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" ฝรั่ง ไม่มีเงินแม้แต่บาทเดียว ชีวิตตกอับ "

สวัสดี วันวาเลนไทน์ครับเพื่อนๆ..ตอนนี้ผมอยู่ที่ อ.ละหารทราย
จ.บุรีรัมย์ มีชาวบ้านขอความช่วยเหลือ ให้มาช่วยครอบครัวของ
นางสาว ธัญญาลักษณ์ สระปัญญา ซึ่งมีสามี เป็นชาวต่างชาติ
ชื่อว่า นาย มาร์ติน แอนเดอร์สัน สัญชาติ อังกฤษ อายุ 65ปี อยู่
เมืองไทยมา30ปี ตอนมาแรกๆทำงานให้บริษัทหลายบริษัทใน
พัทยา จนเมื่อ10ปีที่แล้ว ได้มาพบกับ น.ส.ธัญญาลักษณ์ และได้อยู่กินกันมาจนปัจจุบัน แต่มาตกอับเมื่อปีกว่าๆ นาย มาร์ติน
ทำงานให้กับบริษัทแห่งหนึ่งแถวชลบุรี แต่ไม่ได้เงินเดือนเลยเกือบ5เดือน ทำให้ นาย มาร์ติน ต้องเจอกับปัญหาคือ ไม่มีเงิน
ในการดำรงค์ชีวิตอยู่ต่อไปกับภรรยา แต่หนักกว่านั้นคือ นาย
มาร์ติน ได้ล้มในห้องน้ำ ทำให้ไม่สามารถเดินได้ ด้วยน้ำหนักตัวกว่า200กิโล จึงไม่สามารถไปหางานทำได้ บ้านที่เช่าอยู่ เขาจึงต้องให้ออกทันทีเพราะไม่จ่ายค่าเช่าบ้านมา3เดือนแล้ว ทำให้ลูกที่กำลังเรียนหนังสือชั้น ป.5 ต้องออกจากโรงเรียน เพราะไม่มีเงินไปโรงเรียน ภรรยา ที่อยู่กินกันมากว่า10ปี จึงต้องพา นาย มาร์ติน มาอยู่บ้านแม่ที่ อ.ละหารทราย จ.บุรีรัมย์
สภาพที่เห็นนะครับ แย่มากๆ ห้องครัว ห้องน้ำ แม้แต่ที่นอน เพราะภรรยาบอกว่าไม่รู้จะพาไปอยู่ที่ไหน แม่เองก็ลำบากไม่มีจะกิน ต้องขอข้าววัดมาเลี้ยงดูสามี สามีก็กินเผ็ดไม่ได้ กินได้แต่ปลากระป๋อง มะหมี่สำเร็จรูป ติดหนี้ซื้อปลากระป๋องเขาไว้หลายร้อยแล้ว หมดหนทางที่จะไปไหน สามีก็สงสารภรรยา บอกกับภรรยาว่าให้เอาเขาไปทิ้งไว้ที่สถานฑูตก็ได้ เธอจะได้ไม่ลำบาก อย่างน้อยเขาก็คงไม่อดตาย เพราะอยู่ที่นี่คงต้องอดตายกันหมด แต่ภรรยาบอกกับสามีว่า ตอนเธอมีงานทำ เธอหาเลี้ยงเรากับลูกมาตลอดแต่เวลาเธอไม่มีจะให้ฉันทิ้งเธอได้อย่างไร จะไม่มี หรือจะอดตายเราก็ต้องอยู่ด้วยกัน ผมเลยถามว่า เคยขอความช่วยเหลือไปที่สถานฑูตอังกฤษมั้ย เขาบอกว่าขอไปหลายหนแล้ว แต่ไม่ได้รับการช่วยเหลือ เขาบอกว่าเขาคงแก่แล้วไม่มีประโยชน์ที่จะมาช่วยเหลือเขา ในสภาพตอนนี้นะครับ ภรรยา ตาบอด1ข้างเพราะอุบัติเหตุ สามีลุกเดินไปไหนไม่ได้ ภรรยาทำให้ทุกอย่าง แม้แต่เช็ดอึเช็ดฉี่ เธอพูดทั้งน้ำตาว่า เธอหมดหนทางจริงๆ เธอบอกว่า สามีให้หาโน้ตบุ๊คเก่าๆมือสองให้ตัวหนึ่ง จะเอาไว้พิมพ์หางานทาง อินเตอร์เน็ต เพราะเคยทำงานโฆษณาให้บริษัทต่างๆมาแล้ว แต่เธอก็ไม่มีปัญญาที่จะไปหาโน้ตบุ๊คมาให้จากไหน วันนี้ผมเห็นฝรั่งร้องไห้ แต่ร้องออกมาด้วยความดีใจปลื้มปริ่ม ตอนที่ผมได้มอบเงินให้ภรรยาของเขาไว้ 25,000บาท เขายกมือไหว้แล้วก็ขอจับมือและกอด
อย่างแน่นๆ เขาคงมีความสุขอีกครั้งในชีวิตที่จะได้ทำงานหาเลี้ยงครอบครัวเขาอีกครั้ง เรื่องราวทั้งหมดในวันนี่ทำให้ผมได้ประทับใจกับเรื่องราวของความรักที่แท้จริง รักที่ไม่มีพรมแดน
รักที่แท้จริง รักที่ไม่มีการปรุงแต่ง รักอันบริสุทธ์ รักเพราะรัก
และจะรักกันตลอดไป.. สุขสันต์ วันวาเลนไทน์ ครับเพื่อนๆ
ใครที่กำลังมีความรัก หรือมีครอบครัว ขอให้รักกัน และดูแลกันไปตลอดชีวิต ไม่ว่าจะเจอเรื่องที่หนัก สัญญา ว่าจะไม่ทิ้งกัน

