lover meaning的八卦，Yahoo名人娛樂都在討論

"อีกห้าปี มันจะต่างจากตอนนี้มากเลย"

เมื่อวานบอกคนใกล้ตัวไปแบบนั้น, ห้าปีเป็นช่วงเวลาสั้นๆ เท่านั้น แป๊บเดียวก็ผ่านไปแล้ว แต่ถ้าเทียบกับเวลาในชีวิต หากใครอยู่ถึง 80 ปี ห้าปีก็จะเท่ากับหนึ่งในสิบหกของชีวิตเขา ถ้าใครมีอายุขัย 60 ปี ห้าปีก็จะเท่ากับหนึ่งในสิบสองของชีวิต

แปลว่าเราจะมี "ห้าปี" ได้ไม่เกินยี่สิบครั้ง
...Continue Reading" In five years, it will be very different from now

Yesterday, I told someone close to me that, five years is a short time. It will pass. But compared to the time in life. If anyone lives 80 years, five years, it will be equal to one of his sixteen of his life if anyone has age. 60 years and five years is equal to one of the twelve of life.

It means we can have "five years" no more than twenty times.

But the upcoming " five years " looks like five years that should be full of changes in each " five years " is different and unequal.

The last "five years" was 35-40 years. It was a time to see the change in the lives of the same generation. Think for yourself that it was the time when life started walking down from the top. We have passed the top of life. (that's 31-35 ), and in this moment, our lives slowly recession, both body, creativity, and power that we want to do things, so it's a time when people in the same age, confused and change in life.

Meanwhile, the age of 35-40 years old is a time of " starting over " like we are entering a " new part " of life. Some people may feel like starting over with something.

So I found a death from one to be reborn. It's a lot of people.

Died from being an office worker, born, being a business owner, dead from being a subordinate, being a responsible boss, died from being a nonsense, born, a father who needs to take care of the child.

If you notice well, you will find that we change the status from those who depend on other people to be independent (independent) and going back to become someone who let others.

Our new role. Besides relying on ourselves, we are also responsible for others.

Like a tree that is old enough and moving closer to death.

Some people enjoy new roles. Some people are tired of obstacles. Some people are tired of change. This is a very mischievous time.

Because even if we don't want to change, we will be forced to change at work. We may not be able to pay "adults" anymore. My boyfriend's family may rush to get married and want to get married and need to spend money to build a house or buy a house including sickness. For parents who have arrived at the age of hospital. There are many new changes that happen outside of plans.

35-40 years is very different than 31-35 years. If you watch it with time frame, it's not far away.

...

41-45 years, the body should be more broken. We should step into the disease in our body. It's not strange if some friends leave during this time or someone may encounter a disease that changed his life.

Inner soul should be more peace and boredom. This should bring change in terms of life, goals and meaning of living.

Some mental conditions may be more stressed with new burden to take care of and never used to the company that founded children, including parents with some people - change of work and family may be a new time to deal with.

All we have now. Nothing guarantees that we will stay the same when we are 45 years old. Our ability with the world. The work that we do. Parents, friends who may disband may disband because life changes including The baby that will slowly change, which will hit our lives too.

It's a " five year " that connects with people. We depend on them. We depend on us. We don't leave each other easily and we are not " Indy " like young anymore. We are not that free.

During the age of 45 years, there may be some people who feel like "leaving" all of these and walk on an empty path, but they can't leave because this is the world around us. We create. We live in it. It lives in us.

"Freedom" may be a longing again and realizing - not easy.

Of course, this is not everyone's life. If it's a rough overview that there may be some of the same point of those in the same age. Some people choose to walk different paths.

It's easy. Five years from now. Some friends will have kids. Some friends will be dealing with the change. Some friends may lose parents. Some friends may find a disease. Some friends may find that they do are done. Some friends may need to lay their hands on. Something and start over with something etc etc etc.

That friend may be me too, no one knows.

If things haven't happened in 41-50 years, it will happen in 45-50 years, our lives will look very different from now.

...

