can't control myself的八卦，Yahoo名人娛樂都在討論

Salam kak... maaf ganggu... berguguran air mata saya masa tengah msg ni... biarlah semua pandang saya dalam lrt ni. =(

Akak tahu saya jenis yang bertolak ansur kan... tapi kali ni saya tak mampu sangat kak =( Selama bulan puasa ni saya terkejar kejar seorang diri.. balik kerja.. hantar & ambil anak.... masak untuk berbuka puasa... masih menyusu walaupun kandungan dah 7 bulan.

Semalam saya terlalu terasa dengan suami bila saya tengah berebut nak masak anak menangis, saya mi...
Continue ReadingGreetings sis... sorry to disturb... my tears fall in the middle of the message... let everyone look at me in this LRT. =(

I know I'm the type of tolerance right... but this time I can't afford it too much sis =(during this fasting month I'm chasing myself.. back from work.. Sending & taking kids.... cooking for breaking fast ... still breastfeeding even though the content has been 7 months.

Yesterday I felt too much with my husband when I was fighting to cook my child crying, I asked my husband to take care of his child because he wanted to put in the fish, and then my husband raised his voice... he said....

" other women don't have a lot of fuss like you... for a while asking for help... don't know how to take care of your children.. Take care of the child.. He wants you not to want me...."

My caught at that time... while eating my child while drinking water while I was crying, my husband was in the hall playing with his phone.

I was really in tears at that time but I tried to be strong & remember in my heart. When I was eating during my tears, my tears came out non stop because I was sad that my husband said that, I miss my husband..... he saw me crying but he didn't say anything & didn't even convince me.

I packed the kitchen & went straight to the sejadah... Maghrib & isyak prayer... because too sad & stressed... when aqib whine asked to support me to hit his arms until he fell =(aqib cried... his head was swollen =(yes My God.... my child..... =(

I used to tell the sister that I was complaining about when I was the first child.... I'm afraid that the same thing will be back this time. Doctor said that if I'm a little stressed I can act out of control... without myself realizing it. =(

I wanted to message you yesterday, but I'm afraid that I'm busy. I fell asleep right there until I woke up at 5.10 minutes this morning... it's late... I quickly went to the kitchen to make milk for my husband & serve sambal fish with rice yesterday, didn't have time to heat up the rice because I didn't get it..

When the husband eats he says if you know how to heat up the rice next time wake up early... why so lazy!... Mom I always wake up to finish the dishes early & it as messy as you are.. Once again my husband made me too Sad sis. I can't afford to eat... feel like being be because I'm sad... I drink milk & drink and continue to finish my husband & child's work clothes......

Usually I go out early because I want to send my child first & just walk to the lrt station. My legs melted this morning.... everyone looked at me... I know my condition is not organized....

So true sis.... when other people say anything.. We are okay again... but when the husband says something that gives us down... we will be very weak.. Crying & innocent children will become victims Without ourselves wanting to do that.

I miss aqib... pity mama's child =(
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I've been talking to June. June previously through postpartum depression (complaining) during the first child's confinement due to breaking abstinence & husband is not concerned.

& now June is doing the treatment to restore the mindnya.

Find out..... this complaining is a silent killer that no one is aware of the sudden changes.

Even the mother in confinement who is complaining will never realize what she's doing.

For husbands... please manage household matters together if you love your wife.

Sometimes when you hear one by one's story.... you only want love & care from your husband.

For June... don't worry dear... strengthen your heart... Allah is there... tyme pregnant even though easily touched... but June must be strong for the child in the content... pity the baby will be more sad because his mommy is sad .

Smile a little =) hugs *

To the mommy who read this & give the words of spirit for June.. Thank you so much =) June needs us....

Copyright @ @[1416700617:2048:Nazira Nazir] for @[151329642013884:274:9bulan10hari]. Not allowed to copy paste!Translated

เล็กๆ น้อยๆ เพื่อชีวิตที่เป็นสุข
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1. ให้โอกาสตัวเองตอนเริ่มต้น เพราะมันยังไม่ดีทันทีหรอก
2. ตื่นมาแต่ละวัน แค่ทำบางอย่างให้ดีขึ้นกว่าเมื่อวานก็โอเคแล้ว
3. ถ้ามันแย่ลง พรุ่งนี้เอาใหม่
4. ถ้าใครไม่เชื่อมั่นในตัวเรา จงเชื่อมั่นในตัวเอง
5. ความสุขของเราไม่ได้ขึ้นกับการยอมรับของคนใดคนหนึ่ง
6. คนเราไม่ต้องสมบูรณ์แบบก็มีความสุขได้
7. หากผิดพลาด มองหาบทเรียนจากมัน
8. เมื่อสิ่งที่เหนือการควบคุมเกิดขึ้น ยอมรับให้ได้
9. อย่าพยายามควบคุมสิ่งที่เราควบคุมไม่ได้ นั่นคือทุกข์
10. คนอื่นทำร้ายเราได้ แต่เราเลือกเองว่าจะเจ็บปวดหรือไม่