ถ้าเพื่อนๆต้องการจะช่วยเหลือ ก็โอนเงินเข้าบัญชีของภรรยาได้เลยครับ ชื่อ บัญชี น.ส.ธัญญาลักษณ์ สระปัญญา ธนาคาร
ไทยพาณิชย์ เลขที่ บัญชี 2 2 1 2 2 6 8 7 3 9 ออมทรัพย์

ขอยินดีกับทุกคู่รักนะครับ ขอให้มีความสุขมากๆครับ..
"Foreigner doesn't have money for a baht. Life is falling down"

Hello Valentine's day friends.. I'm at the district now. How about finding sand?
The Province. Buriram has villagers asking for help to help their family.
Miss thanyalak sa panya, who has a husband as foreigners.
Name is Mr. Martin Anderson, English nationality, 65 years old.
In Thailand for 30 years. When I came in the beginning, I worked for many companies.
Pattaya until 10 years ago. Let's meet. Congressman. Thanyalak and we have lived until now, but it fell for over a year, Mr. Martin.
Working for a company around chonburi but I didn't get a salary for almost 5 months. It makes Mr. Martin face the problem is that he doesn't have money.
To live with the wife but heavier is you
Martin has fallen in the bathroom and can't walk with over 200 Kilograms. So he can't find a job. The house that is rented. He has to leave immediately because he hasn't paid for rent for 3 months. It makes my child who is studying. Grade class Haha. I have to leave school because I don't have money to go to school. My wife who has been eating for over 10 years. So I have to bring Mr. Martin to stay Lahan Sai, province. Buriram
The condition that I see is very bad. Kitchen, bathroom, even bed because my wife said that she doesn't know where to take me. Mother is difficult. I don't have to eat. I need to ask for temple rice to raise my husband. Husband can't eat spicy. I can't eat spicy Hundreds of thousands. No way to go anywhere. Husband feels pity for wife. Tell his wife to leave him at the embassy so she won't be difficult. At least he won't starve to death because he is here. But wife. I told my husband that when she had a job, she always feed us and my kids. But when she didn't have it, how can I leave her? I wouldn't have or starve to death. So we have to be together. So I asked if i asked if i asked for help to go to Is it stingy? He said that he asked for many times but he was not saved. He said that he must be old. There is no point in helping him in condition now. Wife is blind on 1 sides because of accident. Husband can't walk anywhere. Wife makes everything Poop, pee. She said she was out of the way. She said her husband gave me a second hand notebook. I would type for a job on the internet because she worked advertise for companies but she couldn't afford to find a notebook. From today, I saw a foreigner crying but cried out with joy. When I gave his wife 25,000 baht. He raised his hand and asked to hold hands and hugged.
Tightly, he will be happy again in his life to feed his family again. The whole story of the day impressed me with true love, love without borders.
True love. Love without additives. Pure Love. Love because of love.
And we will love each other forever.. Happy Valentine's day friends
For those who are in love or have a family, let's love each other and take care of each other for the rest of our lives. No matter what we have a

