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Continue ReadingLive with 'depression' next to each other.
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Two-three years ago, I found that people around me, friends, brothers and sisters. I want to be bored, aka ' depression '. Many people have some times that I'm tired. Some of the same time, but when I sit and talk to someone who has a real disease, I found that people with different condition. I didn't understand. People who have this disease before. I accidentally act in the wrong way. I want to help, but I do everything. Looking worse today. I want to share some thoughts and information. In case it's beneficial with depression, including close ones. Of course I'm not a doctor. I just want to tell you and talk about some aspects. If anyone has good information or helpful ways to do it. Feel free to share. It should be beneficial to many people.

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1. Before speaking, we should listen.
People around patients with depression often judge and look at their own eyes. We always try to sedition to be strong, have goals, ask about passion, and whatever you think it will be powerful with life. Sometimes I accidentally scold. Said why he is so tired, lazy, long spine, doesn't do anything. Sometimes I encourage him to get up to do something. All of this with best wishes, but know that for patients. These things. The more it makes the situation worse because it shows the understanding of the condition he is experiencing. If someone close to be bored before he lets him do many things, we should give him a bit of how he feels about the world and our lives. To understand more

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Lol he didn't want to be
When we listen, we will understand that the condition he is very difficult because it is an insensitive feeling about everything, no negative, no negativity, nothing, no meaning, don't want to don't want to do anything, don't want to talk to anyone, which he doesn't even want to be The more pressure in the world that everyone has to work hard, the more you feel worthless. I want to get up to work, but I don't have enough strength. Besides being tired, we still have to fight the value that society around you. It's a time that is not easy. I am.

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Lol he may not be stressed by anything. Suddenly it happens.
Everyone has stress, but it's all caused by something. While this disease is different. Sometimes - one day this symptom happened yesterday, I still smile. Today we can't tell him. " Hey, keep thinking positive " or " just change the way of thinking, life changes " something like that. When it happens, it will last for weeks or months. During that time. Patients will be the one who don't want to do anything, whether it's work. Playing or even showing love with love is a great time of understanding and if he says " you don't understand me that's what he really wants to say

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4. Give him time to give us time
During that time, he will change to a different person. It may be a bad person who has been active. May not be bored of work. I may not get out of bed or insomnia, no strength. Sometimes I don't think that they don't want to live. It's a time when people. All around you should give time to not try to make him get well quickly because it's impossible. But it shouldn't be more pressure or take care of it. Because this moment, he may not have much mood to interact with anyone. Give time. Him and with us.

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Lol it's about chemicals in the brain
What we should understand is that this disease is not caused by an attitude or perspective to the world. Even when it affects the world, but the cause of the brain, there may be some chemicals in the brain that is low or some medical disorders. Still can't answer. What is the real cause of it? It may be genes or mixed environment. When we understand this, we will see that it's normal that people have some disease in some times. Comparison to cold may not be right, but think about it. Sometimes some diseases come into life. Give it time. It will slowly unfold.

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Lol call it a disease to feel normal
When this is a symptom of a disease. Instead of a disease, we should feel like it is normal for human beings. It should not feel that we should not feel bad. We have a disease or someone beside us. Just a normal thing that happens to keep us beside each other to support and understand together.

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7. Do you want to change the name of the disease?
I really want to rethink about this disease. The word ' depression ' makes us not want to tell anyone that I have this disease. In fact, we are not going to be depressed for the rest of my life or all the time. I want to call it ' disease. What are you tired? ' because it's temporarily tired. Well, people can be tired? It's only temporary. I will come back to have new power. Just ' I'm not ' not ' depressed ' Go forever. Don't panic.

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Haha. Invite him to go to the doctor.
Many patients don't know that there is a disease in the world. Some people may not admit that they are in America. There is an average that each patient takes more than ten years to ask for advice from the doctor. Even going to the doctor can help you feel better. Sitting and talking. Paying medicine to balance brain chemistry, including doctor's advice is beneficial to patients. If someone close to have some symptoms, you should recommend him to go to the doctor. It's like we have a sore throat and fever. We need to find a doctor. Isn't we find a doctor? Doctor cures this disease. It's not a shocking thing. As I said it's normal. People can have a disease.

