになっています。

時間はかかるかもしれません。
元通りは無理かもしれません。

でも必ず笑顔で「久しぶり！」って元気な姿で皆さんに会いたいです。



事故があったあの日、まさか自分がこんな目に合うとは思っていなかったです。
家族も友達も、事務所のスタッフも、メンバーも、ファンの皆さんも、誰も思っていなかったでしょう。

あの日、たまたまあの時間に歩道を歩き、たまたま私が大きな看板の前を差し掛かったときに特別強い風が吹き、看板の下敷きになりました。

もし、看板の前に到着する前に、靴ヒモがほどけて直していたり、誰かから電話が鳴って歩みを止めてお話したり、喉が乾いて自動販売機で飲み物を買ったり、わずか数秒でも手前で何かをしていたら私は事故には遭っていませんでした。

もし、なんてことはないのは分かっているけれど、色んな偶然が重なって私の両脚は動かなくなってしまいました。


でも、命が助かりました。
目撃者のお話によると現場は酷い状況で、命が助かっただけでも有難い状況だったそうです。



私は生きています。



このことだけは何にも代えることのできない神様からのプレゼントだと思っています。
その分試練も与えられたけど、きっと越えられない試練は与えないはず。


よく、ドラマや映画で「明日何があるか分からない、今を大切にしよう。」という言葉を聞きます。
今までその言葉を大切にしてきたつもりではあったけど、改めて本当にその通りだと思います。


だからこれからどんなことがあっても、
向日葵のように上を向いて楽しくて幸せな人生を歩んでいく。
そして毎日を丁寧に大切に生きていきたい。


私は前を向いています。
もう心配しないでね。

これからも猪狩ともかを見守ってください。
そして一緒に歩んでいければ嬉しいです。

この先もずっと、よろしくお願いします。
It's been a long time.
It's also a masked girl igari.

I'm very sorry for worrying about so many people this time.
I was in an accident on 4/11 (Wed) that it was going to be the bottom of the sign that fell down with a strong wind.


It was a strong wind that day. It seems that there was a very strong wind in various places in Japan in the news.
I was walking on the sidewalk as usual.

I see that suddenly the strong wind blows, and the big sign of the building is falling down.
The sign was too big, so I couldn't avoid it quickly.

It was on the bottom of the restorative sign.
I said, " help me... with the best voice I can get.
At that time it was painful and I wanted to make it easier.


And I think it was right away.
A passerby was transported to an ambulance to lift up the sign.

From later on, it seems that the sign was covered in the whole sidewalk of the building.


Then I got an emergency surgery and I was hospitalized for ICU (Intensive Care room).
After that, I'm currently hospitalized in the general ward after the hcu (Advanced Treatment room).


The injury of the Lord is the one who is the one

Eyelid laceration
The head of the head
Fracture (legs, ribs, thoracic spine, lumbar vertebrae)

And then

Spinal damage
Due to the influence, both lower limb paralysis.


I couldn't even move my legs with my own power to walk.



The possibility of being cured is extremely low,
In the future, I have been forced to live in a wheelchair.



Health injuries gradually get better, and now I'm encouraging rehab to send an independent wheelchair life.
Discharge is about 3 months from now.



To all of you who have been worried about me, I wanted to say " I'm okay!" the days have continued.
But myself, it took a lot of time to figure out the situation.

What should I tell you?

I also accepted it in time, but when I told the fact that it was suddenly [spinal damage.... I'm going to make you feel even more sad....

I didn't know what to say to all my fans that I had time to accept it, and when I thought about it, I couldn't put it together in the writing, and I was late to report it. Yes.
I'm sorry.


I'm sure there's still a lot of things I don't know about the life that I'm going to get together with my lower limb paralysis.


My Doctor's explanation of me,

" I can't say it because there is individual difference in the sense of legs to return. Good luck with your rehab anyway."
That's what I was talking about.


I'm ignorant about spinal damage,

" I wonder if it will heal in a few months?"
" the stage of return is a smile and I miss you all my fans!"
" if you have a chance to be able to do the first pitch again, next is the no bound!"
What a thought on the bed.


I didn't see the future that [legs don't move]


A few days after the surgery, I talked to my father and sister.

Sister: " Let's go metlife dome together when it's healed!"
Father: " Dad wants to go with koshien too."