We have traveled over half way of life and have passed the bright time, full of power, including the highs of life. Yes, we can live as cheerful as young children. Teenagers won't get old, dye the head, climbing the helicopter to conquer. Ron man, things have been in another corner. We have to admit that we have traveled for a long time and others in our lives have been traveling for a long time too.

We will learn to leave and deal with it better as much as learning to start again, we will get used to the cuddle rules of feeling of happiness - suffering that happens and the rules of everything is getting better and better. I will have to go through that day. I have to go through a bit of confusing time.

Five more years, it won't look like now.

Hugging parents while they are still playing with kids when they still want to play with us. Use our body as they still allow us to use our body to take ourselves where we want to go when they can still have a conversation with Friends, when you have a chance, because someone may disappear. One day for a reason that no one knows how to take care of the lover, kiss, play jokes in the moment together. Experience the change that happens all the time and we will know what to do with ourselves and with ourselves and with people. Around the surrounding area.

It's not us who change, people around you keep changing. The world keeps changing.

Five more years, it won't look like now.

But even then, we will grow up and find the answer that all the changes are left of all the changes that we will continue to build a small one to live.

Something that I think will change big may not happen while things that I don't think will change, it may change until we can't stand up.

41-50 years. This is the moment we live in a world full of changes that we cannot control.

It all makes us realize how we should live in the midst of all this uncertainty.

I suddenly saw a melting ice cream.

So delicious. Heart is broken.

Then I put a spoon in my mouth

Not in a hurry that I didn't taste it, but it's not too slow that it's not

We will get some taste and have to let some melt away

41-50 years, a life span like ice creamTranslated

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รักรื่น-เลิกรา เป็นธรรมดาของความรัก เราอาจมองความรักเป็นสิ่งสวยงาม แต่ความรักมีเส้นทางที่ซับซ้อน สับสน และมีความหมายที่มากไปกว่าแค่เพียง 'สวยงาม' เสมอ

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เมื่อรักใครสักคน สิ่งที่เราต้องการจากคนนั้นคือการยอมรับในตัวเรา และเมื่อรักกัน สิ่งที่ทั้งคู่ต้องการก็คือการยอมรับในกันและกัน เมื่อใดที่ใครคนหนึ่งไม่ยอมรับ ย่อมมีโอกาสที่รักนั้นจะจืดจางและเหือดแห้งลง
...Continue Reading1
The cuddle th school - break up is normal of love. We may look at love as beautiful, but love has a complicated, confusing and meaningful path that is always more than just 'beautiful'

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When we love someone, all we want from that person is to accept us. and when we love each other, all they want is to accept each other. When someone doesn't accept it, there is a chance that love will fade and dry.

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Love during sweet and fresh is not difficult to prove. It is love that passes time. Love that doesn't flourish is the love that waits for the day. Love can flourish. Need to take care of each other. watering the earth for the tree to grow. Love grows. Love flowering New again and over again

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Aristotle says dedication to the benefit of love is the heart of love. If you don't do this, then the relationship may not be love.

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This dedication is not only " giving something " but also means " surrender to something " or " giving up their own happiness " such as some people think that when someone loves, without freedom when they are single, this is one of proof that I am. Can I "dedicate yourself" for a lover?

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Aristotle as well who says friendship and love will make us see the other as our 'second identity'. When we feel like this, doing good things for him is like doing good for himself.

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The more I dedicate myself to someone, the more I feel part of him. This one may miss the mother who gave her love.

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" doing for the benefit of the other " is not equal to " making the other happy " so there may be interrupted lovers because it is beneficial in the long term. No need to spoil all the time, but always wish. This is love.

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Love is the best wishes to make a lover happy, but love itself is not always happiness.

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It is possible that in some time, having love is suffering, but we can develop suffering between us into happiness if love can change certain qualities that used to create suffering into positive such as flirty, selfishness, nagging, etc.

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Love can change someone and love can't change someone

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Time changes some people but time doesn't change some people

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Loving someone who is not qualified to create happiness for us (or without the potential to change negative qualities into positive) is a waste.

