我家好強又玻璃心的孩子 Jessica
昨天晚上寫作業的時候,她才發現兩門學科的作業folders不見了,她一秒爆哭,鐵認掉在車上了,又急又鬧的要我打電話給師傅和studio的朋友,看是否落在哪裡了!
一番詢問,studio好心的阿姨還幫她調監視器,發現真的都沒有,她哭到歇斯底里,一番好勸終於平靜! (中間很多次媽媽理智線也很歇斯底里的埋在不要惹兒女的氣之下)
後來請同學的媽媽copy home work,讓他先做,而因為有一篇需要自己之前的作業做引導,沒辦法做之下,他又大大的崩潰!
於是我搬出大絕招,讓她讀聖經馬太福音18:19!
「Again, truly I tell you, if two of you on earth agree about any matter that you pray for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven.」
媽媽建議陪她一起禱告,她終於平靜下來!然後跟她說好,早上媽媽陪她早早去學校找作業,如果作業是在學校,就陪她在老師和同學上課前先做完!
最後,她把可以做的作業複本寫完,就去睡了! 但晚上還是起來哭了兩次!媽媽短路了一次,很怕她第三次起來哭,因為弟弟被她吵醒很多次,所以爸媽都沒辦法睡!最後焦慮的媽,腦裡就在「恩典的記號」洗腦中睡著!
早上媽媽六點閃爬起來,陪她出門到學校,一路上媽媽放了「恩典的記號」給她聽,也給她心裡建設,「當妳呼求,耶穌就會聽見妳的禱告,但如果妳的作業真的不見了,得到late grade,也需要是很正面的,因為或許妳需要學習細心,你會更小心對待妳的作業,因為每件事都有神的美意,以後妳就再也不會忘記了,有更重要的作業,你能安全的保護著!」然後我們禱告,又一起唸了群裡給孩子的禱告,我們就平靜的抵達學校!
結局就跟happy ending說的一樣,很幸運的,負責任的好老師好早就在教室準備,所以我們得以先進教室,而她也找到作業,媽媽陪她做好,簽了聯絡簿,最後擁抱,互相道歉,然後離開,皆大歡喜!
此刻,剛離開孩子的我,很是感謝,謝謝上帝給我們這樣一個機會,讓媽媽可以教她透過禱告和經文給她平靜,更感謝主,讓她曉得,她尋求,祂必聆聽,她說「因爲天父爸爸是很愛我們的,如果不見了,也不是祂不愛我,是我不小心」,感謝主,讓我看見她的成長! 感謝主,我看見了這個小種子發芽了!
現在趕回家去大戰那個不得睡覺,所以覺得不上課比較好的弟弟 😆,祝大家都有個如有神助的一天,哈利路亞!
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同時也有2部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過2萬的網紅Bill Bounce,也在其Youtube影片中提到,信 - 告別的時代 電影版 結局 承諾是很沈重的包袱,尤其是在哭泣的城市裡。 Promises are heavy burdens, especially in the Crying City. 無法預知的離去,是宿命,承諾又是什麼。 The unpredictable separa...
又 一次 的結局 ending again 在 Bill Bounce Youtube 的評價
信 - 告別的時代 電影版 結局
承諾是很沈重的包袱,尤其是在哭泣的城市裡。
Promises are heavy burdens, especially in the Crying City.
無法預知的離去,是宿命,承諾又是什麼。
The unpredictable separation is the fate. What of Commitment is?
一切都是那麼模糊,我很想再度恢復自己。
Everything is so vague. And I really want to go back to who I am.
從潔開始不笑的時候,也是我放棄相機的時候。
The moment Jei give up being happy, I stop photography.
我選擇放棄,我不能和你走入故事的結局。因為,孤獨是會傳遞的。
I chose to give up, for the loneliness spread like disease. There's no full stop for our story.
我決定讓故事的結局,還給悲劇。劇中的主角在哭泣城市中相戀,也在城市中毀滅。
I chose to let the story have a tragic ending.
The couple fall in love in the Crying City, and also destroy themselves there.
告別後,末日將至,愛情瞬間燃燒,只留下不熄滅的對白,和炙熱的淚光。
After we set apart, and the doom is coming. Love burns up in the twinkling of an eye, leaving only the eteranl words and burning tears.
兩人的毀滅,象徵一切重生。
Their doom symbolizes their rebirth.
也許對走不出這座城市的人來說,只有面對絕望,才能真正獲得解脫。
For the people who get lost in the city, the only way to set them free is to face the despair.
她決定的結局,是徹底的絕望。
The ending she decided is completely despairing.
故事的最後,哭泣城市化為灰燼,回到原點;
In the end of the story, the Crying City turns to the dust; everything goes back to the beginning.