Me: " if there is another pitch ceremony, will it be cured by then!?"
Father: " I wonder if I can throw a wheelchair?"
Me: " eh, I hate it. Heal and throw!"
Father "... well now let's do our rehab."



I talked about a lot of things with psychiatrist.
It seems that there will also be a psychiatrist with a doctor for a patient who has suddenly lost his legs with spinal damage.

I bet the family, office, and hospital teachers paid close attention to me not to be shocked.
It's been a long time since I moved to hcu that I felt different from what I think about the reactions and remarks around me.


My mother and brother came to see me on that day.
I may be deeply shocked if I know the truth.
But I was prepared and asked a question.

Me: " legs are more likely not to be cured?"
Mother "...... yeah."
Me: " I hid it?"
Brother: " now I have to get back to life."
Me: " oh yeah."
Mother: " but the teacher said that if you go to rehab, you can miraculously move your legs. Let's do our best to believe it."



I don't even sing and dance special, but when I see everyone's smile that I'm going to stand on stage and enjoy it, I'm going to have a smile again...

Thanks to all the fans, I can be "idol igari"
I love time like that.

So of course
I was aiming for [stage return]


But know this fact...

"when you sing and don't dance = Graduation"
I've only thought about it, and I can't even imagine igari who can't dance.

Is there a demand for me in such a state?
What the hell can I do?


I'm desperate.

I thought I was going to be able to walk in a normal way until I was in an accident, and I thought I'd dance.
I can't move my legs freely, I never thought I'd feel like my own.


But wonder
"quitting activities as a masked girl"
I've never been to the idea of 1 degrees.


When you think about what to do in the future
Activities as "Wheelchair Igari"
I had myself that I imagine nature.

That made me think so
It was all the people around you who supported me.


" when you're in a wheelchair, you can make people happy or happy, and you can be someone's hope."
" I would be happy if you continue to do it in any form, because you are a child who can make you happy and happy."

The Word of the family.


" Let's go in a wheelchair and go all kinds of places! Let's play a lot! Even when I become an grandma!!"

A word from a friend.


" please light up all of you who are working hard on the rehabilitation around you with its brightness. Be the light of everyone."

The Word of the teacher.


" I feel like I'm going to work all the time with the whole staff, igari. Say anything you want igari to do."

Words from the office.


" I'm waiting for how long it takes. I'll make a live show and protect the stage so I can come back anytime!"

A word from a member.


And all the fans.

What a prayer and prayer for holding yellow thanos and banner at the theater.

It's been a long time since I've been in the middle of a paper cranes.
Just as you all broke with one feather, I also counted one feather on the bed.

#いがともちゃんがんばれ
I was able to read it as long as I can see the cheering tweet.

I think there was a lot of voices that were worried and cheering on me even if I didn't have a hashtag.
I received a lot of letters.


I've been saved by your warmth many times.
When I was anxious at night, everyone's words were truly saved.

Everyone's feelings are definitely delivered to me.
Thank you very much from the heart.



Words that I often say to a milestone that is important,

[I want to be the light of hope.]

This feeling doesn't change even now.



There's a lot of things I want to do while riding a wheelchair even if my legs aren't moving.

I'd like to write a song of a masked girl.

I want to do a job to talk about radio, lecture, emcee, etc.

I want to keep supporting saitama seibu lions as long as I live, I want to do a baseball job.

I want to book a note to leave this accident for myself.


There is no got.
The direction is changing until now, but the feeling that I want to send something is not changed.


And in the end, this is the word " God's presence " and " miracle but the legs are moving back, and I want to dance on stage as an idol.

Happiness, there are a lot of people who are waiting for you.
This is my biggest encouragement.

It may take some time.
You may not be able to get back to it.

But I'm sure to smile, " it's been a while!" I want to see you all in a good way.



That day when there was an accident, I didn't think I'd ever see this.
No family, no friends, no office staff, no members, no fans, no one would have thought.

On that day, I happened to walk on the sidewalk at that time, and it happened to be a special strong wind when I was in front of the big sign, and it turned out to be a sign of the sign.

If the shoe pimp is untied and fixed before I arrive before the sign, someone calls me to stop walking and talk, thirsty and buy drinks on vending machines, just a few seconds I wasn't in an accident if I was doing something in front of me.

I know it's not a thing, but there's a lot of coincidences, and my legs aren't moving.


But my life was helpful.
According to the witnesses, the site was a terrible situation, and it seems that it was a good situation to be able to save life.