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Because love from us (no matter how much) does not change anyone to be ' good '. He needs to have that qualification in himself or there must be an effort to change himself into a ' POSITIVE ' love.

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The love that we give to that person does not guarantee that you can change our lover alone or be our good person or bring a happy relationship.

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The love we give to someone is not holy to conquer every obstacle.

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Expecting that we love someone with all our heart. Do everything and they will do that to us. It's what we think about. If that person is not qualified as we expect.

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A lot of love is broken because we expect from the cuddle people to love us as much as we dedicated. Love is not a mark equation = in the middle of two people. If it is to adapt to the other to arrange ' balance ' which doesn't mean 'equal'

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Life is not according to the sentence that says, " only you and your love can make me happy nay, our happiness is not in someone's hand.

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It's me who should adjust our heart, fill the qualifications of ' open the opportunity to give happiness ' for ourselves. That's how we have to open for happiness from other things in life as well. It's not value it less than love. When we open, we open, we will find that we Life is fine besides love

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When so, we expect less " perfect love " or " perfect lover that could make us more merciful, forgiving and patient with the dislikes of lovers.

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He is not a factor for us to suffer with life, but still the factor that makes us happy.

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The reason we should forgive each other is because we are not perfect. When we need forgiveness from him some time.

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Whether it ends up in relationship or break up, the important thing is that we have to maintain 'happy' without being given by lovers. This is the most important feature.

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Love is uncertain, not beautiful, devotion to someone is the meaning of love. While withdrawal from the influence that person has on happiness - our suffering is important of living.

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Give love to someone we love. If it hurts, see happiness from other than love without seeing that love is the only path that will lead to happiness.

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Often, we separate from lovers to open our eyes and see happiness from other things or others in life.

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Often, when we separate from lovers to know love. The important thing is to love our own life. Life - that is not perfect, but mixed with many flavors that make us learn to grow strong.

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When we can love our own life even if it's incomplete, we can love others even if they are incomplete too.

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That's the truth of life. That's the truth of love, it's not perfect. But in imperfections, there are many good things and beautiful things. Forgive the sky days. Remember the sunny days. Look at the flowers that have bloomed and will bloom again.

Love is not beautiful, but every love has beautiful things in it.

Only we don't expect it, only one sided beauty.

Yes, we may be disappointed with love, but we don't have to be disappointed with life.

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* some information from reading conditions of love by John ArmstrongTranslated

#尋人啟事
#胡湘荷妳在哪裡

我的母親已八十歲，
疫情期間，
母親常在電話跟我聊一些過去的事情，
母親的記憶力非常好，
從她十歲開始到現在，
她幾乎能記得所有的事情。

當然，
她記的幾乎都是些令人心碎的事。

就像她的妹妹＿
我的小阿姨，
跟她失聯了四十三年的事，
一直讓母親忘不了。

小阿姨屬猴，
64歲、
1956年出生。
大約1977年離開緬甸，
去到泰國投靠大舅，
又輾轉在1978年左右去了加拿大。
之後，
就失去了聯絡。

自從有網路以來，
我就幫忙母親在各種尋人版上刊登過尋人啟事，
但都沒有下文。
可能是刊登的資訊不齊全。

四十三年前，
小阿姨從緬甸到泰國又到加拿大，
可能證件、姓名等都跟原本的不一樣了。

近期，
與我母親通話，
母親又提到失聯的小阿姨。
她叮嚀我們是否能幫忙她再找找看。

母親今年八十歲，
她很想知道她的小妹，
是否還活在這世界上？

附上母親說的話，
她讓我公佈在網路上。

希望有緣，
我的小阿姨能看到。

Midi 於永和
2020 April 12

#胡湘荷
#尋人

胡湘荷，妳在哪裡？

阿湘，
我是妳的二姐胡明珠。
我們分別有好長一段時間了。

妳離開緬甸時，
我二兒子才剛出生，
都還不滿一個月，
妳來看他時，
還說：
「他的臉白白的，
是不是我給他擦粉？」
現在，
我二兒子四十三歲，
我呢，
已經快滿八十二歲，
八十多歲，
是老人了。