If friends want to help, you can transfer money to your wife's account. Account Name. Congressman. Thanyalak sa panya bank
Siam commercial account number 2 2 1 2

Congratulations to all couples. I wish you to be very happy..Translated

"แตงโมครึ่งซีก..ในชีวิตคู่”

บ่ายวันหนึ่ง ผมเลิกงานกลับบ้าน ร้อนจนเหงื่อโชก เปิดตู้เย็น พบแตงโมแช่เย็นอยู่ครึ่งซีก ดีใจจนคว้าออกมา แทะกินจนเรียบ

ครู่ต่อมา..ภรรยาผมก็กลับมาถึงด้วย เข้าประตูก็บ่น “กระหายน้ำ ร้อนมาก!” เธอเปิดตู้เย็น และชะงัก ผมบอกเธอว่า แตงโมซีกนั้นผมกินไปแล้ว สีหน้าเธอมีแววไม่พอใจ รีบเอาถ้วยไปรินน้ำ หยิบกระติกขึ้นมา ก็พบว่าในกระติกแห้งสนิท!
...Continue Reading"Watermelon, half-sec.. in a couple life"

One afternoon, I finished work. It was so hot that I was sweating. I opened the fridge and found watermelon. I was chilled for half a season. So happy that I grab

Just a moment later.. My wife came back. She complained about " thirsty!" She opened the fridge and I told her that watermelon. I ate it. Her face was sparkly. She was not satisfied. Take the cup to pour the water. The flask came up and found in the flask is dry!

She immediately said " She came home before. Why didn't you boil some water? What are you doing?"

I'm angry. Why do I have to do anything?"

Both of us have been in the cold war for a week to reconcile.

Saturday, I went home alone. When I saw both of them, " Why didn't you see mercy on this week?" I told me about my mom and blamed me. " Don't worry about myself, but I should care about others "

I don't agree. " Just eat half a watermelon. What the hell?"

Dad laughed, " You don't have to make excuses. Tomorrow is Sunday. Let's eat here

The next day, I brought my family to my parents. When I went into the house, he used me to buy vinegar. When I came back, my dad told me to have mercy to take the kids outside. I told me and dad brought me half a watermelon

" You are hot. Sweat watermelon. Let's go out your thirst The melons are big. It should weigh about two kilograms. Dad sent me a spoon.

" If you can't eat it all, leave it for your wife to eat

I picked up a spoon and ate a big one. I ate less than half of my belly.

After lunch, Dad put two watermelon on the table. Tell me, " Look what's the difference?"

I'm confused. One of the sec I ate. I was eaten. I was eaten. I didn't see what the difference in a moment. Smh.