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Haha. You are not weak. You can tell each other.
Whether we have this disease or close ones, one thing we should understand is that we are not weaker than others. It's one condition that something in the brain is unbalanced. In that condition may have an idea to compare ourselves to others, such as opening Facebook. I feel like everyone is happier than me (a little less on Facebook) or compare to myself when I'm brighter, but it's similar to when we ankle. We can't go back to being the same right away even if I speed up the day. No matter how much you speed up, open-minded talk can heal the feeling, including telling the thoughts of suicide can help reduce the risk of suicide too. The close ones should open your mind and listen and some people should open your mind to tell the feeling. People we can trust. Tell the world that I have this disease. People around you will understand that in the midst of society that don't understand. Patients will make patients feel worried. We don't dare to tell anyone. So we need more understanding in society for the story that are walking around. Inside will be told more comfortably.

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Lol let's exercise
I found that many brothers and sisters who have a disease. Better, brighter, more power from exercise. Even if you try and do it continuously, you will slowly feel better. Exercise may cause some chemicals in the brain to add good feelings for us. Some people say that we have lived in the field before. Before we have to run for food. Now we have to sit in a narrow air conditioning room all day. It makes it unnatural. So we should find When you return to our natural activity. Exercise is a magic pill. It helps both chemicals. It helps to help healthy. If there are people close to you, try to invite them to exercise together. But don't have to much pressure. Take it slow.

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All that I think spreading knowledge of understanding is very important. Both close level is to interaction with patients in the house. If we understand, we will treat each other better and at the level of Society is wide. If society understands, patients will dare to speak. Dare to tell others stories and feelings.

It's not strange that we have some moments to cross over. Whether at the level of family or society. I think we need understanding of each other to be beside each other to cross that time. There is still a bright tomorrow waiting. I'm still here.

If it's not too disturbing, I want to share this information to help create more understanding of this disease. If anyone has any information, please comment and tell me. It should be beneficial to everyone.

Thank youTranslated

By now, you have probably heard about my father’s red box. Minister Heng Swee Keat posted about it last week. The red box was a fixture of my father’s work routine. It is now on display at the National Museum of Singapore in his memorial exhibition.

Some of my father’s other personal items are there too. His barrister’s wig (of horsehair) from when he was admitted to the Bar. And a Rolex Oyster Perpetual watch given to him by the Singapore Union of Postal and Telecommunications Workers after he represented them in the famous postmen’s strike in 1952.

I enjoyed my visit to the exhibition a few days ago. Was happy to hear that many of you went yesterday. The exhibition will be on until 26 April. – LHL

MR LEE'S RED BOX

Mr Lee Kuan Yew had a red box. When I worked as Mr Lee’s Principal Private Secretary, or PPS, a good part of my daily life revolved around the red box. Before Mr Lee came in to work each day, the locked red box would arrive first, at about 9 am.

As far as the various officers who have worked with Mr Lee can remember, he had it for many, many years. It is a large, boxy briefcase, about fourteen centimetres wide. Red boxes came from the British government, whose Ministers used them for transporting documents between government offices. Our early Ministers had red boxes, but Mr Lee is the only one I know who used his consistently through the years. When I started working for Mr Lee in 1997, it was the first time I saw a red box in use. It is called the red box but is more a deep wine colour, like the seats in the chamber in Parliament House.

This red box held what Mr Lee was working on at any one time. Through the years, it held his papers, speech drafts, letters, readings, and a whole range of questions, reflections, and observations. For example, in the years that Mr Lee was working on his memoirs, the red box carried the multiple early drafts back and forth between his home and the office, scribbled over with his and Mrs Lee’s notes.

For a long time, other regular items in Mr Lee’s red box were the cassette tapes that held his dictated instructions and thoughts for later transcription. Some years back, he changed to using a digital recorder.