人家說，
人愈老記性愈差，
我是相反，
我的記性反倒是愈老愈好。
但是，我能記住的，
都是些傷心的事情。

也許，
我們這代人，
也沒有什麼快樂的事情可以記住。
就像妳的離開，
我們從此失去聯絡，
想起妳，
就讓我難過。

妳還活著嗎？
我想妳會活得好好的。
妳有幾個小娃了？
過得怎麼樣呢？

四十三年前，
妳離開腊戌時，
妳還在腊戌漢人學校唸書。

有天放學，
我去攔住妳，
跟妳說：
「妳以後每天下課後就來我家吃飯，
別去大姐家吃了…」
妳說：「好」。
妳也就跟著我到我家吃飯了。

我還記得，
妳才剛坐下，
我不知怎麼搞的，
就說了那些話。

我說：
「大姐讓妳以後來我這裡吃飯，
別去她家吃了，
讓妳三姐去她家吃，
妳三姐不挑嘴，
妳比較挑嘴…」。

這些話，
是大姐跟我說的，
我當時太懵，
太老實，
我也不曉得，
為什麼要說這些大姐講的話？
為什麼要講給妳聽？

我完全，
沒有擔待不了妳的意思呀。
不管多窮，
姐妹間互相照顧都是應該的，
我轉述大姐說妳的那些話，
是沒有任何理由的，
就是我以為是姐妹之間的聊天，
講出來而已。

我那時候過得很困難，
養著六個小娃，
病死了兩個。
但是，
照顧自己的妹妹是天經地義的。

那天，
我邊說就邊到廚房去炒菜，
難得妳來這裡吃飯，
總要多一樣什麼菜才行。

我炒完菜端著出來，
妳就不見了。

當時，
房東許老嬤嬤還在場，
她說，
「我轉進廚房，
妳就站起來走了…」

我那時才發覺；
我講錯話了。

妳這麼敏感的人呀！

我一路追著妳，
追到大水塘路上＿
到妳跟妳三姐住的地方，
妳正在哭。
妳正在哭著跟妳三姐吵架，
妳跟妳三姐說：
「二哥寄來的錢分來…」
妳三姐不敢應妳，
在旁沉默著。
這筆妳要的錢，
確實是妳二哥寄來給妳們兩姐妹的生活費。

那時，
媽媽剛去世不久，
大哥人去了泰國；
在泰國北部滿堂安了家，
家裡所有的兄弟陸續去了泰國。
而爸爸因為沒身份證在貴概被移民局抓住，
送到仰光坐滿九年牢，
緬甸政府正打算著把他送到台灣去的時候…