Dad pointed out to the melons and explained, " This season, you eat another season. I have mercy. Dad told you both of them that if you can't eat it all, let's leave it. Let's see how your wife uses spoon. She starts to eat from the middle The other half is untouched. Look at your stuff. You eat meat in the middle until it's left for other people. Who doesn't know that sweet watermelon in the middle? From this small thing, I can see that I have mercy, much bigger heart than you

My hair is instantly red. Dad meant to say

" Two people are together for the rest of their lives. What's important? Where is the love, care between husband and wife? It's in one drop of oil.. One spoon of rice.. One curry paste.. Last time you were angry about eating watermelon. There are many excuses. If you are wrong. If you have mercy, I will be home first, I guarantee that you. Gotta keep you half "

" Don't think that this is a small thing that doesn't matter, but it reflects the heart of watermelon. It gives knowledge of everyday life. No matter how cold it is, you slowly let it will be hotter someday or heart that no matter how hot it is, you splash cold water Spoon.. One spoon will be completely cool down.
Think about it. If you are kind, you don't care. How will you feel?"

One word awakens people. I suddenly found that I put it every day when I get home.. Tea made for you.. the umbrella that I put in front of the door. It's up to love. Have mercy, but I haven't seen it. I don't know how to take care of him

Think about it and feel ashamed. Hurry up to bring a bowl of dumplings. "You eat first"

She laughed "don't do it in front of mom and mom"

Dad laughed, " If you can do this whole life, it's a good husband

In our heart, love, we need to give each other. We care about our other half. Don't think that every problem is a problem without reason. Think about your fault.

Live your normal life, care about family. Don't just care about other people's business.

Happiness is not at home, but how sweet it is at home.

Happiness.. is not how luxurious I drive, but it's safe to drive home.

Happiness.. is not having a beautiful lover, but it is about how bright the smile of a lover.

Happiness.. is not about listening to more or less sweet words, but in sadness.. Someone told me that it's okay. I still have me..

Don't just care about other people's business in social world until you are far away with family.

Cr. NusanthibuksTranslated

เช เด๋วถ้าผ่านเขาใหญ่จะแวะไปอุดหนุน
คิงคองเป็นคนแดก น้องเขามีติดต่อขอทุนเรียนไรงี้มะ เด็กขยันๆแบบนี้น่าหนับหนุน