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11. รับผิดชอบความรู้สึกตัวเองมากกว่าโทษคนอื่น
12. เป็นมิตรกับความเปลี่ยนแปลงทุกชนิด
13. ช่วยเหลือคนอื่นเท่าที่ตัวเองไม่เป็นทุกข์
14. ให้อภัย
15. หากได้ทำในสิ่งที่ชอบ ทำให้ดีที่สุด
16. หากต้องทำสิ่งที่ไม่ชอบ ทำให้ดีที่สุด
17. พลังเกิดจากการที่เราทำสุดฝีมือ
18. เมื่อทำสุดฝีมือ เราจะรักตัวเอง
19. หากพยายามแล้วล้มเหลว หลังร้องไห้กับความล้มเหลวแล้ว อย่าลืมยิ้มให้กับตัวเองที่พยายาม
20. ปลอบใจตัวเองด้วยการสร้างสิ่งใหม่ให้ดีกว่าเดิม

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21. วันนี้ทำไม่ได้ แต่ทำไปเรื่อยๆ จะทำได้
22. ความเก่งคือผลลัพธ์ของความสม่ำเสมอ
23. หากรักไม่ได้, ขอแค่ไม่เกลียด
24. ยอมแพ้บ้างก็ได้ บางทีแพ้เป็นกลับเป็นสุข
25. ลองคว้าแล้วเกินเอื้อมก็เปลี่ยนเป้าหมายได้นะ
26. อย่าเปรียบเทียบ
27. กอด-ในเวลาที่ยังกอดได้
28. ให้โอกาสตัวเองได้ผจญภัยบ้าง
29. ใช้เวลากับคนที่เห็นคุณค่าของเรา
30. มอบบางสิ่งให้กับบางคนเสมอ

ขอให้มีวันที่ดีครับ :)
A little for a happy life
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Haha. Give yourself a chance at the beginning because it's not good right away.
2. Wake up each day just do something better than yesterday is ok
Lol if it gets worse, let's do it again tomorrow
4. If anyone doesn't believe in me, believe in yourself.
5. Our happiness does not depend on one's acceptance.
6. people don't have to be perfect. You can be happy.
7. If you go wrong, look for lessons from it.
8. When something beyond control happens, accept.
9. Don't try to control what we can't control. That's suffering.
10. Other people can hurt me, but I choose whether it hurts or not.

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Haha. Take responsibility for your feelings more than blame others.
12. Friendly with all kinds of changes
Haha. Help others as much as I am not suffering.
14. Forgive
15. If you do what you like, do your best.
16. If you have to do what you don't like, do your best.
17. Power is caused by our best.
Haha. When I do my best, I will love myself.
19. If you try and fail after crying with failure, don't forget to smile to yourself who try.
20. Comfort yourself by creating something new better.

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I can't do these 21. days but I keep doing it. I can do it.
22. Good is the result of consistency
23. If I can't love you, just don't hate.
Haha. I can give up. Sometimes I lose to be happy.
Haha. Try to grab it. You can change the goal.
26. Don't compare
27. Hugs - when I can still hug.
28. Give yourself a chance to adventure
29. Spend time with those who see our value.
30. Always give something to someone

Have a nice day sir :)Translated

Anxiety and stalled labour |

A week ago, I was feeling tremendous peace about everything. In fact, a few days ago- I truly thought I was going into labour with strong uterine contractions from 10pm till 7am. These few days, I've been emotional and anxious from a mixture of reasons. I guess also deciding to fully potty train Isaac while I'm about to give birth isn't the best idea. Mind you, he is doing a fantastic job so far but It's been so stressful. He hasn't been feeling well these two days either adding along more worrying in my heart. Along with Tim and I feeling overworked lately, it's made me feel disconnected. It's most likely because I'm so marinated with a cocktail of hormones now but I sensed all my anxiety was stalling my labour. I have not had my usual bout of contractions for few days in a row now. I went on to look it up and it turns out fear and your emotions CAN delay labour and cause your body to hold back. I remember thinking "I just need somebody to tell me everything is going to be ok" and then I realised, What I need most is to believe it myself. Going to take it easy and not think too much of anything. Stress can't be good for the baby. No pity parties and trying to control everything. Whenever Ayla is ready, I'll be ready too.

Edit: Awww, reading your comments has put such a big smile on my face. Thank you so much everyone for your encouragement. Your support means so much to me. You guys always know how to make me feel better.

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Devil Trigger
Casey Edwards feat. Ali Edwards

I’ll endure the exile...
I’ll endure the exile...