那天，
我看著妳哭，
我就明白了妳的心情。

妳三姐在準備跟她愛人私奔，
在腊戌妳也只有大姐、我和妳三姐了。

我和大姐早結婚，
各自已有有家庭。
如今妳三姐又要嫁人，
大哥他們又遠在泰國，
母親去世，
父親坐牢。
妳接下來就要孤苦零丁的一個人生存了。

一個十八歲的女孩。
我知道妳的害怕和難過。

那天，
看著妳哭，
我很後悔把大姐說的話講出來。

妳應該了解我的。
我一直都盡力照顧我的家人，
當時從雲南背著妳逃難到緬甸邊境，
背了一天一夜。
我都是自願的。

妳記得嗎？
妳到腊戌讀書時，
很想要一條件仔褲，
那時許多人都買不起，
我還是費盡力氣買給妳。
妳知道我是心疼妳的。

妳離開腊戌的那天，
妳說妳要去泰國了。
臨走時，
我拿了300塊錢給妳，
妳知道嗎？
那時候我拿出300塊錢緬幣是到處借來的錢呀。

阿湘，
我知道妳一直都在受苦，
去到泰國，
大嫂可能待不得妳，
妳二哥、三哥他們當時也沒能力照顧妳，
妳在泰國又沒有合法的身份；
哪可能有其它去處。

最後妳選擇結婚，
我想也只是為了解脫這些難過的生活罷了。

之後，
就聽說妳嫁了人，
跟著丈夫家去了加拿大。

之後，
我就再也就打聽不到妳的下落了。

我們最後的連繫，
停留在泰國北部滿堂，
或是停留在泰緬邊境美賽，
我都有些記不得了。

那時，
聽說妳從大哥家跑出來了？
又聽說妳去暫住在一對老年夫妻的家裡？
這些，
都是後來傳到腊戌的消息了。

妳去加拿大前，
還寄來給我和大姐和妳三姐每個人一件衣裳布、
一條籠基。
三份禮物裡夾著三張白紙，
寫著：「大姐的、二姐的、三姐的…」。
我還記得，
那是託「義號佛堂」楊前人帶來的禮物。

那條籠基到現在我還留著＿
孔雀花紋的。

阿湘，
我這個作二姐的也羞愧妳了。
當時，
聽到這些關於妳的困難的消息，
只能每天想念著，
想到傷心，
我沒有任何能力。

那時，
我是，
連從緬甸腊戌到泰國邊境的車票都買不起呀。
當時我養著這麼多小娃，
吃一口飯都難。

阿湘，
現在講這些都只是回憶了，
都是我們老人家的回憶，
都不重要了。

那為什麼還要講這些呢？
就是，
為了，
想讓妳看到，
看到這些我說的話，
證實，
我是妳的二姐而已。
想讓妳知道，
我一直在找妳。

我活到八十歲，
夠了，
人活這麼老沒什麼意思，
都盡是傷心的事情。

我不知哪天會死去。
但如果可能的話，
在死去之前，
能讓我知道一下妳的消息。

我想知道，
妳在哪裡？
我想知道，
妳還活著嗎？

阿湘，
爸爸十幾年前已經去世，
大哥六年前去世，
連大姐，
前年也不在世上了。

妳二哥；
他住在泰國山邊荒地裡，
幫人家看田地，
過得不是很好，
但也不用擔心，
我在泰國的二兒子和大姑娘時常會去照顧他。

妳三哥，
講到也是讓我難過呀。

他大前年腦出血，
去醫院醫好了，
但醫好後，
很奇怪，
突然忘記了漢人話，
只會講泰國話。
後來不久，
他就偷偷上吊自殺了。

你說，
我們兄弟姐妹這是什麼樣的命運呢？

阿湘，
我們家沒剩下什麼人了，
妳三姐、妳四哥還在泰國。
還有我，
我還活著。
我還在緬甸，在腊戌。

除了妳，
我們一家人也就剩下這三個人了。

阿湘，
我們已經分別已四十三年，
妳也有六十多歲了吧？
我很想知道，
妳在哪裡？
妳還活著嗎？

如果有緣，
妳看到這信，
就回我一下吧。

妳的二姐胡明珠，
日日夜夜，
在等妳的消息。

二姐胡明珠　於緬甸腊戌
2020 年4月11日
姪Midi代筆

找人信箱：humingju1638@gmail.com

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#notice for a missing person

translated by Jane Lin
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Where are you, Hu Shine-Ho?

Ah-Shine,
This is your 2nd sister, Hu Ming-Ju. It has been a long time since we last saw each other. When you left Burma, my 2nd son was not even one-month-old. You asked why he was so fair-skinned? Had I put powder on his face? Now, he is 43 and I am almost 82.

Eighty something...I am indeed an old woman! People say that you lose your memory as you age. I am quite the opposite. The older I get, the better I remember! But, what I remember is nothing but sadness. Perhaps, our generation just doesn't have much happiness. Like you leaving home, we losing contact forever…. The thought of you puts me in such despair. Are you still alive? I imagine you living a good life?!! How many children? How are you?

Forty-three years ago, you were still a student at Chinese High School in Lashio. One day after school, I went to intercept you, "From now on, come to my home after school. Don't go to 1st sister's for dinner anymore." You said, "OK" and followed me home.