#เสียใจไหมหนูที่เป็นแบบนี้ #หนูไม่เสียใจเลยหนูอยากช่วยแม่
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บางวันก็มาช่วยแม่ ถ้าไม่มาช่วยที่ร้านก็จะต้องอยู่บ้านดูแลน้อง 2 ขวบ #หนูต้องช่วยอาบน้ำ และชงนมให้น้อง
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นี่คือ คำพูดจากเด็ก ป.5 ที่กูย้อนฟังทีไรแม่งก็จุกทุกครั้ง
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เด็กแบบนี้จะมีสักกี่คนบนโลกนี้วะ? กูคิด....เด็กที่เรียนได้เกรด 3 กว่า แถมยังมีใจรักครอบครัวได้ถึงขนาดนี้
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ทั้งๆที่รายได้ ก็ไม่ค่อยพอจะแดก แม่ขายของได้กำไร บางวันไม่ถึงพัน แต่มีค่าเช่า และ ลูกที่ต้องเลี้ยงอีก 3 คน
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กูถามว่า ทำไมถึงไม่ขึ้นค่าอาหาร ขึ้นเถอะ **พี่หลิน** อย่าทำแบบนี้เลย คนเขาเข้าใจ
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แกตอบมาว่า ไม่เอาหรอก พี่ไม่ขึ้นราคา เพราะเด็กๆระแวกนี้จะได้มีร้านอาหารกินกัน
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บางวันนะยกกันมาเป็นสิบๆคน เอาเงินร้อยหนึ่งวาง และถามว่า พี่หลินเงินนี้พอกินอะไรได้บ้างไหม พวกหนูรวมๆกันมา (แกพูดไปยิ้มไป)
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พอพี่เห็นแบบนั้น พี่เลยไม่ขึ้นดีกว่า พี่รู้ว่าเขาใหญ่มันเป็นสถานที่ท่องเที่ยว อะไรๆก็แพง
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ถ้าพี่ขึ้นตามเขาไปหมด และเด็กๆประถมในระแวกนี้ ก็คงจะหิวกัน
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#กูนี่จดสัมภาษณ์ไป จะร้องไห้ไปด้วย #พวกมึงรู้ปะ กูดีใจชิบหาย ที่ได้มาทำคอนเท้นต์ให้กับร้านแบบนี้ โคตรดีใจเลย
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คือบางทีร้านแบบนี้ เขาไม่ทันเทคโนโลยี หรือท้ายที่สุดก็ไม่มีตังไปจ้างที่มันแพงๆกัน
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งั้นกูถือซะว่า #คิงคองเป็นคนแดก เกิดมาก็เพราะพวกมึง
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กูก็ขอส่งความดีนี้ กลับสู่สังคม กลับสู่ร้านค้าที่เขาดีอยู่แล้ว แต่ยังขาดการโปรโมท!!!
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กูนี่แหละจะขอเป็นเพจที่สนับสนุนพวกเขาเหล่านี้เอง #ติดต่อเข้ามาได้เลยนะ
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**ชื่อร้าน : กันเอง 20 บาท
**เปิด : ทุกวัน 9.00-20.00 ไม่มีวันหยุด แต่ถ้านางเหนื่อยก็จะประกาศหยุดใน Facebook ชื่อ **หลิน การกลับมาที่ไม่เหมือนเดิม** ชื่อเปรี้ยวเยี่ยวราดมากค่ะแม่!!!!!
**พิกัด : ตรงข้าม ปาลิโอ้ เขาใหญ่ แหล่งท่องเที่ยวชื่อดังของเขาใหญ่เลย อ่ะ GPS https://maps.app.goo.gl/PmcSEcJhQSTHonYF8
**เดินทาง : รถยนต์เถอะมึง สะดวกสุด หาผัวที่มีรถและให้พามึงไป ถ้าผัวไม่มีรถ...มึงก็ไปหาชู้ ให้แม่งพาไปก้ได้ ถถถถถถก
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ไปโว้ยยยยยย พวกมึง!!!! ร้านดีๆแบบนี้ ราคาถูกแบบนี้ยังมีอยู่ในสังคมเราจริงๆว่ะ #เขาใหญ่ #ไม่ต้องแดกอาหารแพง #อีกต่อไป
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คนดีๆแบบนี้ ความคิดแบบนี้ ควรมีที่ยืนในสังคมเราไปนานๆ
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กูชอบร้านนี้ #กูชอบน้องเขามากกกกกก
#เสียใจไหมหนูที่เป็นแบบนี้ #หนูไม่เสียใจเลยหนูอยากช่วยแม่
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Some days I come to help mother. If you don't come to the shop, you will have to stay home and take care of the 2 year old. #I need to help you
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Here's a quote from a grader. 5 times that I listen to it. I feel hurt every time.
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How many kids in this world are there? I think.... Kids who have studied in grade 3 and still love family this much.
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Even though I don't have enough income. Mother sells stuff and profits. Some days are less than thousand, but I have rent and 3 kids to raise.
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I asked why I didn't pay for food. ** Lin ** Don't do this. People understand.
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You said no. I won't raise the price because kids will have restaurants to eat.
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Some days, dozens of people put a hundred and ask if sister Lin, can I eat anything together? (You said it and smiled)
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When I see that, I don't go up. I know Khao Yai is an attraction. Everything is expensive.
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If you go up and follow him and the elementary school kids in this area will be hungry.
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#ley #phwk I'm so happy that I have come to make a concert for this shop. I
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Well, sometimes the shops like this don't have time for technology or in the end, we don't have money to hire expensive
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So I consider that #King Kong is the one who eats. I was born because of you.
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I would like to send this goodness back to society. Back to a shop where he is already good but still lack of promotion!!!
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I would like to be a page that supports these people. #Please contact me.
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** Shop name: friendly 20 baht
** Open: Every day 9.00-20.00 There is no holiday. But if she is tired, she will announce that she will stop on Facebook name ** Lin. The return is not the same. ** Name is Sour. Piss a lot, mom
** Location: Opposite Palio, Khao Yai. The famous attraction of Khao Yai. GPS https://maps.app.goo.gl/PmcSEcJhQSTHonYF8
** Travel: Car. You are the most convenient. Find a husband who has a car and let's take you there. If your husband doesn't have a car... You can go to see an affair. You can take me there. I'm still there.
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Let's go guys!!!! Good shop like this. Cheap price like this is still in our society. #Khao Yai #No need to eat expensive food #anymore
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Good people like this. This kind of thought should have a place to stand in our society for a long time
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I like this shop #kkTranslated