The red box carried a wide range of items. It could be communications with foreign leaders, observations about the financial crisis, instructions for the Istana grounds staff, or even questions about some trees he had seen on the expressway. Mr Lee was well-known for keeping extremely alert to everything he saw and heard around him – when he noticed something wrong, like an ailing raintree, a note in the red box would follow.

We could never anticipate what Mr Lee would raise – it could be anything that was happening in Singapore or the world. But we could be sure of this: it would always be about how events could affect Singapore and Singaporeans, and how we had to stay a step ahead. Inside the red box was always something about how we could create a better life for all.

We would get to work right away. Mr Lee’s secretaries would transcribe his dictated notes, while I followed up on instructions that required coordination across multiple government agencies. Our aim was to do as much as we could by the time Mr Lee came into the office later.

While we did this, Mr Lee would be working from home. For example, during the time that I worked with him (1997-2000), the Asian Financial Crisis ravaged many economies in our region and unleashed political changes. It was a tense period as no one could tell how events would unfold. Often, I would get a call from him to check certain facts or arrange meetings with financial experts.

In the years that I worked for him, Mr Lee’s daily breakfast was a bowl of dou hua (soft bean curd), with no syrup. It was picked up and brought home in a tiffin carrier every morning, from a food centre near Mr Lee’s home. He washed it down with room-temperature water. Mr Lee did not take coffee or tea at breakfast.

When Mr Lee came into the office, the work that had come earlier in the red box would be ready for his review, and he would have a further set of instructions for our action.

From that point on, the work day would run its normal course. Mr Lee read the documents and papers, cleared his emails, and received official calls by visitors. I was privileged to sit in for every meeting he conducted. He would later ask me what I thought of the meetings – it made me very attentive to every word that was said, and I learnt much from Mr Lee.

Evening was Mr Lee’s exercise time. Mr Lee has described his extensive and disciplined exercise regime elsewhere. It included the treadmill, rowing, swimming and walking – with his ears peeled to the evening news or his Mandarin practice tapes. He would sometimes take phone calls while exercising.

He was in his 70s then. In more recent years, being less stable on his feet, Mr Lee had a simpler exercise regime. But he continued to exercise. Since retiring from the Minister Mentor position in 2011, Mr Lee was more relaxed during his exercises. Instead of listening intently to the news or taking phone calls, he shared his personal stories and joked with his staff.

While Mr Lee exercised, those of us in the office would use that time to focus once again on the red box, to get ready all the day’s work for Mr Lee to take home with him in the evening. Based on the day’s events and instructions, I tried to get ready the materials that Mr Lee might need. It sometimes took longer than I expected, and occasionally, I had to ask the security officer to come back for the red box later.

While Mrs Lee was still alive, she used to drop by the Istana at the end of the day, in order to catch a few minutes together with Mr Lee, just to sit and look at the Istana trees that they both loved. They chatted about what many other old couples would talk about. They discussed what they should have for dinner, or how their grandchildren were doing.

Then back home went Mr Lee, Mrs Lee and the red box. After dinner, Mr and Mrs Lee liked to take a long stroll. In his days as Prime Minister, while Mrs Lee strolled, Mr Lee liked to ride a bicycle. It was, in the words of those who saw it, “one of those old man bicycles”. None of us who have worked at the Istana can remember him ever changing his bicycle. He did not use it in his later years, as he became frail, but I believe the “old man bicycle” is still around somewhere.

After his dinner and evening stroll, Mr Lee would get back to his work. That was when he opened the red box and worked his way through what we had put into it in the office.

Mr Lee’s study is converted out of his son’s old bedroom. His work table is a simple, old wooden table with a piece of clear glass placed over it. Slipped under the glass are family memorabilia, including a picture of our current PM from his National Service days. When Mrs Lee was around, she stayed up reading while Mr Lee worked. They liked to put on classical music while they stayed up.

In his days as PM, Mr Lee’s average bedtime was three-thirty in the morning. As Senior Minister and Minister Mentor, he went to sleep after two in the morning. If he had to travel for an official visit the next day, he might go to bed at one or two in the morning.

Deep into the night, while the rest of Singapore slept, it was common for Mr Lee to be in full work mode.