I still remember clearly that you had just sat down and I said, "The first sister asks that you come to me for dinner. She will take 3rd sister who's easy-going, not like you, a picky eater." I don't know what possessed me that day? Why I had to tell you what 1st sister had to say? Was I too naive? Too honest? Too stupid? I had absolutely no intension not to take care of you - we are sisters!!!! We have to care for each other, no matter how poor we are!!! The first sister's words just came out as a casual chat between sisters. Nothing more!

Life was tough for me at the time. Diseases took away two of my six children. But that didn't mean I would ignore my God-given responsibility as your elder sister. Without realizing the impact of my "casual chat", I went into the kitchen wondering what additional dish I could come up with for your first dinner with us. When I came out with the dishes, you were already gone! According to our landlady, Granny Hsu, you just got up and left as soon as I was out of sight. Only then did I realize my stupid mistake and how sensitive you were! Immediately, I ran after you, all the way to Big Pond Road where you and 3rd sister stayed. You were crying, asking 3rd sister for the money that 2nd brother sent. 3rd sister just kept quiet.

Indeed! The money that you demanded from 3rd sister was to cover living expenses for both of you. At that time, Mother had already passed away. The first brother went to Thailand, had already settled his own family in Pong Ngam. All the brothers followed suit. Father got caught in Kutkai by the immigration for not having an I.D. and had been in prison in Rangoon for 9 years. The Burmese government was just about to send him to Taiwan…. That day, while watching you cry, I understood how you felt. The third sister was getting ready to run away with her lover and both 1st sister and I were married young with our own families to deal with. As an 18-year-old with no mother, a father in prison, you must have felt all alone, sad and very scared.

I was filled with regrets watching you that day. But, please understand that I have always tried my best to take care of my family. When we escaped from Yunnan to Burma as refugees, I carried you on my back all day and all night without any complaints. When you went to Lashio for school, you wanted a pair of jeans so badly, remember? It was such a luxury that most people could not afford. Yet, I gathered all my might to get you a pair. You know I always have a soft spot for you, don't you? The day you were leaving Lashio for Thailand, do you know how many places I had to try to gather 300 Burmese kyats for you???

Ah-Shine, I know it was a huge struggle for you in Thailand. It's impossible that 1st sister-in-law would put you up. Second and 3rd brothers were in no position to help you….. I suppose you were pushed into marriage, just to end this desperate situation. Last I heard, you moved to Canada with your husband. From that point onward, in spite of all the efforts, I just couldn't find any trace of your whereabouts.

Our last contact stopped at Pong Ngam, Thailand. Or, was it MaeSai? I can't quite remember now. The news came to Lashio that you had run away from 1st brother's home. Later, you were temporarily staying with an older couple….

Before leaving for Canada, you sent, via Abbott Yang of the Yi Buddhist Hall, a package for us - each gift had a piece of dress fabric and a longyi, clearly labeled on a piece of white paper: "for 1st sister," "for 2nd sister," "for 3rd sister." I still have that longyi, with a peacock pattern, after all these years!

Ah-Shine, I feel deeply embarrassed to be your elder sister. Upon hearing the challenges that you had to face at the time, I could do nothing but worrying and feeling sad. I couldn't even afford the bus fare from Lashio to the Thai border. I barely managed to feed my own children!
Ah-Shine, What's the use of talking about these old memories? These sad memories of us old people have no importance but to serve to show you that I am indeed your 2nd sister.… that I have been looking for you all these years.

To live in my eighties is more than enough for me. It's not much fun to live this long - just a lifetime of sadness. I have no idea when I will die and I don't really care. I just wish that I could hear from/about you before I leave this world. I want to know where you are. I want to know if you are still alive.

Ah-Shine, Father passed away more than a decade ago. The first brother left us 6 years ago, so did the first sister 3 years ago. The second brother works as a field caretaker in a remote Thai mountainside. It's not a good life, but both my 2nd son and first daughter are also in Thailand; can visit and take care of him often. The saddest is our 3rd brother. He had a stroke 3 years ago. After recovery, he suddenly forgot his Chinese, could only speak in Thai. Not long after, he hanged himself! Please tell me what kind of fate has been bestowed on our siblings??? What is the meaning of life???
Ah-Shine, There aren't that many of us left, only 3rd sister and 4th brother in Thailand and me still in Burma. In Lashio.