AWESOME NEWS! So Ghoopshi (the dermaroller brand I used) JUST contacted me and offered a 10% discount code. Visit: https://www.ghoopshi.com/discount/Bubz?redirect=%2Fproducts%2Fdermaskin and use 'BUBZ' at checkout.


Hello everyone!

Ok, I love being a mummy and I love my little ones but cannot deny that the pregnancies took a toll on my body and confidence.

I’ve never been shy to show how my saggy tummy as I knew it was just one of the many faces of post pregnancy. I was never ashamed of my body because I was so flipping proud of what it could do so why should I hide it? In fact, it felt so freeing and liberating to share to people around me.

That’s not to say thatI don’t get bad days. I’ve never been so upset with my saggy belly that I’ve cried or fell into depression but I did realise I would be self conscious in the bedroom. My mentality was, if there was something I can do about it, why not? Still, surgical treatment was never something I took seriously on my radar. I couldn’t afford the recovery time and mentally and physically, I knew I was not strong enough to go through with it. Then my cosmetic surgeon friend asked me if I tried derma rolling on my body.

I’ve previously heard wonderful results from those who used it on their acne scars and fine lines but never have I pondered with the idea of derma rolling my tummy. It was relatively low cost and at this rate, I figured I’ll have nothing to lose since my tummy was already a lost cause. So I went on a 6 month journey and decided to document the results.

The results have been positively surprising. I never expected my tummy to go back to it’s former glory but I can do see the subtle changes throughout the months of rolling. I’ve recently progressed on to a 2mm roller. I’m going to keep rolling and we will see how things look in another 6 months time.

Maybe there is somebody out there just like me so here I am sharing this video.

Edit:
I've had some questions asking if my exercising helped to improve the appearance of my tummy. My exercising certainly helped to tighten my muscles (improved my muscle separation by MILES) but it did not improve the appearance of my skin. You can look up the affects on exercise and saggy skin online too but the short answer is, it cannot stimulate production of new skin. If exercising did the job for me (and others who hit their fitness goals), many would not resort to tummy tucks. I actually started rolling in June and it was at the height of my fitness where I was working out at least 4-5 times a week and eating most clean yet my stomach was still visibly wrinkly. I don't work out as often (about twice a week) and intense as before and I am still seeing my tummy improve bit by bit. I KNOW my skin feels smoother too and exercise cannot do this. I hope this helps.

NOTE: This video reveals my very own experience and so please understand that results will be different for everybody. I’m not encouraging everyone to run and buy a derma roller. I invite you to watch this video with an open mind. I researched for weeks before I made the purchase of a roller. If you do decide to try out derma rolling, never ever share your derma rollers and make sure you put hygiene and safety first.


AWESOME NEWS! So the Ghoopshi (the brand I used for my derma rollers) eventually contacted me and offered a discount code;


Best of luck everyone!!!

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Love, Lindy









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SUMMER IS HERE!!! ahhh i love summer ?
First off, I know I'm super bloated in this video ?? My mom and younger sister were visiting so we had a "family" hotpot night yesterday ? It was yummy tho, I cut up some sausage octopus ?