Before he went to bed, Mr Lee would put everything he had completed back in the red box, with clear pointers on what he wished for us to do in the office. The last thing he did each day was to place the red box outside his study room. The next morning, the duty security team picked up the red box, brought it to us waiting in the office, and a new day would begin.

Let me share two other stories involving the red box.

In 1996, Mr Lee underwent balloon angioplasty to insert a stent. It was his second heart operation in two months, after an earlier operation to widen a coronary artery did not work. After the operation, he was put in the Intensive Care Unit for observation. When he regained consciousness and could sit up in bed, he asked for his security team. The security officer hurried into the room to find out what was needed. Mr Lee asked, “Can you pass me the red box?”

Even at that point, Mr Lee’s first thought was to continue working. The security officer rushed the red box in, and Mr Lee asked to be left to his work. The nurses told the security team that other patients of his age, in Mr Lee’s condition, would just rest. Mr Lee was 72 at the time.

In 2010, Mr Lee was hospitalised again, this time for a chest infection. While he was in the hospital, Mrs Lee passed away. Mr Lee has spoken about his grief at Mrs Lee’s passing. As soon as he could, he left the hospital to attend the wake at Sri Temasek.

At the end of the night, he was under doctor’s orders to return to the hospital. But he asked his security team if they could take him to the Singapore River instead. It was late in the night, and Mr Lee was in mourning. His security team hastened to give a bereaved husband a quiet moment to himself.

As Mr Lee walked slowly along the bank of the Singapore River, the way he and Mrs Lee sometimes did when she was still alive, he paused. He beckoned a security officer over. Then he pointed out some trash floating on the river, and asked, “Can you take a photo of that? I’ll tell my PPS what to do about it tomorrow.” Photo taken, he returned to the hospital.

I was no longer Mr Lee’s PPS at the time. I had moved on to the Monetary Authority of Singapore, to continue with the work to strengthen our financial regulatory system that Mr Lee had started in the late 1990s. But I can guess that Mr Lee probably had some feedback on keeping the Singapore River clean. I can also guess that the picture and the instructions were ferried in Mr Lee’s red box the next morning to the office. Even as Mr Lee lay in the hospital. Even as Mrs Lee lay in state.

The security officers with Mr Lee were deeply touched. When I heard about these moments, I was also moved.

I have taken some time to describe Mr Lee’s red box. The reason is that, for me, it symbolises Mr Lee’s unwavering dedication to Singapore so well. The diverse contents it held tell us much about the breadth of Mr Lee’s concerns – from the very big to the very small; the daily routine of the red box tells us how Mr Lee’s life revolved around making Singapore better, in ways big and small.

By the time I served Mr Lee, he was the Senior Minister. Yet he continued to devote all his time to thinking about the future of Singapore. I could only imagine what he was like as Prime Minister. In policy and strategy terms, he was always driving himself, me, and all our colleagues to think about what each trend and development meant for Singapore, and how we should respond to it in order to secure Singapore’s wellbeing and success.

As his PPS, I saw the punishing pace of work that Mr Lee set himself. I had a boss whose every thought and every action was for Singapore.

But it takes private moments like these to bring home just how entirely Mr Lee devoted his life to Singapore.

In fact, I think the best description comes from the security officer who was with Mr Lee both of those times. He was on Mr Lee’s team for almost 30 years. He said of Mr Lee: “Mr Lee is always country, country, country. And country.”

This year, Singapore turns 50. Mr Lee would have turned 92 this September. Mr Lee entered the hospital on 5 February 2015. He continued to use his red box every day until 4 February 2015.

(Photo: MCI)

ลองเข้าไปติดตามภาคภาษาอังกฤษได้ที่นี่นะครับ

Thaksin Shinawatra in Private Discussion
World Policy Institute Global Leader Briefing Series Thinking Points
World Policy Institute, 9th March 2016, New York

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Excellencies, Distinguished Guests, Ladies and Gentlemen,

I must thank you World Policy Institute for providing me an opportunity to share my thought on the challenges that revolve around the economic, regional and global implications of how Thailand will make its way through a period of transition and change.