The darkness of night falls around my soul
And the hunter within loses control

Gotta let it out - gotta let it out
Gotta let it out - gotta let it out

This demon inside has ahold of me
Clenching its power - trying to break free

Gotta let it out - gotta let it out
Gotta let it out - gotta let it out


Move fast, baby - Don’t be slow
Step aside – reload – time to go
I can't seem to control
All this rage that's inside me

Pullin' shots - aimin' dots - Yeah I don't miss
Branded by Fire – Born in the abyss
Red hot temper – I just can’t resist
All this vengeance inside me


All of these thoughts runnin' through my head
Arm on fire, veins burnin' red
Frustration is gettin' bigger
Bang Bang Bang – Pull my Devil Trigger!


Embrace the darkness that’s within me
No hiding in the shadows anymore
When this wickedness consumes me
Nothing can save you and there’s no way out


I’m a wildfire you won't tame
Igniting my temper, can’t put out my flame
There’s no way to contain
This storm swelling inside me

I'm a bomb you can’t defuse
Might just accept you're gonna lose
Can't turn down, I refuse
To hold back anymore


All of these voices inside my head
Blinding my sight in a curtain of red
Frustration is getting bigger
Bang Bang Bang – Pull my Devil Trigger!


When the night ends it’s not over
We fight through to get closer
Like a silver bullet piercing through
I throw myself into you

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I Need You

I need you here
Always near my dear

最愛的人容易變最恨的
The person I love easily becomes the person I hate
最愛的人無理取鬧怎麼變最笨的
How come I always become unreasonable in front of my loved one?
氣憤的 疑問著
Feeling angry and questioning myself
我剩了 最後的耐性 脾氣太硬
I'm too stubborn with very low patience
怎麼冷眼瞪著 卻說自己在整頓呢？悔恨著！
I know I'm fighting her but then I lied, said I'm trying, regret
我想保護 我最愛的人
I want to protect her from myself
可我卻扭曲她的好處 變最爛的人
But I'm always twisting her kindness and making her the enemy
犯罪的人 也曾經想誠心的澄清
Sinner all at once, I want to confess and be good
結果是藉口在騙我自己
But it's all excuses just so I can lie to myself
別面對自己的不安全感控制慾
I don't have to face my insecurity that turns into control

I need you here
Always near my dear

我出生 在這個世界
My mom left right after my birth
我用著哭聲 脆弱的向我生母致謝
I use my fragile crying and say thank you for giving birth to me
她是第一也是唯一必須用依賴的心態
She is the first and the only person I was supposed to rely on
我親愛的心脈 也是一切兵敗的侵害！
But even blood can't make her stay
她走了 順便摧毀我第一次信任
She left, destroying my first trust
成了心中不信任的定論 沒印證的氣憤
I learn to never trust again, but then the anger grows in me
心中的矛盾？逃避？饒了我吧！
So many voices in my head always
所有的聲音都別再議論！別記恨
Please give me a break, don't hate her
快點撕開心房嘗試再信任
Try to trust again
我信任我爸
I trust my Dad
我不想長大 總是找話題想找他講話
I don't want to grow up always finding excuses to be with him
是一種牽掛
Relying on him
但可惜瞞不過隱藏的變化
Because in life, everything changes
我走到九歲 我守候的一切是否像酒後的一夜 都不見了？
When I was 9, our 2 person team broke up again
你親那人是你新的心上人
He fell in love with a girl
稱呼母親的對象請在我心中先換人
And she become the person I have to call Mom
我只是嫉妒她要與我分享你的愛
I'm jealous that she gets to share your love with me
我知道你還是愛我
I know you still love me
我只是難過我用的詞是“還是”
I'm just sad that the word I use is ''still''

I need you here
Always near my dear

恨她？愛她？誠實的感受在哪？
Hate? Love? What are my real feelings?
剩下 掙扎 心中的路也已分岔
Left me struggle, my heart has different voices
別信任 一個病人 我心中有太多疑問
Can't trust myself, I'm sick, I have so many doubt
這信任 已經冰冷 我是我唯一的親人
Trust turned cold, I am the only person I can love

我只要信任誰 那個誰就離開
Whenever I trust someone, that person leaves
我只要記恨誰 那個誰就存在
When ever I hate someone, that person stays
我無法控制 我的控制慾
I can't control my feeling of controlling my lover
很諷刺的 我重視的是 擔心內心安全
But ironically I end up pushing her away to secure myself
我卻貪心得到愛
I'm greedy for love
我無法專心割掉心脈
Cant cut the desire for Mom
貪心所以期待
Still greedy, still hoping
一再被愛影響心態
Never in the right mind
關心都變奇怪
Even my caring is twisted
我其實一直信著愛能讓以前的傷不再是遺憾
I actually still believe that one day love can heal my wound
但或許愛是一種絕症 而我早已罹患！
But maybe love is cancer and I already have it