Ah-Shine, We have been apart for 43 years. You should be in your 60s by now. I really would like to know if you are still alive and where you live. God willing, you will see this letter and reply!!! (humingju1638@gmail.com)

Waiting to hear from you, day and night!

Second sister, Hu Ming-Ju
Lashio, Myanmar
April 11. 2020

【曲名 : 浮気は犯罪行為】
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【Lyrics】
浮気がバレて「死にたい」？
こっちの方が100倍「死にたい」
嘘だらけのダサい 弁解
ダルい 数ヶ月のFake Love
さぞかし良い気分だったよね？
数人の相手を弄んで
やり返しても意味が無いの
痛みか苦しみ 受けろ 後遺症

原因とか事前に言ってくれれば 直すのに
顔とか言うなら付き合った意味が分からない
セフレ作れよ最初から 愛の無い半端な性行為
馬鹿じゃない？端から顔で選んでんなら
「内面が大事」とか言ってたじゃねえか
季節移り変わり キスの相手も移り変わり
付ける薬なんて無い 死ななければ治りはしない
理想の相手のストックあるのは凄いけど
とっかえひっかえよりか一途がかっこいいよ
そもそも素敵な恋愛って何？
「飽き」と「嫉妬しちゃうような感情」って何？
この先 生きていくメリットって何？
今後、子供を生んでく意味って何？
あ！気付いたらめちゃくちゃ病んでる
お前の所為 飲みまくる酒
全部悟って ふわふわ OD
命と引き換して更生しろ

くりくりまず剥ぎ取る
たまたまおちんちんびろーん
明日も生きよう！ あなたの為に生きよう！
ぱくぱくぴんくのうみそ レバー美味しいよーん！

大好きなのは変わらない けど怒りだけが 今 収まらない
感情任せでごめんなさい 今から教える「本当の愛」

浮気がバレて「死にたい」？
こっちの方が100倍「死にたい」
嘘だらけのダサい 弁解
ダルい 数ヶ月のFake Love
さぞかし良い気分だったよね？
数人の相手を弄んで
やり返しても意味が無いの
痛みか苦しみ 受けろ 後遺症

【English Lyrics】
Cheated and got caught, saying "I want to die" ?
I want to die 10000% more than you.
Your excuses are full of lies.
F*ck, several months of fake love.
Your must felt great after what you did.
Flirting several girls at the same time.
It's meaningless to start over.
Feel pain and suffer, sequelae.

I would have changed if you told me your complains.
I don't even know why are we dating if you care for appearance that much.
You should have make some sex friends, and make love which don't involves love.
Are you dumb? If you choose from appearance,
why would you say "Inner beauty is important" to me?
Season changes, the people you kiss also changes.
There's no medicine to fix you, you will never change unless you die.
Amazing for you to stock up your 'ideal lover',
Love someone wholeheartedly is way better than changing partner again and again.
First of all, what exactly is 'perfect relationship'?
What is 'fed up' and 'jealous'?
What is the merit for me to live to the future?
What is the meaning for me to give birth to a baby after all these things happened?
Ahh, I've already gone mad when I notice what's going on.
Turns out to be an alcoholic because of what you've done.
Whatever, feeling great, overdose.
Give up your life for your redemption.

Peel off you skins.
Take off your balls and pen*s.
Tomorrow will be a great day, I will live it for you.!
Eat your pinky brain, and your liver tastes so delicious!

I love you so much and it never changed, but now, I really can't stop my anger.
Sorry to be extremely emotional, from now on, I will show you what is 'real love'.

Cheated and got caught, saying "I want to die" ?
I want to die 10000% more than you.
Your excuses are full of lies.
F*ck, several months of fake love.
Your must felt great after what you did.
Flirting several girls at the same time.
It's meaningless to start over.
Feel pain and suffer, sequelae.

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