I'm alive.



I think this is a present from God who can't replace anything.
I was given a test, but I'm sure I won't give you a test that can't be crossed.


I often hear the word " I don't know what tomorrow is tomorrow, I will take care of it."
I was going to take care of the word until now, but I think it's really true.


So no matter what it is from now on,
Looking up like a sunflower and walking in a fun and happy life.
And I want to live every day carefully and cherish.


I'm looking forward.
Don't worry about it anymore.

From now on, please watch over igari too.
And I would be happy if I could walk with you.

Thank you very much for your continued support.Translated

Tenang di penghujung usia 30 an.

Masa saya umur 27 tahun, saya tengok rakan sekerja saya yang sudah masuk ke usia 37 tahun ke atas ni, memang 'temper' selalu. Saya tak faham kenapa. Benda kecil pun boleh melenting.

Asyik melenting sahaja!
...Continue ReadingRelaxing at the end of the 30 s.

When I was 27, I saw my coworkers who are already 37 years old and over, always 'temper'. I don't understand why. Even small things can be bouncy.

Just keep bouncy!

But when I'm in their place right now I'll understand.

Those who are 36 years old want to be 40 years old, mamang Allah test patience Stage 6 lah 😌😅. You have one!

Age 36, 37 and 38 are really highlights. No matter male or female.
Try to see for yourself coworkers who are in the age of 36, 37, 38 and 39 years old.
Don't even try to check yourself.

That age is the determination of how you will be when you reach 40 years old!

For!!

Age of 36, 37, 38 and 39 years old are the test.

Health.
Family.
Best friend.
Career.
Parents.
Brothers and sisters.
In law duai.
Fineness.

Until you will feel like not enough land to run 😅.

You have to face it!

This time there is a wiggle household.
This time there is a failed household.
This time someone lost their career.
This time some are getting sick.
This time there is someone betrayed by their own friends.
This time some are in a dilemma of all sorts of things.
This time the vehicle was broken.
This time the house that was bought 5 years ago has been repaired here.
This time kids grow up and have a lot of sense.

Yes! 36 years old until 39 years old is the age of the highlights of Allah's test!

Testing the faith.
Testing the patience.
Train yourself with reda and sincere.
Educate the heart to learn to forgive and forget.
Teaching yourself to be more faithful.

Why? Why is this all happening?

No other no no, the answer is

- ALLAH LOVES -

HE invited us slowly to walk 40 calmly. Ready to get into more mature nature. Leaving a young phase ago.

HE wants us to kneel and istighfar to Him for the past mistakes and neglect. 30 years of living in the world. What have we done?

Just enter 40 years old, ALL IS NEW!

The heart is more patient.
The heart is more calm.
The heart is more sincere.
The heart is more laughing.

Life is happier.
Life is more perfect.
Life is more visible to the thrust.
Life is more grateful for favors and reda with shortcomings.

Because Allah loves, he flicks with tests as advice. He told us to be ready for the eternal world.

Enter 40, we should have been calm. Don't think about the things of the world anymore. It's no longer messy with the world's affairs. All practices are sincere for the afterlife. A second more will not complain.

All matters are meant for worship.
Started to the house of Allah.
Starting to fix myself.
Starting to fix the prayer.
Starting to fix your morals and manners.
Started fixing words so that it doesn't hurt others.

That's it, if you're done successfully taking the ' final exam before the age of 40 ' 😌.

Take a second to think about how blessed you are.

But if we keep repeating the past mistakes, at 40 nothing will change. Just like that. Loss.

Prophet Muhammad, Allah raised his position at age 40 to Rasulullah. His majesty started preaching brightly. Before becoming Rasulullah, how many times his majesty was insulted and tortured. He is patient.

This life, what needs to be planted and pegs in the heart is patient. What needs to be practiced every night is tahajud. What needs to be borne with lips are words that don't hurt others. What needs to be extended by hand is a gift without reply. What the eyes need to see is your own mistakes. What needs to be in the heart is only the Almighty God.

Whatever we have after 30 years of life, this time we will start making choices, throw away or stay. Take the good, or keep the bad.

Don't believe, all tests will be repeated again and again. We will face it more calmly. Because of what? Because we already have that experience. God has taught us how to deal with it. God has taught the past experience. Everything is nothing but not, just to renew faith that is getting dull. Isn't our faith that can increase and decrease. That's the test function!