Second of all...do you notice anything different? This is my first video in my new apartment! ? Looking at my old empty apartment before I left, I was reminded of when I first moved to LA and realized how much I've grown. It's always a bittersweet feeling to realize how much you've changed (usually because growth comes from overcoming tough situations ack), but change is good! I always like to say no good comes from staying comfortable. It keeps you stagnant and running in one place. So even though I will maybe miss my old apartment, I'm happy to be in a new place and mindset. I hope you've all changed (for the better) over the past year too ? Now, on to summer vacay!

'til next time!
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Hello Youtube family,

I'm a little nervous about posting today's video. I'm sorry it's not the usual chirpy type of vlog. Originally, the footage wasn't supposed to be up so early but life never goes the way we plan right?

It’s been a bit of an emotional week. Due to a missed period, I took a pregnancy test on 8th October to find out we were expecting again. Just to be sure, I sent Tim out to get more tests to be sure. Since he came back with a two-pack, I took another test and it came back positive again. With one spare, I took the other test the next day but it came back negative (note- it wasn’t morning urine). Confused- I sent the hubby to grab more. This time, he came back with a triple pack. The next test was a big fat positive. After the initial confusion, we realised we really wanted this baby and thought maybe this baby was truly meant to be.

At the same time, Tim and I didn’t want to think too much. It was very early so we knew anything could happen since 1 in 5 pregnancies end up in a miscarriage. However, it didn’t stop us from thinking of baby names and envisioning our life as a family of four.

During my photoshoot in London, I felt lightheaded and my stomach pains started to feel more intense. I thought maybe I was just over fatigued so didn’t want to worry myself too much. As I was waiting for my flight back home, I felt pressure in my lower region. I stumbled to the bathroom and realised I was bleeding. Rather than the dark brown spotting I had days ago, it was a brighter colour of red indicating fresh blood. The bleeding eventually stopped for a bit so I felt more assured but as I got out of the airplane, I felt the bleeding started to return. Since I was emotionally and physically tired from the long day, I went to to bed early with hopes that rest could maybe prevent the worse from happening. Around 6am, I woke up to more stomach pains and pressure as I went to use the bathroom, I finally accepted I was having a miscarriage.

I knew my body wasn’t in it’s best condition so in a lot of ways, I wonder if it could’ve been prevented. It’s been an emotional few days. I spent it doing some grieving and I feel a lot better now. Since I was less than 5 weeks along, I’m thankful the loss happened early. To those who have also experienced a loss, I am so so sorry and my heart is with you. Know that you are not alone. We can only try to understand that everything happens for a reason. I hope you can take comfort in your family and friends.

It made me thankful to know Isaac was born into the world safely with no complications. I know Tim and I are still young and we have more opportunities in the future to expand our family.

We were not ready for another baby and the pregnancy was definitely a shock but our early loss has made us realise that if we are blessed to get pregnant again in the future, we would be ready and happy for it.

Physically, my body doesn’t feel too bad. It just felt like I was having a very heavy period. Usually my flow finishes in 4-5 days but my womb completely cleared within 2 days. Still experiencing a little nausea and cramping but I’m getting lots of cuddles from the family. Chubbi and Domo make fantastic hot water bottles too.

Even though it was an early miscarriage, I think I was a more upset about it than I thought I would be. I wasn’t as excited as I was with my first pregnancy and it was because I was overwhelmed since I knew what to expect. Once I started to embrace the changes about to come our way, I was able to connect with my pregnancy with excitement. Unfortunately, by then- the pregnancy couldn't progress.

Tim has reminded me that I could’ve been perfectly healthy and careful and yet sometimes, these things will just happen. We still feel incredibly blessed for our family already. We will leave it all to the Lord. He has been taking care of our family and we know everything happens for a reason. We know other people out there have had it way worse. Our situation is nothing in comparison. We are always going to be thankful ^_^

Love, the Bubz family xo




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