We all know that no society in the twenty-first century can sustain any form of “progress” in the well-being of its people without at least two basic foundations:
The first one is political stability. The second one is the ability to create economic activities that allow growth and readiness to shift its creativities to sustain wealth.

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Let me tell you the tale of the two cities, which is not written by Charles Dickens. It is the tale of parallel progress of Washington D.C. and Beijing. Each has its own history, pain and loathing. As the years go by, the two cities have been seen as rivals which offers competing models for growth and prosperity.

One is Free Market-Capitalism with the so-called “Open Democracy” as the foundation of its economic model. The other one is State-Led Capitalism with the central control system by one party.

Both of the models have proven to be successful in a very dramatic way from the past to the present. Admitting that the Chinese model was fitting to the change of attitude among the leadership of the country at that time, in parallel with the change of economic model in the West, in which the definition of “free trade” benefits China’s shifting position from a close market to a semi-open market.

But we must admit also that both models are now having to adjust itself to the new reality; the reality of dramatic change in speed and character of technology for industrial production; the change from “a country-based product” to “network of global design, global sourcing,and global production for just one product”. This extraordinary change upends the “normal” internal economic adjustment of the country and made it very difficult to find a simple economic adjustment.

We must recognize that advancement in the wealth management technique and technology also upend the normal linkage between capital and changes in production. However, we probably agree, that one common threat for survival in this present so-called “New Normal” is either you have the ability and willingness to change or you don’t. Thailand, like the other countries, cannot get away from this New Normal in the international context.

Ladies and Gentleman,

There is a tale of a poor English teacher in China who soared to the list of the world’s wealthiest people. He neither built a big factory nor invested in any production facility. But, people paid for his service simply to reach the network of supply and demand on a grand scale. I believe, he must feel thank you to the internet.

Ladies and Gentleman,

Amid the global economic slowdown, the pattern of trade has significantly changed. Due to the development of information technology infrastructure and increasing number of population who is able to access to the internet, e-commerce has become a new engine that sustains growth for both developed and developing economies. According to UNCTAD’s report last year, the value of global business-to-business (B2B) e-commerce in 2013 exceeded $15 trillion USD. While global business-to-consumer (B2C) e-commerce still accounted for an estimated $1.2 trillion USD, this segment has grown at a rapid pace; especially in the Asia and Oceania region where B2C segment is expected to surge from 20 to 37 percent between 2013 to 2018. Due to the incremental growth of cross-border e-commerce trade, international postal deliveries of small packets and parcels have risen by 48 percent between 2011 to 2014 globally.

For both Asia and the West, I believe these numbers provide us with clues for the new growth opportunities where “access to networks” is the key: meaning, the networks of consumers and factors of production across geographical boundaries. Unlike the economy of twentieth century when “access to centers” is the rules of the game, today, businessmen who do not have big factories and are not the owners of multinational corporations, can manage to reach and satisfy the needs of their customers worldwide through networks of production and distribution with an assist of the new communication technology. Today’s economy is increasingly decentralized. Consumption and production are more and more dispersed. We could imagine that an American producers can sell their products online directly to consumers in the western part of China without having to spend business hours in Beijing or Shanghai. Vice versa, a Chinese producer can bypass New York to offer their products to customers in New England and Mid-Atlantic states. The network economy has provided the people, both in small and large businesses, with the ability to produce and access to consumers at lower costs. We, as a global community, must put special emphasis on how each country can invest and share risk with the people to create growth collectively.

Ladies and Gentleman,

Another tale is about the rebirth of a road that nobody cares since the Portuguese discovered a possible sea route from Europe to Asia. The Portuguese did offer an alternative trade route with substantial margins for the goods carried. Although you might lose half of the cargoes on the way, you still did not lose your shirt. Since the demand for spices were overwhelming, the merchant marines heavily charge everybody.

Ladies and Gentleman,

The heavy-load transport through the sea has been with us till now, and the land routes from Asia to Europe have been neglected. If the world’s economy is thriving like the good old days, probably, not so many people would be interested in finding an alternative in life. But, since the situation goes awry, I believe, any country should consider all possibilities.