God is good
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Yes. Life is simple. Do good and good will come to you.

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The $1,000,000,000 North Korean Bank Heist: https://youtu.be/Usu9z0feHug
Why Japan's Great Pyramid of Giza Can't be Built Until 2110: https://youtu.be/w7E6rdmilyE
10 Things You Didn’t Know About FUKUSHIMA NUCLEAR DISASTER: https://youtu.be/HpOG4WFKBZQ

Stock Media Footage:
Videoblocks: https://www.videoblocks.com

Music:
Epidemic Sound: http://epidemicsound.com

Channel Description:
Animated documentary-style videos on extraordinary Asian events.

Credits:
Kento Bento — Researcher, writer, narrator, audio editor, video editor, motion graphics & art director
Charlie Rodriguez — Illustrator
Eric Schneider — SFX editor
Nina Bento — Cheerleader

Video Title: How To Save The Maldives? (The 7 Choices)

"The Maldives, 2119 - in the Indian Ocean. Children play on the streets, as worshipers enter the city mosque for their morning prayer. Fresh fruit & vegetable stands line the alleyways, as nearby fishermen with their buckets of entrails gut their morning catch on the sidewalk. This is the city of Malé, the capital of the Maldives, and in 2119 (aside from some advanced architecture) it appears life in the Maldives isn’t so different from a hundred years earlier. But the closer you look, the more you may miss, because you should in fact be looking from afar - far back enough to see that the nation of islands, formerly known as the Maldives, has actually long been evacuated. In place, a nation of oil rigs; because this is the new Maldives..."

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Umikun Twitter : @Umibabe
Piko Twitter : @piko_niconico
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Camera By Sam (Home Sessions)
https://www.youtube.com/user/homesessionsjapan

Mix and Sound arrangement By Toshihiro
@Toshihiro1120

Video Edit By Umikun
Umikun Instagram : http://instagram.com/umi_kun_
FaceBook : https://www.facebook.com/umikunnopage

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Too many times I have lied and now it’s where I can no longer hide
With no law to excuse me this time, there’s no grace to save me from my crime

Things won’t get better today, everything is simply going array
Slipping into depravity, without knowing what had disappeared from me

Come here
Don’t go away
Stay

“I’ve hidden it away”

Mayday! Even if it comes down to me, don’t even hold me tight just set me free
Mayday! Once it all comes down to me, all I’ll ever need is for you to laugh at me

(Say Whoaa…)

I know I’m nothing but the shell of an empty ghost

(Say Whoaa…)

I know my forsaken lies will never leave me so
Hey

NO is the answer I’ve tried, but somehow YES is all I replied
Behind all the regrets I’ve had, I’ve learned innocence’s only another scam

Acting the victim’s fine too, just cover it up with a prayer, we’re through
No control over how much I say, not realising I was digging my grave

And guilt is clear as day
So grey

With my act I’ll go astray

Mayday! Don’t stop, just chide away! Honesty’s a trait that’s just a dream to me
Mayday! Don’t stop, just judge away! Until the end I’ll remain with my selfish ways

(Say Whoaa…)

I know I’m nothing but the shell of a deviant ghost

(Say Whoaa…)

I know my life is a blank void left empty so
Hey

Wishing for everything I didn’t own, I met a me that wasn’t me I’ve ever known
Even then I continued moving on, a forever never-ending night without a dawn

Love me for everything I’ll never own, Me with all my ego-selfishness I’ve shown
Can you really see who I’ve truly been
A lone poisoned clown behind a screen

Mayday! Even if it comes down to me, don’t even hold me tight just set me free
Mayday! Once it all comes down to me, all I’ll ever need is for you to laugh at me

Mayday! Don’t stop, just chide away! Honesty’s a trait that’s just a dream to me
Mayday! Don’t stop, just judge away! Until the end I’ll remain with my selfish ways

Mayday! Show the world for who I am, for my world’s just about to meet its end
Mayday! Dance with me this one last time, did you realise from the start I’m not who I really am?

Ah…

I know I’m nothing but the shell of an empty ghost
I know my forsaken lies will never leave me so

I know I’m nothing but the shell of a deviant ghost
I know my life is a blank void left empty so

Too many times I have lied and now it’s where I can no longer hide
With no law to excuse me this time, there’s no grace to save me from my crime
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