火車就要開了,但他還是沒來,面對我們之間的結局。
The train is leaving, but he still doesnt show up to face the ending between us.
我突然了解孤獨的意義。
All of a sudden, I realize the meaning of loneliness.
原來,孤獨不是與生俱來,而是從愛上的那一刻開始。
We are not burn to be lonely. We feel lonely the moment we fall in love.
因為無法承受再次失去,所以逃避。
For I cant stand losing again, I evade from loving you.
妳的出現,我終於有勇氣面對。
Until I met you, I finally got the courage to face the pain of the past.
我想讓悲劇留在書中結局,我要改寫我們的故事。
I want to end the tragedy just in the book, and rewrite our story.
告別孤獨,不再置身事外。
Being away from the loneliness, and being together with you forever.
一個月後,我的新書發行了,書名叫作-[哭泣城市]。
A month later, my new novel published, called The Crying City.
【嘔心瀝血的對白】
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信 - 告別的時代 電影版 PART2
風吹過時,
When the wind blew,
整座城市發出的聲音,聽起來格外悲淒。
the sound from the city sounded especially sorrowful.
哭泣城市,存在每一個人內心角落,
Theres a Crying city deep into everyones heart.
悲傷,像是有生命一般,
Sorrow seems to have life
不斷不斷擴大,
it keeps expanding
引出過去痛苦的記憶,
and leading into the painful memories in the past
堆成這整座哭泣城市。
Building this Crying City.
城市沒有哭泣,就沒有生命;故事要有起伏才會精彩。如果生命沒有孤獨,快樂就失去了意義。
A city without tears makes itself lifeless. A fantastic story composed of rise and fall. Loneliness and happiness exist at the same time relatively in Life.
哭泣城市也讓寂寞升溫,迷失對愛情應有的堅定,甚至脆弱的不堪一擊。
Being in the Crying City deepens the loneliness, losing the faith in Love, which is so frangible that even cant stand any hit.
我還是忘不了潔的一切。 她已是我生活裡揮不去的影像。
I still cant erase everything about Jei from my mind. She has been a part of my life.
她想看看我的攝影作品,我帶她參觀我的工作室。
She wanted to see my work. I took her to visit my studio, and she asked something about the techniques and terms of photography.
這時房間突然變得很寂靜
Suddenly, it became silent in the room.
孤獨隨即消失,回憶卻開始浮現。
The loneliness disappeared immediately. Memories started to rise before my mind.
那幾天,我繼續陪她寫作。
Those days, I kept company with her for the story.
我很喜歡透過相機,凝視她寫作的樣子,像是尋回遺失已久的記憶。
I really liked watching her through the lens. Watching her writing reminds me the memories which has been lost for a long time.
我又看見潔的笑容。
Through the piece of glass, I saw the familiar smiles, Jei.
在我開始要離開痛苦的時候,蕾她要走了。
Just when I stop feeling the pain, Lei is leaving.
總編打電話過來,就要截稿了。
My Chief editor called me and said the deadline is coming.
明天我就要離開了。
I am going to leave tomorrow.
她像一個天使,突然降臨,讓我措手不及。
Suddenly, she falls into my life like an angel. I was caught unawares.
這次的小說寫得很順利,差不多就要結束了。
This time things go smoothly, and its almost done.
只是,我還不知道該怎樣結局。
However, I havent decided the ending.
這些天我一直在想,我們之間,是錯覺,還是真正的愛情?
I've been thinking these days. What between us is illusion, or true love?
我卻始終解不開謎一樣的你。
I can't still uncover your mystery.
有時候我想,可能是留在陌生的城市,特別需要被保護的感覺。
Sometimes I think when I am staying in an alien city, maybe its because I need more protection.
不過,我開始希望我的小說,能有一個喜劇的結局。
But now I do hope my story can be ended up with a happy closure.
屬於悲劇的小說,變成喜劇收場,過程未必流暢,讀者也不見得熱烈期待。
但是我試著讓結局改變,如果不會更好,至少也留下完美的伏筆。
The plots of tragic novels ended up with a happy ending may not be fluent and smooth, and the readers may not be enthusiastic to the story.
Nevertheless, I try to change the ending. If it doesnt get better, at least Ill leave a perfect foreshadow.
孤獨是屬於悲劇世界的,我也是哭泣城市的一部份。
The loneliness belongs to the tragedy, and I am also a part of the Crying City.
我們還會再相遇嗎?還是,我們的關係,止於這本小說的章節?
Will we see each other again? Or, our relationship only ends in the chapter of the story?
........我沒辦法回答。
I don't know what to say.
今晚我在餐廳等你,我會把結局寫完,讓你成為第一個讀者。
I will wait for you in the restaurant tonight. You can be the first one to read when I finish my book.