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Today, there are two major initiatives that, I think, have great potential to accelerate growth and leverage “quality of growth” that brought into being by the emergence of network economy. One is the China-led “One Belt, One Road” (OBOR) plan to develop transport and logistics connectivity encompassed some 60 countries, which include about 50 percent of the world’s GDP. And, the other is the US-led Trans-Pacific Partnership Agreement (TPP) between 12 Pacific Rim countries, which account for more than 40 percent of the world’s GDP. I have not seen these two initiatives as antagonistic, but rather a kind of two parallel processes that, at a certain point, will create mutual economic benefits for Asia and the West.

We must overcome the stereotype that perceive China and the US as merely the two opposing political superpowers. In reality, the economic development during the past decade has shown us how far these two major economies are interdependent. China is the largest foreign holder of US government securities with $1.24 trillion USD worth. With the total trade volume of $521 billion USD in 2014, the US is China’s biggest trade partner. Total US foreign direct investment (FDI) in China stood at $65.77 billion USD at the end of 2014, while the Chinese FDI in the US is estimated to have reach $11.9 billion USD.

Given this interdependence in mind, I believe Southeast Asia- the region that sits in between the two great initiatives of the two major economies- must put special emphasis on how to enhance the mutual economic benefits with its counterparts. For Southeast Asia in the twenty-first century, the geopolitics should be about how to reinforce the networks of wealth creation for the people that stretch across national and regional borders.

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Let me tell you the last tale about a Thai restaurant. No matter how many times the master chef tries to teach his protege, the young man keeps making mistakes in mixing the ingredients. Customers are kept waiting, hungry and mad. Once the customers are served, half of them get diarrhea afterward. The moral of this tale is one must make the written recipe right.

Ladies and gentlemen,

While some people may underline the unique characteristics of Thailand in terms of its history and developmental path, the country itself cannot avoid to come to terms with the global challenges of the twenty-first century. For half a century, the Thai economy has incrementally integrated into global economy. Values of Thailand’s exports per GDP and FDI in the country have shown us clearly how far the growth of Thai economy has been interwoven with the fate of global economy.

Against this context, we shall consider Thailand’s draft constitution with a very simple question: will the latest draft constitution “enable” the country to grow and become stronger in the present world? Or, will the latest draft constitution provide Thailand with a sufficient institutional infrastructure for investment, production, cooperation, and businesses?

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Due to the framework set out by the latest draft constitution, it is difficult to foresee a government that is responsive to the people and the challenges of the twenty-first century. According to the new draft, the 200-seat upper house, or Senate, will be appointed by the so-called “experts”. The Senate will also have greater powers to block legislation. Regarding the Constitutional Court, its scope of jurisdiction will be expanded. The Court will have the power to examine cases based on petitions filed directly by individuals, without the requirement that an actual dispute being brought by political organs or other courts.

If we consider the doctrine of separation of powers as the foundation for growth and stability, the critical issue that we shall examine is whether the judicial power will trespass the provinces of legislature/ and executive or not? For a government to be able to manage the economy against the global slowdown, I do hope that there will be no over-enforcement of the judicial power. Experiences of several countries show us that, if unchecked, judicial review can be inappropriately used as “delaying tactic”; thus, in turn, become an impediment to economic policy implementation.

Ladies and Gentlemen,

I believe that the foundation for the country to create growth and prosperity is to build trust in the global community. The constitution shall protect the rule of law and provide at least a minimum level of freedom of speech that facilitates economic cooperation between the people and the global community. Trade and investment cannot flourish if there is no certain degree of confidence provided by the rule of law. Against the transition and change, Thailand must reevaluate its strength and weakness. The country shall find a sensible way to regain its political stability and economic dynamism. I have only proposed the way of how should we think of the phenomena that is the world today.

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Cover & English Version by Step Up
Original Version: Jack & K-ICM
English lyrics: Hoang Dai
Vocalist: Thuy Duong
Cameraman: Phan Duy

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Your life is painted by
The dusty arms you hide
Since your childhood when you’re small
Until you care no more
Nobody knows one day
The bird can fly away
Things can change and love can fade
Until we realize
I care so much for you
for your smoky eyes
That sweet scent that you left
Never seems to fade
It’s so hard to find the one for me
This world is wide, I miss you
Love birds still sing out there
But things go nowhere
I’m talking to the moon
Try to get you back
Look at this whole life
From up above
I ask myself if you’re here

Chorus:
My days were shined on but I need somebody with me
You have the light but it’s not here on me
But even if one day you lose your light
I’ll be here, no matter how it ends

Verse 2:
Ah, if you come back
I will send my thoughts away
I’ll let the wind blow all the worst out to the sea someday
I’d rather be some kind of dude that sacrifice all he’s got
Than to let you give up your own soul for the demons to rot
It’s all the same for both of us no matter who make the choice
Nothing changes any bit no matter why it’s unsaid
I’m so in love with all of you, no promises should be made
Out in the streets we ‘ll be together
I don’t care about “fate”

Pick up the flower
The way back home feels so sad
Won’t let you go away, baby baby baby where are you now?
Look back to the past
I ask myself why it’s so bad
I have to tell her: “Don’t you ever ever take a step”

Chorus:
My days were shined on but I need somebody with me
You have the light but it’s not here on me
But even if one day you lose your light
I’ll be here, no matter how it ends

Bridge:
Who will be here to care for me when you’re gone
Watching the river flows I feel torn
Will there be one last time
Oh, please stay
Holding this pain
The storm is coming soon

Chorus:
My days were shined on but I need somebody with me
You have the light but it’s not here on me
But even if one day you lose your light
I’ll be here, no matter how it ends

Outro:
One is still here, one is now so far away
Let’s drink the pain
Don’t care how it tastes, I just feel the empty streets
Remember when
Now I’m missing you
And the things that we’ve been through, they mean nothing
Take a step behind
Nothing’s worse than my whole life
It hurts inside

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This video was filmed a while ago. I put off editing it and when I did, I felt like I already got closure from it and I decided in that moment not to upload it. Instead, I announced on Instagram and it felt right and I was able to finally take a breath of fresh air.

All I needed to put out there is our separation and I don't need to explain why.
This video isn't so much explaining but more so sharing my journey into gaining perspective and peace again.

Some time has passed since and since International Women’s Day just passed, I realised there was a lot of good points I mentioned that might be worth sharing and I felt a voice within telling me it's time.

The past 4 months has been humbling but I can say that I am the happiest I have been in the past 6 months. I truly believe every thing that’s meant to happen is falling in place and I’m embracing all these changes. In fact, many of you can already sense “old Bubz” coming back. I’ve been cherishing this new time to myself and doing more things for myself. I am no longer giving myself guilt because it doesn't make me become a better person or mother. I will just focus on doing what I can.

I know music can be powerful in altering emotions so i didn't want to put any in this video to stir any extra.

Tim and I are on good terms and just focused on co parenting Isaac and Ayla so they continue to be happy and healthy. I know a lot of you are saddened with our amicable split but please trust it is for the best. We will always be in each others lives and will care for one another as family.

Whatever the future holds, bring it. I receive it wholeheartedly with gratitude. You do this.

Thank you for all your love, support and prayers.
I am forever grateful.

Love your friend Bubz xo


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Have you ever made a rubber band gun? Is not there a lot of people wondering if they made with friends when they were elementary school students? I am one of them.
Because that friend is improving a little bit for that gun, you also see it and remodel it, is not it? At that time I was impaired convenience by attaching a large amount of rubber bands to the joints of disposable chopsticks in order to make a strong gun.

Now that we became adults we were free. It has solved all the things that I felt as elementary and junior high school students, and has been doing a new challenge (ring rubber gatling gun). The story changes, but there was such a company when I was hired. "Have you ever felt that" I want to return back to that time "that you tend to think about when adults go on to" adults are fun! " I have not thought so. You can not regret later if you do your best with all the power that you can always do. I was late for putting out this movie like this ...

As for what to say, adults are fun. However, it is a challenge in any environment. Because if you had not made rubber gun then that this video was not there.

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